Isolated BDSM Blurts - Roosters are Vicious

[Wild_Honey_66]

We cover that kind of thing in the Mental Illness thread, in case you haven't found it yet. That's a pretty general thread though. I bet we could fill am entire thread merely with anxiety issues if you cared to start a new one.

Thanks for the link! I just might.

 

[cookiecat]

just that it's 30% meth, which, if you're taking it, you probably already know.

It fucked me up pretty good. Amplified my ADD to the point that I could not read, because I could not focus on a page long enough to get through a sentence. Or even a long word. The worst part was... I was in massage school at the time... and came to this realization on a test day. I was a fucking prodigy at multiple guess tests, and the class was not one of the ones I struggled with. They let me retake it, & I aced it later. (essentially; for most tests, one would better estimate my comprehension of the subject my subtracting 10-20% from the test score)

Also it can cause sexual dysfunction, particularly in men. (orgasm denial fetishists rejoice)

I'm sorry that happened for you. What a huge drag.

I find without it, I cannot read a magazine article. It's like there is cheesecloth right behind my eyes filtering everything OUT. Everything is fuzzy and out of focus. The adderall gives me clarity for about a five hour span. I don't use it all the time, although lately, I should.

Glad they let you retake the test.

 

[midwestyankee]

Challenging reading.

 

[cookiecat]

Challenging reading.

This was an iceberg through my shoulder blades.

Powerful stuff.

:heartcracking:

 

[cookiecat]

This sounds familiar

Pre stress days I could remember everything, be ahead of every game, not have to actively think about what comes next, decisions weren't a struggle, kept my sense of humour while functioning at a high level, and still be processing shit in the background.

Post stress, I got in the car to go somewhere I had been 100 times before, went the wrong way because I wasn't paying attention to what I was actively doing, then had a panic attack because I couldn't think of how to get to where I needed to go from where I was and ended up pulled over to the side of the road crying. Aaarghhh...

I thought I had lost my mind, but "luckily" I was just stressed out. I was afraid I would never get back to the "old me", which stressedw me out even more. I definitely lost a part of me through all that process, it changed me in a not very positive manner, but my brain came back as the stress cleared away.

And you're right, it's very important to have your ducks in a row when you are caring for someone else. Especially medication. And it doesn't help that you can check and recheck and think everything is fine only to find it fucked up later, and somehow you just didn't realize it. But that's all stress as well.

Hmmmm... maybe this should be in Honey's thread. Did Honey make a thread?

*wanders off to look*

thanks for sharing this.

 

[cookiecat]

I have always lived by "control events before they control you." That could be one direction to explore.

Sometimes events are beyond my control. These are the things that punch me in the gut.

 

[midwestyankee]

This was an iceberg through my shoulder blades.

Powerful stuff.

:heartcracking:

I know the feeling.

 

[MeekMe]

Don't know if my recent "don't care" attitude is good or not.

 

[Primalex]

I always thought movies like Shining, SAW, Cabin in the woods, etc. are scary movies.

But Black Mirror Season 3 episode 1 tought me what scary means.

 

[pete]

I always thought movies like Shining, SAW, Cabin in the woods, etc. are scary movies.

But Black Mirror Season 3 episode 1 tought me what scary means.

i enjoyed the very first episode, though i thought the premise was a but flawed. the 2nd episode fell off a bit, never finished it.

i might have to give it another try

 

[ToPleaseHim]

I always thought movies like Shining, SAW, Cabin in the woods, etc. are scary movies.

But Black Mirror Season 3 episode 1 tought me what scary means.

I've not heard of this. I'll have to check it out!

 

[MeekMe]

I always thought movies like Shining, SAW, Cabin in the woods, etc. are scary movies.

But Black Mirror Season 3 episode 1 tought me what scary means.

(>_<) That episode made me super uncomfortable.

 

[Blue]

Speaking of scary movies...

Quiz!
Would you survive a horror movie? (BBC site, no viruses/cookies/etc)

 

[Cumference]

Even a small amount of silicone lubricant makes a toilet seat surprisingly slippery!

 

[MeekMe]

It turns out that avatars are really important for me recognizing users. I was reading one of my own posts and thought, "this seems odd, Collar sounds like me today." And then I realized upon closer inspection it was me. (p_-)

 

[Collar_N_Cuffs]

It turns out that avatars are really important for me recognizing users. I was reading one of my own posts and thought, "this seems odd, Collar sounds like me today." And then I realized upon closer inspection it was me. (p_-)

Changing up Avs always confuses me as well. Endless and I used to switch Avs on April 1st and wreak whatever havock we could for the other

 

[Azuldrgon]

I can't change avatars easily.

Sometimes, I'll throw up a real pic or something. But I have a compulsion sometimes.

 

[Blue]

So I just found out that Zach McGowan is one of those few actors smart enough to realize that keeping the same look as the characters you're playing on-screen makes you look better than you actually do.

As Charles Vane
http://66.media.tumblr.com/1da9caa1b4df30a801d1b91e54a5f486/tumblr_inline_n7jcyyBBz01so1xk1.png

As himself:
http://j.movielib.ru/personpic/2990681/l/4629/Zak_Makgoun.jpg

 

[Collar_N_Cuffs]

So I just found out that Zach McGowan is one of those few actors smart enough to realize that keeping the same look as the characters you're playing on-screen makes you look better than you actually do.

As long as he doesn't talk like Charles Vane

 

[pete]

bathtubs aren't big enough

 

[Collar_N_Cuffs]

You just have the wrong tub!

 

[pete]

You just have the wrong tub!

apparently!

cool av, btw

 

[Tallcajun]

apparently!

cool av, btw

I like CnC's new av also!

 

[Farawyn]

apparently!

cool av, btw

I like CnC's new av also!

*taps my foot*

And where are your costumes, gentlemen?

 

[pete]

*taps my foot*

And where are your costumes, gentlemen?

the bubbles are my costume.
i'm going as "suds"