How to keep from going insane?

[VelvetDarkness]

Sometimes in life you have to be willing to go out on a limb, take a risk, dare to do something even if it means you might get hurt in the end.

I'm willing so don't worry about it.

That is admirable and I do sincerely wish that everything works out well for you. You are very passionate about your feelings for this woman and it is clear that you idolise her. I just really hope that she doesn't take your generous heart for granted and disappoint you in the future by doing solely what she thinks is best for her.

 

[thirty]

I understand what you are saying, and trust me, I'm not looking for just jobs within my field which happens to be aviation management with a minor in Computer information systems. I know that to get a position in my field I may need to look elsewhere, and indeed I did have a very generous offer from a very prestigous company when I graduated, the only problem being the 2,000 mile distance.

I spent 7 years working my way through college at a factory, and just a month ago I took a simple office job in a local sign company that does work nationwide. Currently I'm a simple project managers assistant. In laymans term the office Bi%^&. Which for now is ok with me.

I understand most of the job situation is partly my fault because I do still want to be close to her, and hopefully someday when we move I can get a job doing something I enjoy. I guess what I'm saying is it gets a little discouraging because I don't know when that time will come as she keeps changing what she wants to do with her life.

..I'll just stop now as 52 hours and no sleep tends to make my posts loopy....

I guess the point is that you have to make decision over two options: leave your girlfriend to find a decent job somewhere else or stay with your girlfriend.

Nobody can make decision for you, it's tough to make decisions, but it's life.