I don't wanna

Don't wanna go to school today. I think I'd rather go outside and play!
 
I don't wanna dodge bats, disturb rats
Or empty that nasty ass fish tank...
 
I don't want to work either but I have to. Rather be out on my bicycle riding along the lake.

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I don't wanna stay inside and teach, I wanna go to the park and read a book in the sunshine! (I really wanna play on the swings!):eek:
 
I don't wanna work late tonight. I wanna ride my bike around with headphones on.... barefoot (wonder where that thought came in from :D )
 
I don't wanna get back to work. I want to put on a sundress and some scrappy sandals and dance to the radio in the sunshine on the deck of the pontoon
 
I don't wanna work either...it's too nice outside, I would far rather be in my garden digging in the dirt.
 
Work today.

What don't you wanna do today?

sorry for being a little too personal and vulnerable earlier. Didn't mean to dampen the mood and get to heavy and dark.

I would say that I don't wanna say "I'm sorry" today(I say it a lot) , but I just did
 
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IDW to be home tonight. I'd rather be in that bedroom, so far away, where a hot 3-way will be happening.
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Live... I'm just tired of life. But I'll get up and do it again tomorrow.

(No, I am not suicidal. I'm just tired)

I don't wanna see this being ignored!

Whoa...this really does sound serious. Are you okay?? I'm sure there's LOTS of people here who are willing to sit and chat with you, myself included. People on here day and night if you need something. :rose:
Please reach out....or at least take the hands that are being extended to you. In public or private...find someone. :rose::heart::rose:
 
I don't wanna see this being ignored!

Whoa...this really does sound serious. Are you okay?? I'm sure there's LOTS of people here who are willing to sit and chat with you, myself included. People on here day and night if you need something. :rose:
Please reach out....or at least take the hands that are being extended to you. In public or private...find someone. :rose::heart::rose:

I am fine. I don't need an intervention, I don't need hand holding. I appreciate the well meaning behind it.

Perhaps I went dramatic for my own sake. I am truly just tired. Tired of trying, tired of being patient, tired of saying wrong things, tired of not saying anything, tired of wanting to be wanted, tired of not being able to be happy with me, tired of guilt and shame... Just tired.

But I realize that in all my tiredness someone else is even worse. In my complaining, I know i have more than others. At the end of the day, I really don't have all that much to complain about.

So what if my wife will never be the sub I want her to be, so what if she will never experience the inner me that I keep hidden because I know she doesn't get it. So what if our sex life is vanilla and I never have another blow job in my life. At the end of the day, it's just sex. And the sex doesn't define the relationship I have with her. Sure it reveals some symptoms, but it isn't the defining line.
 
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