It's that time again....

OnceBitten said:
**sits in corner, and frets.....wondering what everyone thinks of the new pics.....hoping they are good enough.....desperately needing SOME feedback, at least......***

*sigh* Know that feeling...But never fear! You're sexy and you know it...;)
 
Thank you, girl......that means a lot to me.....believe it or not, i still get insecure about my appearance, even more so now, with the new hairdo......
 
OnceBitten said:
Thank you, girl......that means a lot to me.....believe it or not, i still get insecure about my appearance, even more so now, with the new hairdo......

Don't we all? That's what Lit is for... ;)
 
OnceBitten said:
Thank you, girl......that means a lot to me.....believe it or not, i still get insecure about my appearance, even more so now, with the new hairdo......

U do not be need to be insecure about anything. u look great :)
 
OnceBitten said:
Thank you, girl......that means a lot to me.....believe it or not, i still get insecure about my appearance, even more so now, with the new hairdo......

U do not be need to be insecure about anything. u look great :)
 
awww......you guys are all so sweet!! It's because of your encouragement, that I decided to take a few more......naughtier pics......;)
 
lol............that's for me to know and you to use all your powers of persuasion to find out............;)
 
Ok, all kidding aside.........

This entire evening, I"ve been holding back the way I really feel, because I didn't want to ruin anyone's good time, and you all know how emotional i get sometimes, and that's the last thing anyone wants to hear, especially here........

I can't know if i can do this anymore, pretend like this.......

To tell you the truth, my heart is breaking right now......
I've made a slut out of myself by doing all this......just for a little bit of attention, and ego stroking......
I really do like some of you guys on here, I"ve made some really nice friends........

I try to be happy for people, when they talk about what great guys they have, or the special things their guys have done for them......
And when people keep asking me why a beautiful woman like myself doesn't have anyone, I truly don't know why either.

In the back of my mind, I feel like maybe it's because I'm just that kind of girl who is fun to play with, flirt with, but I"m not special enough for anything more meaningful than that.
I have to get real with myself, and my life......
I'm a single mother, barely getting by.......I"m all alone........the only friends I have are here online......
The one "date" i've been on since i moved back here with my daughter never called me again....

Sigh........ok, like anyone really wanted to hear my sad little life story.......
I'll back out gracefully, and you all can get back to your fun......sorry if i bothered anyone by baring my soul.....
 
OnceBitten said:
Ok, all kidding aside.........

This entire evening, I"ve been holding back the way I really feel, because I didn't want to ruin anyone's good time, and you all know how emotional i get sometimes, and that's the last thing anyone wants to hear, especially here........

I can't know if i can do this anymore, pretend like this.......

To tell you the truth, my heart is breaking right now......
I've made a slut out of myself by doing all this......just for a little bit of attention, and ego stroking......
I really do like some of you guys on here, I"ve made some really nice friends........

I try to be happy for people, when they talk about what great guys they have, or the special things their guys have done for them......
And when people keep asking me why a beautiful woman like myself doesn't have anyone, I truly don't know why either.

In the back of my mind, I feel like maybe it's because I'm just that kind of girl who is fun to play with, flirt with, but I"m not special enough for anything more meaningful than that.
I have to get real with myself, and my life......
I'm a single mother, barely getting by.......I"m all alone........the only friends I have are here online......
The one "date" i've been on since i moved back here with my daughter never called me again....

Sigh........ok, like anyone really wanted to hear my sad little life story.......
I'll back out gracefully, and you all can get back to your fun......sorry if i bothered anyone by baring my soul.....

Hey don't be sorry. Everyone has to get things out once in awhile. I applaud you for saying what's on your mind. Thank you again for posting and if you ever need someone to talk to just pm me and I'll be more than happy to talk with you.

Volde
 
Yeah, i tend to get in these moods, and I have to say how i feel or I'll just sit and cry all night.......
 
But i do apologize for being so emotional tonight......didn't start out that way, but.......

Well, i'm gonna say goodnight......
Hopefully, I'll feel better tomorrow.......
 
I love your new haircut sweetie- you're beautiful:rose: :kiss:

And well.....you know how I feel about the naughtier pics


I'm sorry you're feeling so down hon- sending lots of hugs your way:rose:
 
Hey hun, it's okay to let this stuff flow every once and a while. getting it off your chest (and what a lovely chest it is, I might add ;)), and feeling the burden lift off your shoulder.

Believe it or not, I'm unlucky in love too. Every single girlfriend I've had has either fucked me over and left me feeling insecure, not had rtime for me and left me feeling insecure, or general being a psycho. and left me feeling "I'M GETTING THE FUCK OUT OF DODGE!"

I had my heart ripped apart and smeared across the wall in the summer and I've never really recoevered. I keep falling for the wrong women >_< It must be my curse or something. Along with having a major nosebleed everytime I go to certain friend's house (even after hemoved house!) and throwing up everytime I'm at another friend's house.

B

:kiss: :rose: :rose: :kiss:
 
OnceBitten said:
Ok, all kidding aside.........

This entire evening, I"ve been holding back the way I really feel, because I didn't want to ruin anyone's good time, and you all know how emotional i get sometimes, and that's the last thing anyone wants to hear, especially here........


I may have only posted on your thread once or twice, but I felt really compelled to reply to your post.

First, Thank you for sharing your emotions, good, bad or otherwise. That takes a lot of guts. You may have shared a lot (visual and thoughtwise) with the people that view and post on your thread, but posting your emotions is the bravest thing that you can share.

Second, you are not a slut. Yes, you may have done it "just for a little bit of attention, and ego stroking", but have we all not done things for those same reasons? Like sharing a good joke, dressing up nice for someone, or flirting heavily with someone.

You mentioned that you moved back "here". I can only assume that to be close to be with family and/or friends. Those people can be a source of strength. I know how it feels to think that you are all alone. Remember that you do have those friends and family.

You have made some good "friends" here online. The same qualities that allowed you to make friends here can be used in "Real Life". You are a beautiful and charming woman. I have no idea why you have not met the "right man" yet, but he is out there. I would be willing to bet that most of the guys here (including myself) would love the opportunity to spend time with you in person. The distances that seperate us all can make that difficult. If that led to a meaningful relationship would have to depend on the compatability with the person you were with.

One of the greatest things about a site like this is the lack of judgements placed. It allows for the freedom to be yourself. If posting your pics (that I love) makes you uneasy or feeling like "a slut" (it doesn't, IMHO), than don't. I would imagine that just sharing your personality will gain you just as many friends and make you just as popular here. If you decide to stop posting (pics or at all) I would simply explain that you need to take a break. Like I mentioned earlier, the people here are not here to judge you.

I hope you decide to hang in there and stay with the site. At least say hello from time to time. Please, feel free to PM me here.

Bill

P.S.- I love your new haircut, it really frames your face nicely and brings out your stunning eyes. :)
 
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