Merelan
Lady's Love
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- Mar 29, 2000
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I slept in in the morning, waking to a stillness, a peace of mind I hadn't felt in awhile. Maybe it had something to do with yesterday, and spending time with other people. Then I remembered the jeans. Oh God. Luckily it hadn't been too bad, and I think Pastor was the only one to notice. Though I wondered exactly what he noticed. he had apologized, so he must have been able to see my panties. I wondered. Wondered about him. He was a man, and not always a Pastor. I wondered how experienced he was. I remembered those photos in his office, the rebellious look he had worn in them. My hands slid down my body as I thought of his smile, his laugh, his tight ass in those dockers he wore. I thought of being his first, and leading him in the ways of love.
But the phone rang and I snapped out of it.
A few minutes later, and no longer in the good mood, I was headed to the shower. No, I would first clean up and scrub the floors. It had been my Mother-In-Law, again. She called at the oddest times, and alawys seemed to know just what to say to make me sad, cry even. She couldn't let go of her son, and didn't think I should either. I knew it wasn't right, but she made me so angry that I wanted to run out and make a slut of myself, just to show her. The way I had done with my sweet husband. Oh the times we had. The parties, the orgies. Yes, I had denied calling them that, but that is what they had been. Select couples over for dinner and drinks, and whatever happened after that. I still had some of the videos, though I couldn't watch them anymore.
Off I went and scrubbed every floor. Then made up some double fudge brownies for tonight. Using up energy I had, and to spare. I napped in the afternoon, shopped and then thought about dinner. Then I realized I had no idea what time Bible Study was. I called the office, but got the machine. Ugghhh.
I headed over after a light dinner, figuring to work in the office till study started.
I brought the brownies, and a rasberry sauce I liked drizzled on mine. No one else was there, so I started the coffee and worked on the pile of new mail at the desk. I had slipped into a skirt and light sweater before leaving, not sure how one dressed for study. I curled up my legs underneath me and started sifting through the pile.
But the phone rang and I snapped out of it.
A few minutes later, and no longer in the good mood, I was headed to the shower. No, I would first clean up and scrub the floors. It had been my Mother-In-Law, again. She called at the oddest times, and alawys seemed to know just what to say to make me sad, cry even. She couldn't let go of her son, and didn't think I should either. I knew it wasn't right, but she made me so angry that I wanted to run out and make a slut of myself, just to show her. The way I had done with my sweet husband. Oh the times we had. The parties, the orgies. Yes, I had denied calling them that, but that is what they had been. Select couples over for dinner and drinks, and whatever happened after that. I still had some of the videos, though I couldn't watch them anymore.
Off I went and scrubbed every floor. Then made up some double fudge brownies for tonight. Using up energy I had, and to spare. I napped in the afternoon, shopped and then thought about dinner. Then I realized I had no idea what time Bible Study was. I called the office, but got the machine. Ugghhh.
I headed over after a light dinner, figuring to work in the office till study started.
I brought the brownies, and a rasberry sauce I liked drizzled on mine. No one else was there, so I started the coffee and worked on the pile of new mail at the desk. I had slipped into a skirt and light sweater before leaving, not sure how one dressed for study. I curled up my legs underneath me and started sifting through the pile.