It's that time again....

[OnceBitten]

Thanks, everybody.......I wish I could just stay home.....I am still feeling down today.......not that easy to shake this time for some reason......
But, I have to head off to work for 8 hours, hopefully, that will help take my mind off how I feel.

I might post from time to time, actualy, i'll probably still hang out here every night, but I am going to take a break of sorts for a little while......

I just need to get over or get through whatever is causing me to feel this way, I have no idea how or when, but I have to deal with it, or it'll eat me up........lol

I just feel like i really messed up with this guy, someone i met on here, actually. And now, he's telling me it's too late......
That's what started this whole thing.......I feel like i've been so occupied with all this other stuff, that a potentially great relationship has passed me by, and now I can't get it back.
And no matter how I try, nothing is changing his mind.....
All I want is the chance to get to know him, because i feel like there's something special there, but I fear I saw the light so to speak, too late.

Anyway, Yes i am taking a little break.......my heart hurts too much right now from all of this......
But i'm not leaving completely or for good, I"ve made some friends on here, and I"m not going to just dissapear like i did before.

Just a little downtime.......

 

[Brolli]

<huggles>

well, we'll all be here for you, hen.

Take care

 

[punk1]

I just reviewed your entire thread to this point and it is great. You are a hot, horney slut and I love it. Please keep posting.- e

 

[Pierce Me]

Re: <huggles>

well, we'll all be here for you, hen.

Take care

Threesome huggles!

 

[OnceBitten]

Talkie talkie

Hey, just had a long assed day at work, kept me busy thank goodness.....worked 8 and a half hours with no break! woo hoo!!
NOT!! Someone left because they were sick, so I didn't get to take my usual lunch, and then i had to stay late to help get stuff caught up, so my feet and my back are absolutely killing me!! Otherwise, I'm pretty awake, surprisingly.........I had to work from 12 pm to 8:30pm.......yuk!!
But, the good news is, i have the next two days off, and the two days I work after that are all 4 hours shifts.......yay!!


I could never leave Lit.........I"ve made some good friends on here, and this place is all that keeps me going sometimes, when I DO feel alone.......I hope I have some people on here that like me in return.....

Pierce Me, Brolli, Gina3, Texas_guy.........you guys are the best.....you keep me from going insane, and help me realize how special I really am, more than you know!!! I love you guys!!

AWWW......group hug........

 

[berkley2955]

laying it all out

OB,

I must admit that I have been lurking your tread, kind of afraid to take the step in to meet you. I have just been admiring you from afar.

I just had to speak out when I saw the posts of the last day or so.
I applaud you for speaking out and showing your pain. I, on the other hand, am a c/s and couldn't say all I wanted to.

I wanted you to know that You do have friends here who want to help you through rough times. Please don't belittle yourself and don't label yourself.

I have seen you be free and playful and seen you now down and vulnerable. I know your pain... not of being a single parent, but of the loss. Please keep your head high and do what pleases you.

For what it's worth, I like you...
Berk ~~~~~~~~~

 

[nyprince]

Re: Talkie talkie

just wanted to let you know that you have another fan in me, i havent posted much here because i joined the thread pretty late, but you seem like a really sweet girl with a bright future if you just focus on the goals that you seek to accomplish, cheer up and smile because you deserve to be happy

I could never leave Lit.........I"ve made some good friends on here, and this place is all that keeps me going sometimes, when I DO feel alone.......I hope I have some people on here that like me in return.....

Pierce Me, Brolli, Gina3, Texas_guy.........you guys are the best.....you keep me from going insane, and help me realize how special I really am, more than you know!!! I love you guys!!

AWWW......group hug........

 

[OnceBitten]

Re: laying it all out

I had no idea you felt that way.....
I guess I"m just one of those people who keep things inside for a while, then when something happens, it all comes spilling out, good or bad....
I am a very very sensitive person, and I often wear my heart on my sleeve, so to speak. You can definetly tell by my face how I'm feeling.
That's also how I get hurt oftentimes, because I do tend to be too trusting, too open, I lay my heart out there without reservation.......because I believe in loving with your whole heart and soul.
I don't believe love or relationships, or even sex, should be done halfway.

Gee, my thread is turning into an oprah winfrey show...........lol

But anyway, all I really want is someone who will respect me, treat me like a precious treasure, love me, and be my best friend, my lover, my companion through all life's good and bad times.
If I ever find someone like that, they in turn will get someone who will give everything of themselves back, and be everything they can be for that person.......

I keep telling myself that such a person exists for me, but when it hasn't happened yet, I question whether I'm expecting too much, hoping for too much. I wonder whether or not I should just settle for whatever I can get, and be done with it.
But then I remember the heartache I've been through and the way I've been treated because I settled, and I realize that waiting for the man I dream of will be so much more wonderful, that no matter how long it takes to come to me, when it does, it'll more than make up for all the lonely nights, and he will make me feel like the most beautiful, special, sexy, and precious woman in the world, and because i'll belong to him, I will be....

OB,

I must admit that I have been lurking your tread, kind of afraid to take the step in to meet you. I have just been admiring you from afar.

I just had to speak out when I saw the posts of the last day or so.
I applaud you for speaking out and showing your pain. I, on the other hand, am a c/s and couldn't say all I wanted to.

I wanted you to know that You do have friends here who want to help you through rough times. Please don't belittle yourself and don't label yourself.

I have seen you be free and playful and seen you now down and vulnerable. I know your pain... not of being a single parent, but of the loss. Please keep your head high and do what pleases you.

For what it's worth, I like you...
Berk ~~~~~~~~~

 

[JESNYY]

OnceBitten,
I know exactally how u feel and what u are going through. I have been in the same situation for a real long time. Its the worst thing to have your heart torn out when u think u have found the right person. I hope things get brighter for u

 

[nyprince]

Re: Re: laying it all out

the search for the right person is never a pleasant stage of life to go through, but the reward is immeasurable, just keep your eye on the prize, but don't focus on it, you can never find true love by going out and looking for it, it often takes a long time to develop from an existing relationship, dont focus on what you are looking for or what you dont have, but focus on what your goal is and what you have to help yourself attain that goal.

I am a very very sensitive person, and I often wear my heart on my sleeve, so to speak. You can definetly tell by my face how I'm feeling.
That's also how I get hurt oftentimes, because I do tend to be too trusting, too open, I lay my heart out there without reservation.......because I believe in loving with your whole heart and soul.
I don't believe love or relationships, or even sex, should be done halfway.

Gee, my thread is turning into an oprah winfrey show...........lol

But anyway, all I really want is someone who will respect me, treat me like a precious treasure, love me, and be my best friend, my lover, my companion through all life's good and bad times.
If I ever find someone like that, they in turn will get someone who will give everything of themselves back, and be everything they can be for that person.......

I keep telling myself that such a person exists for me, but when it hasn't happened yet, I question whether I'm expecting too much, hoping for too much. I wonder whether or not I should just settle for whatever I can get, and be done with it.
But then I remember the heartache I've been through and the way I've been treated because I settled, and I realize that waiting for the man I dream of will be so much more wonderful, that no matter how long it takes to come to me, when it does, it'll more than make up for all the lonely nights, and he will make me feel like the most beautiful, special, sexy, and precious woman in the world, and because i'll belong to him, I will be....

 

[gina3]

Re: Re: laying it all out

I know you will get exactly what you're looking for sweetie- you're smart, beautiful, kind, strong, funny and not to mention- hot as hell! I know it seems hopeless right now, and that it will never happen, but you have to be patient! And keep your eyes open, be open and willing to try with someone even if you don't think they're "totally right" for you or the man of your dreams. Love is usually where you least expect to find it- most of the time it's right in front of your face but you don't see it because you're looking elsewhere. You'd be surprised what you find when you take a long look around...

I had no idea you felt that way.....
I guess I"m just one of those people who keep things inside for a while, then when something happens, it all comes spilling out, good or bad....
I am a very very sensitive person, and I often wear my heart on my sleeve, so to speak. You can definetly tell by my face how I'm feeling.
That's also how I get hurt oftentimes, because I do tend to be too trusting, too open, I lay my heart out there without reservation.......because I believe in loving with your whole heart and soul.
I don't believe love or relationships, or even sex, should be done halfway.

Gee, my thread is turning into an oprah winfrey show...........lol

But anyway, all I really want is someone who will respect me, treat me like a precious treasure, love me, and be my best friend, my lover, my companion through all life's good and bad times.
If I ever find someone like that, they in turn will get someone who will give everything of themselves back, and be everything they can be for that person.......

I keep telling myself that such a person exists for me, but when it hasn't happened yet, I question whether I'm expecting too much, hoping for too much. I wonder whether or not I should just settle for whatever I can get, and be done with it.
But then I remember the heartache I've been through and the way I've been treated because I settled, and I realize that waiting for the man I dream of will be so much more wonderful, that no matter how long it takes to come to me, when it does, it'll more than make up for all the lonely nights, and he will make me feel like the most beautiful, special, sexy, and precious woman in the world, and because i'll belong to him, I will be....

 

[OnceBitten]

Re: Re: Re: laying it all out

I know you will get exactly what you're looking for sweetie- you're smart, beautiful, kind, strong, funny and not to mention- hot as hell! I know it seems hopeless right now, and that it will never happen, but you have to be patient! And keep your eyes open, be open and willing to try with someone even if you don't think they're "totally right" for you or the man of your dreams. Love is usually where you least expect to find it- most of the time it's right in front of your face but you don't see it because you're looking elsewhere. You'd be surprised what you find when you take a long look around...

Is that a hint? lol.......
I know there's SOMEONE I've had thoughts about in that way, but I don't know how they feel about me beyond friendship, so I keep it to myself, for fear of losing their friendship.......
I think you know who I mean......

 

[gina3]

Re: Re: Re: Re: laying it all out

Is that a hint? lol.......
I know there's SOMEONE I've had thoughts about in that way, but I don't know how they feel about me beyond friendship, so I keep it to myself, for fear of losing their friendship.......
I think you know who I mean......

Well, as a matter of fact I do know

But as my mom always says, " nothin good ever comes easy."

The good things in life never come without risk. And since I do not know how that person feels, you'll have to communicate how you feel to find out. I DO know that he'd be an absolute fool to pass you up!!!!!

Take things slow, see where they lead you and just let things happen naturally.


Oh yeah, and keep me posted!

Ok, Dear Abby is retiring for the evening....lol

 

[OnceBitten]

Don't worry, I will!! If there's one thing I love to do more than have sex, it's talk! lol

 

[Billr26]

Re: Re: laying it all out

I had no idea you felt that way.....
I guess I"m just one of those people who keep things inside for a while, then when something happens, it all comes spilling out, good or bad....
I am a very very sensitive person, and I often wear my heart on my sleeve, so to speak. You can definetly tell by my face how I'm feeling.
That's also how I get hurt oftentimes, because I do tend to be too trusting, too open, I lay my heart out there without reservation.......because I believe in loving with your whole heart and soul.
I don't believe love or relationships, or even sex, should be done halfway.

Gee, my thread is turning into an oprah winfrey show...........lol

But anyway, all I really want is someone who will respect me, treat me like a precious treasure, love me, and be my best friend, my lover, my companion through all life's good and bad times.
If I ever find someone like that, they in turn will get someone who will give everything of themselves back, and be everything they can be for that person.......

I keep telling myself that such a person exists for me, but when it hasn't happened yet, I question whether I'm expecting too much, hoping for too much. I wonder whether or not I should just settle for whatever I can get, and be done with it.
But then I remember the heartache I've been through and the way I've been treated because I settled, and I realize that waiting for the man I dream of will be so much more wonderful, that no matter how long it takes to come to me, when it does, it'll more than make up for all the lonely nights, and he will make me feel like the most beautiful, special, sexy, and precious woman in the world, and because i'll belong to him, I will be....

This is by far the most beautiful post I have ever seen on Lit. Thank you for sharing it. Any man would be lucky to be with you.

 

[OnceBitten]

awww........thanks for the kind words.....
I'm still around, I promise........just laying low......getting around to stuff I'd neglected from posting so much........lol

 

[frank_long_horn]

Big squeezy cuddle

It will get better

Keep cool

 

[nyprince]

still around

i'm sure that i'm speaking for your entire fan club when i say that we are happy for you that you are getting things in order, and we look forward to hearing from you even if it is on a lesser basis, we will still continue to check up on your thread, hoping to hear only happy feelings

awww........thanks for the kind words.....
I'm still around, I promise........just laying low......getting around to stuff I'd neglected from posting so much........lol

 

[OnceBitten]

I was wondering

I was wondering if anyone would still be interested even without pics every night.......
I thought i might take some pics soon, but not this weekend, I have to work all weekend, unfortunately.....

I even have to work on Sunday, and that's when the Colt's play the Patriots!!!!! DAMMMIITTT!!!!
I'll miss about two hours of the game!!!!

And, to top it off.......I still have 8 weeks to go before I go to see texas_guy............grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Talk about frustration!!!
I'm getting really excited though, I can't wait!! First thing i'm gunna buy is a cowboy hat........

 

[MaleMacNY]

Great thread

I love your thread and hope you contiue. Also good luck to the Colts in the game on Sunday.

 

[berkley2955]

okay.. too many thoughts and ideas to quote just one...

... so I'm just going to lay it out.

It can be so close you can't see it. Remember the adage "hidden in plain sight"

Also you won't know if you don't try. Whoever this lucky person is that you have hidden feelings for, you've got to seize the time. Nuts and bolts of it... I didn't... wound up married and now that marriage is ending. The one I didn't pursue came back into my life a few years ago and we became great platonic friends again.
When both our marriages failed I realized I had deeper feelings for this person and told her... It had been far too many years and now I've even lost that deep friendship.

What I'm trying to say is take the chance while you have it... you may not get another.


Berk ~~~~~

 

[OnceBitten]

Well, i've already taken the big step of admitting to that person that I have feelings for them beyond friendship........they have them back!! Woo HOO!!
But things are not in a position right now to do much about it......financial reasons, and other things.........
Part of me is scared that I will lose them.....
I'm so crazy about this person that I am scared to death of every move I make......lol
This person has been there for me in good and bad times in my life, they've let me "cry" on their shoulder more than a few times....about other guys no less, and they still stuck with me.
He's become my best friend, and I truly care about him a lot.....
I don't know why it took me so long to realize how I truly felt about him, but now that I took a second look, I would love for the chance to get to know him face to face.......
We haven't met yet, but in March I'm flying out to see him, and I can't wait........I think it will only make our feelings for each other that much stronger...
He'll probably strangle me for talking about him so publicly, but I'm not ashamed of how I feel, and I want everyone to know that I'm happy........
I'd be happier if I could be with him now, but I believe that things will work out in time, and nothing good should be rushed.....
It's kinda cute how everyone could see we were crazy about each other but us.....till the last second.......
I realize it now........and I know he does too....

If you read this, babe......you know how I feel about you.....

 

[berkley2955]

Good for you, OB...

and the best of luck... I'm glad you found the courage.

Berk ~~~~~~

 

[OnceBitten]

Re: Great thread

I love your thread and hope you contiue. Also good luck to the Colts in the game on Sunday.

Boo HOO!!!!! The Colt's LOST!!! Oh well..........***** goes on! lol........not devastating, to me anyway!

 

[Guest]

OB, VERY beautiful pics, you have an amazing body and a gorgeous face. Thank you for sharing yourself with us.