How to tell me fiance...

[Backdoorwhore]

Debbie, thank you. He's an amazing person and even though it's only been a short time I am totally in love and I can see us growing older together. He's the first and only person I've felt that with.

 

[GrrlFriday]

Nothing turns me on more than beings humiliated but Im having a hard time finding a way to tell my fiancé. Im a big husky macho guy and that's what she is attracted to. He has told me if I were skinny, she likely wouldn't be with me. I fear if I tell her my fantasies, she will no longer look at me in the same light and leave me. I love the sex we do have but my cravings for humiliation are getting stronger and kinkier. I want her to tie me up, use a strap on on me, make me eat my own cum, dress me in womans clothes, make me lick her ass and so on. Its gotten to the point now where I want her to have a few guys have there way with me while she watches and laughs at me. Is it even possible to share this with her? I need help. And leaving her is out of the question. Im on the hook for the next 18 years so I would like the guaranteed sex if possible.

Um... maybe start light... with name-calling and tying you up? Would you be interested in having a few guys having their way with you for real, or is it an 'only in fantasy' idea?

How are things between you in terms of who calls the shots?