I'm highly disappointed

[Quiet_Cool]

I'm highly disappointed in my life, in myself, in how I interact with people and how they interact with me. I'm disappointed that I have no time without kids, that I'll spend my weekend home alone with them, that everyone I know is attached to someone and is happy, fulfilled, busy while I'm just standing still, alone, always alone.

Ditto.

Follow-up to my post earlier: I'm even more disappointed that she has a man already (okay, I knew that, but she seems to be well aware of me anyway -- also disappointing).

Q_C

 

[English Lady]

Nice to see you, EL.



You wait your turn!

Q_C

Don't fight, there's plenty of me to go around -I jut hope I don't disappoint!

 

[Nirvanadragones]

fuck . . .

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

fuck . . .

Hugs, doll.

PM box open . . .

 

[scheherazade_79]

fuck . . .

*Hugs*

I've got two pairs of steel toecap boots ready for me and Roxanne to do some arse-kicking if required

 

[ABSTRUSE]

fuck . . .

I'm here

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

*Hugs*

I've got two pairs of steel toecap boots ready for me and Roxanne to do some arse-kicking if required

I'm size 42 . . .

 

[ABSTRUSE]

I'm size 42 . . .

Is that your bust or your waist?

 

[Guest]

fuck . . .

i'm here babe

whatever you need, k?

 

[cloudy]

I'm disappointed.......overall.

If this is "life" then it sucks, and I've had enough.

what she said.

 

[Nirvanadragones]

i'm here babe

whatever you need, k?

Do you have vodka?

 

[Guest]

Do you have vodka?

absolute ly

you want?

 

[Nirvanadragones]

absolute ly

you want?

Please?

 

[ABSTRUSE]

what she said.

I'm hugging the shit out of you.

 

[cloudy]

I'm hugging the shit out of you.

thanks, love. I don't know what I'd do without you and K. Well, I do, but we won't go there.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

thanks, love. I don't know what I'd do without you and K. Well, I do, but we won't go there.

You're my sistah!

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

Is that your bust or your waist?

Nose. I'm a nosey cuss.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

Nose. I'm a nosey cuss.

Mrs Durante?? is that you?

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

Mrs Durante?? is that you?

Calabash. Wherever I am.

 

[Guest]

Please?

be there asap

i left u a song

 

[Nirvanadragones]

I'm angry and I'm sad, but mostly I'm disappointed.

I thought you cared. I hoped you did. I thought you understood and that I could expect a little support from you. But it's obvious that you don't.

I don't even want to start thinking about why you don't care and why you're not supporting me. Is it too much to ask? Why are other things so much more important to you?

Don't you see where I am? Do you have any idea how I feel or what is going on inside my soul? I have " agony" written accross my body for all the world to see. But you're more concerned about appearances to the outside world than you are with how I am hurting.

Do what you have to do to live in your little perfect world. Have fun in there. I'm sure all is just peachy.

 

[scheherazade_79]

I'm angry and I'm sad, but mostly I'm disappointed.

I thought you cared. I hoped you did. I thought you understood and that I could expect a little support from you. But it's obvious that you don't.

I don't even want to start thinking about why you don't care and why you're not supporting me. Is it too much to ask? Why are other things so much more important to you?

Don't you see where I am? Do you have any idea how I feel or what is going on inside my soul? I have " agony" written accross my body for all the world to see. But you're more concerned about appearances to the outside world than you are with how I am hurting.

Do what you have to do to live in your little perfect world. Have fun in there. I'm sure all is just peachy.

* Hugs *

Just wait til you get your xmas present. that'll cheer you up

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

I'm angry and I'm sad, but mostly I'm disappointed.
. . . But you're more concerned about appearances to the outside world than you are with how I am hurting.

Hugs, Vana. The drive in many people to focus more on on "impression management" that on real things is very destructive to their own happiness, and often to those close to them. It is a kind of sickness, but that does not relieve the individual from takikng responsibility for recognizing and fixing the problem.

 

[arienette]

I'm angry and I'm sad, but mostly I'm disappointed.

I thought you cared. I hoped you did. I thought you understood and that I could expect a little support from you. But it's obvious that you don't.

I don't even want to start thinking about why you don't care and why you're not supporting me. Is it too much to ask? Why are other things so much more important to you?

Don't you see where I am? Do you have any idea how I feel or what is going on inside my soul? I have " agony" written accross my body for all the world to see. But you're more concerned about appearances to the outside world than you are with how I am hurting.

Do what you have to do to live in your little perfect world. Have fun in there. I'm sure all is just peachy.

*tons of hugs*

With everything you've been through, I am proud of you and how you are handling everything. You may have agony written all over your body, but honey, you're a gem and anyone you surround yourself around is damn lucky.

 

[Guest]

when i was married to a man, i had this acronym: ABD.
Another Big Disappointment.

I never brought that out much until recently and it was about my inner self.
every time i find myself running out of a contracting job, i freak and go into that...you knew that this was coming, rage.
its chills out over time and becomes...ABD.


right now, im disappointed in my ability to carry through with a promise i made to lucky...wait...a condition on me moving to texas. i was to bring home the money so she wouldnt have to worry about anything but school. several times already, i have failed with this promise. Most of the time its been fine but upcoming days promise to be financially tense. im disappointed in this though i vow i will find another second job asap.