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Bear Sage
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By Bear Sage
We are all walking museums
of private catastrophe.
The child's handprint still on the wall
where he pushed away from the cancer.
Three years. No one has painted over it.
Your mouth full of apologies
you practiced choking on.
Tongue a dead slug behind the smile.
The woman who scrubs her thighs raw
in the shower. Water never hot enough
to boil out what he left inside her.
The man who checks the lock seven times before bed
because his brother's brains
dried on a different door.
Blood under your fingernails
from clawing out of your own throat.
Medication bottles lined up
like headstones. The ones that worked.
The ones that made you fuck strangers
in parking lots to feel anything at all.
Your child's shoe—just one—
in the river. They never found the other.
You keep it in your car.
You smell it when you forget.
We are meat galleries, bone archives.
Our catastrophes ferment in our organs,
pickling our kidneys in what we can't say,
corroding our hearts with every
swallowed scream.
The exhibits leak.
They seep through our pores at 3 AM.
They drip from our mouths
when we say we're fine.
By Bear Sage
We are all walking museums
of private catastrophe.
The child's handprint still on the wall
where he pushed away from the cancer.
Three years. No one has painted over it.
Your mouth full of apologies
you practiced choking on.
Tongue a dead slug behind the smile.
The woman who scrubs her thighs raw
in the shower. Water never hot enough
to boil out what he left inside her.
The man who checks the lock seven times before bed
because his brother's brains
dried on a different door.
Blood under your fingernails
from clawing out of your own throat.
Medication bottles lined up
like headstones. The ones that worked.
The ones that made you fuck strangers
in parking lots to feel anything at all.
Your child's shoe—just one—
in the river. They never found the other.
You keep it in your car.
You smell it when you forget.
We are meat galleries, bone archives.
Our catastrophes ferment in our organs,
pickling our kidneys in what we can't say,
corroding our hearts with every
swallowed scream.
The exhibits leak.
They seep through our pores at 3 AM.
They drip from our mouths
when we say we're fine.