It's a heartache...

[Never]

Our pain is the high cost we pay for our joys.

You know you're always in my heart cym.

 

[Ask For More]

Just adding my support too. Take care cym.

 

[LukkyKnight]

look forward

doors are opening http://anigifs.ezine.com/AniGifs/Eyes/pseyechedelic.gif

 

[cymbidia]

I want to thank you all from the depths of my heart for your kind words of concern and caring during this particularly black time in my life. I don't think anything in my life has ever hit me as hard as this. It blindsided me and i am still floundering, trying to deal with aftermath.

All, however, may not be lost; i will see what the next few weeks bring as they unfold. For now, my life and emotions remain in a state of flux, still bouncing almost hourly from anger and anguish to hope and resolution to defeatism to optimism to sadness and depression and then to a determination not to simply sit still and accept this wrong done to the glorious *us* that was - and may still be.

I'm not as lost as i was in the very beginning, that much is true, and it's due in part to you and those like you who have offered me the incredible comfort of a warmly caring human touch.

Thank you.
Sincerely.

 

[sexy-girl]

cymbidia i never replied to this thread because i pm'd you but the well wishes you received here are only due too the special person you are


you most differnately are one of the special people here and i pray that everything works out for you and that you can have all the happyness that you truely deserve


*hugs*

 

[Saturn Return]

How is it that one can feel such incredibly empathy towards someone only connected through our magick TVs?

But it is true…

Our electronic wires allow such depth to occur among people from every race, creed and religion.

I read your post and my heart did indeed lurch forward..towards you and your pain.

And feeling this energy ~a person as amazing as you would~ may it help within your core being and bring you back into the sunshine once again.

Blessed Be..Beautiful Soul

 

[SexyChele]

Cymbidia, my thoughts are with you and my hope that you will be comforted by those who care about you, both here and in RL. Your presence will be sorely missed from here.

I hope all works out well for you.

I pray you will return just as soon as you possibly can.

 

[iann666]

Ditto

from me too Cym and if you need to shout at someone PM or E-mail me.
Ian

 

[luv2tvl69]

Cymbidia

I'll be away for awhile.
Just didn't want anyone wondering, if anyone would have.

I hope as time is going on you are feeling less pain. If there is anything I or anyone here could do to help you get through this or feel better please dont hesitate to ask. We are all here for you.

And we all would have noticed and wondered where you were if you just went away....you are very special here.

 

[LukkyKnight]

Re: Cymbidia

And we all would have noticed and wondered where you were if you just went away....you are very special here.

So true. There are not so many constellations in the literotica sky that such an absence could've gone unremarked, let alone unnoticed.

 

[cymbidia]

The sun is beginning to shine in my world again.

What we had here, to paraphrase Cool Hand Luke, was an abysmally abject failure to communicate, him to me. Heaped atop that, immediately and wildly, was my shockingly sudden and nearly total disinclination to trust - him, me, us, our promises to each other, and the strength of what lies between us and ties our lives together so completely. The almost-final blow was delivered via the cruel auspices of distance, a cold-hearted bitch of an instigator when problems lie heavy and hard between emotionally bonded people.

Result?
Agonizing pain and bleakness for us both.
No color. No music. No solace. No comfort.
The end of the world as we know it.

But we're nothing if not perfectly suited to each other, perhaps desperately sometimes but irrevocably too, it seems. And there's nothing more real and true in the entire world than the love that lies between us, a reality with a life of its own outside the jealously petty issues of communication, trust, and distance.

And so the sun is beginning to shine in my world again, and in his.
All will be well. We'll take the time necessary to mend the tear between us into a connection stronger for having been tested and tempered in such a shockingly painful fashion.

Thank you for your support. Your words of comfort and care helped me breathe when i didn't know how i could possibly force air past the pain that was permeating into every cell of my body.


... and the greatest of these is trust.
(Another mangled quotation, me to you, courtesy of my ongoing need to bend other people's words to suit my mood and whim.)

 

[Cheyenne]

Best news I've heard today! Glad to hear you're getting back on track to your dreams.

 

[Chuckus]

cym-

If you need an ear, I am here.
I you need a shoulder, I have two.

Chuckus

 

[Guest]

Thinking of you, cym.

Sending you warm hugs........

blessings!

 

[lavender]

 

[Blackbich]

Trust and faith, cymbidia. The greates of these is trust and faith. From everything I have read of you and M.S. on this board, I am exceedingly impressed with the nature of your relationship. When I read your initial post, I became quite disenchanted. This disenchantment can only be a miniscule of the pain you were feeling in the situation. But, I did have faith that the two of you could work everything out.

I was so glad to read this today. I hope the sun continues to shine upon the two of you. You are a dear soul and an incredibly special human being. My heart and thoughts went out to you then. I am so glad to have read this.

((((cym))))

Ditto!

I'm glad things have worked themselves out, cym.

 

[LukkyKnight]

wonderful

Good to know things are moving in a happy, healthy direction.

Thrive, cym!

 

[RisiaSkye]

Love does not thrive despite pain and struggle, it draws its strength from it, the self-knowledge and security that comes from living through it.

Confound yourselves, your own insecurities, by loving each other.

My heart is with you (both); if my belief in you is strong, it is only because I know you to be stronger.
If my hopes for you are vaguely high, it is only because your capacities defy my ability to imagine them as fully as they deserve.
If your love is tested, it will only grow.

bright blessings to you both
and much love,
RS

 

[Silverlily]

What she said

Stoli's and eloquence do not mix