BadKarmaFL
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my angel
I met her about 2 years ago online and I would have never thought it to be how it is now, you people that are seperated by just a few hours be thankful its not like this and have it several states away, be thankful you don't have to wake up each morning
in pain because you can't see that person and their isn't a god damn thing you can do about it, I want to forget about the life I live and get in my car and drive straight to New York every single night so I can be with her and be able to fall asleep right next to her, but it's not something I can do, it's the shittiest thing in the world knowing their is the love of my life out there and I can't spend these days with her right now. I lie in my bed at night trying to figure out how I was so lucky to have met her and get the honor of spending a week with her, it felt like I was watching the lotto on saturday night and seing my numbers being picked on TV. Every day I get baffled as to how *I* plain ol me get to be with the most pefect person in the world...we are so alike some times its scary, I can talk to her and have her finish my conversation or vice versa its like how would anyone else know that or think that same way I do or how I got to see her beautiful face every day even though it was only for a week, she even rubbed my back each night before I went to sleep because im a big dork, but it doesn't matter because I can be one in front of her not holding back and I don't have to worry about what she thinks, I can talk to hours for her whether it be online the phone or face to face and not one time in the entire conversation will my mind drift to something else or try and get out of talking with her, before she came out here she picked up a calling card that had just under a thousand minutes and we used it in about 3 days. she is so smart and has a lot of the same beliefs towards things as I do, she amazes me with some of the things she tells me....I can go on and on and write forever but I think I might have wrote enough, hopefully most of ya read the whole thing but this is the way that I feel and I love angel with all my heart
Nick, a.k.a Bad Karma
I met her about 2 years ago online and I would have never thought it to be how it is now, you people that are seperated by just a few hours be thankful its not like this and have it several states away, be thankful you don't have to wake up each morning
in pain because you can't see that person and their isn't a god damn thing you can do about it, I want to forget about the life I live and get in my car and drive straight to New York every single night so I can be with her and be able to fall asleep right next to her, but it's not something I can do, it's the shittiest thing in the world knowing their is the love of my life out there and I can't spend these days with her right now. I lie in my bed at night trying to figure out how I was so lucky to have met her and get the honor of spending a week with her, it felt like I was watching the lotto on saturday night and seing my numbers being picked on TV. Every day I get baffled as to how *I* plain ol me get to be with the most pefect person in the world...we are so alike some times its scary, I can talk to her and have her finish my conversation or vice versa its like how would anyone else know that or think that same way I do or how I got to see her beautiful face every day even though it was only for a week, she even rubbed my back each night before I went to sleep because im a big dork, but it doesn't matter because I can be one in front of her not holding back and I don't have to worry about what she thinks, I can talk to hours for her whether it be online the phone or face to face and not one time in the entire conversation will my mind drift to something else or try and get out of talking with her, before she came out here she picked up a calling card that had just under a thousand minutes and we used it in about 3 days. she is so smart and has a lot of the same beliefs towards things as I do, she amazes me with some of the things she tells me....I can go on and on and write forever but I think I might have wrote enough, hopefully most of ya read the whole thing but this is the way that I feel and I love angel with all my heart
Nick, a.k.a Bad Karma
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Re: my angel
now that brought tears to my eyes, and made my heart ache...
*shaking my head in disbelief* there are actually men like that in florida? musta been a freak occurance....
BadKarmaFL said:
now that brought tears to my eyes, and made my heart ache...
*shaking my head in disbelief* there are actually men like that in florida? musta been a freak occurance....
Bubblegum *sugarless*
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Okay...Angel and Bad Karma you've made me cry. 
Good luck to you.
Good luck to you.
bluntforcemama
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Angel said:
truly amazing, isn't it?
Savage Kitten
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who needs christmas when you can have Valentine's Day in July? 
Bubblegum *sugarless*
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Angel said:
I've been cryin for 4 days since Slow left on his business trip and our contact will be limited. Yet, it's times like this that make us work harder to be together.
You 2 are very lucky to have found each other.
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Dreaming of You...Selena
~Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room dreaming about you and me
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
"I love You"
I love you too...
~Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room dreaming about you and me
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
"I love You"
I love you too...
Angel
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And you know what sucks. I'm just sitting here utterly fucking speechless and I just can't put into words how that made me feel. And I feel bad because I'm just sitting here in awe of BK's post, and I can't say anything back.
It's like ... I mean he doesn't come out with that much all at once that often, even though I KNOW... it's just different to see it posted at lit. I feel giddy and happy and bittersweet
I always thought he was handling this better than me, because as much as I act normal on here, half the time I'm just so fucking pissed off and angry and depressed that its so hard. I'm always the one breaking down and Nick's always the rock, who I can lean on and cry on. I'm forever venting to him, and bitching and crying when I let it get me down too much. I guess I never realized how hard it was hitting him too.
I just hope he knows how much I appreciate, love and adore him
And come December, well I'ma be wreaking havoc in Clearwater!
It's like ... I mean he doesn't come out with that much all at once that often, even though I KNOW... it's just different to see it posted at lit. I feel giddy and happy and bittersweet
I always thought he was handling this better than me, because as much as I act normal on here, half the time I'm just so fucking pissed off and angry and depressed that its so hard. I'm always the one breaking down and Nick's always the rock, who I can lean on and cry on. I'm forever venting to him, and bitching and crying when I let it get me down too much. I guess I never realized how hard it was hitting him too.
I just hope he knows how much I appreciate, love and adore him
And come December, well I'ma be wreaking havoc in Clearwater!
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Well, hell. Somehow I lost my registration before I posted, and now I cannot even edit the text. That blows. It was supposed to be italicized.
Somehow I lost my registration before I posted, and now I cannot even edit the text. That blows. It was supposed to be italicized.
Bubblegum *sugarless*
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Faith Hill (Not my usual choice in music but this song says it all.)
If I'm Not In Love...
If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you, baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you
And if I don't need your touch
Why do I miss you so much
Tonight
If it’s just infatuation then
Why is my heart aching
To hold you forever
Give a part of me I thought I’d never
Give again to someone I could lose
If I'm not in love with you
Why in every fantasy
Do I feel your arms embracing me
Lovers lost in sweet desire
Why in dreams do I surrender
Lying with you baby
Someone help explain this feeling
Someone tell me
If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then what should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you
If I'm Not In Love...
If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you, baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you
And if I don't need your touch
Why do I miss you so much
Tonight
If it’s just infatuation then
Why is my heart aching
To hold you forever
Give a part of me I thought I’d never
Give again to someone I could lose
If I'm not in love with you
Why in every fantasy
Do I feel your arms embracing me
Lovers lost in sweet desire
Why in dreams do I surrender
Lying with you baby
Someone help explain this feeling
Someone tell me
If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then what should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you
I WILL
By John Lennon and Paul McCartney
WHO KNOWS HOW LONG I'VE LOVED YOU?
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU STILL.
WILL I WAIT A LONELY LIFETIME?
IF YOU WANT ME TO, I WILL.
FOR IF I EVER SAW YOU,
I DIDN'T CATCH YOUR NAME,
BUT IT NEVER REALLY MATTERED,
I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THE SAME.
LOVE YOU FOREVER AND FOREVER,
LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.
LOVE YOU WHENEVER WE'RE TOGETHER,
LOVE YOU WHEN WE'RE APART.
AND WHEN AT LAST I FIND YOU,
YOUR SONG WILL FILL THE AIR;
SING IT LOUD SO I CAN HEAR YOU,
MAKE IT EASY TO BE NEAR YOU.
FOR THE THINGS YOU DO ENDEAR YOU TO ME,
AH, YOU KNOW I WILL.
I WILL.
MM-MM-MM-MM-MM-MM-MM-MM-MM,
DA-DA-DA-DA-DA-DA-DA.
By John Lennon and Paul McCartney
WHO KNOWS HOW LONG I'VE LOVED YOU?
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU STILL.
WILL I WAIT A LONELY LIFETIME?
IF YOU WANT ME TO, I WILL.
FOR IF I EVER SAW YOU,
I DIDN'T CATCH YOUR NAME,
BUT IT NEVER REALLY MATTERED,
I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THE SAME.
LOVE YOU FOREVER AND FOREVER,
LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.
LOVE YOU WHENEVER WE'RE TOGETHER,
LOVE YOU WHEN WE'RE APART.
AND WHEN AT LAST I FIND YOU,
YOUR SONG WILL FILL THE AIR;
SING IT LOUD SO I CAN HEAR YOU,
MAKE IT EASY TO BE NEAR YOU.
FOR THE THINGS YOU DO ENDEAR YOU TO ME,
AH, YOU KNOW I WILL.
I WILL.
MM-MM-MM-MM-MM-MM-MM-MM-MM,
DA-DA-DA-DA-DA-DA-DA.
BadKarmaFL
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why am I the luckiest man in the world?
SirGalahad67
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Tiggs said:This thread is for all of the lovers out there...
So, come one, come all to this thread. Have fun. Talk about the ones you love. Share with us what makes them so special.
I'm blessed in that willfulbrat and I aren't separated by time or distance, although there have been times in our years together when we were. Lonely times, so I can empathize with those of you who are separated for whatever reason.
Basically, I've never known anyone who was as interesting and as much "fun" as willful. She's smart, kind, humorous, talented, artsy, sexy, sweet, and courageous to a fault....
She's also pretty, but that has little to do with why I fell in love with her, since I had gotten to the stage where I realized that was nice, but not material to true happiness.
Oh, and she's a hell of a teamate when doing crossword puzzles together...........
Galahad67 (who hopes everyone of you has somebody who cares about you in your life)
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EBW said:
Nothing wrong with that!
Shot your love from the mountain tops!
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Well...
lol
lol
Isolde
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Okay My Turn...
*Takes a deep breath*
Hang in with me people cause I am new at the feelings that are washing through me right now.
Indy, luv, this one is for you...
Just when I thought that I couldnt feel anything anymore...
Just when I felt that I had nothing left to give...
When my heart felt so empty that I could have simply given up on all those around me..
When I wanted nothing to do with love or its games...
You came along..
You showed me that love didnt have to hurt...that it wasnt used against a person but given freely to someone...
You showed me that I had much more to give and I know it is because you gave first....
You showed me I could respect myself because you respected me too...
You proved that the myth that it is what is inside a person that counts wasnt such a myth...
You make me feel sexy, shy and wonderful all at the same time....even on my worst days...
You have given my my dignity back and added self respect...
And, even if this does not work out to be forever, I will have been better off for knowing you and your love...
Thank you for helping me be the woman I have always wanted to be but never thought I could....
You will always have my love no matter what the future brings...
I could go on but there arent enough words to tell you how I feel but I know that you already know without me saying it here.
*Takes a deep breath*
Hang in with me people cause I am new at the feelings that are washing through me right now.
Indy, luv, this one is for you...
Just when I thought that I couldnt feel anything anymore...
Just when I felt that I had nothing left to give...
When my heart felt so empty that I could have simply given up on all those around me..
When I wanted nothing to do with love or its games...
You came along..
You showed me that love didnt have to hurt...that it wasnt used against a person but given freely to someone...
You showed me that I had much more to give and I know it is because you gave first....
You showed me I could respect myself because you respected me too...
You proved that the myth that it is what is inside a person that counts wasnt such a myth...
You make me feel sexy, shy and wonderful all at the same time....even on my worst days...
You have given my my dignity back and added self respect...
And, even if this does not work out to be forever, I will have been better off for knowing you and your love...
Thank you for helping me be the woman I have always wanted to be but never thought I could....
You will always have my love no matter what the future brings...
I could go on but there arent enough words to tell you how I feel but I know that you already know without me saying it here.
