Jealous son watches his mom in school play

[lisa804]

Without opening my eyes I let out a hevy sigh. "Gavin, I'll change when I'm ready." she was annoyed again. She hoped it didn't sound like that in her voice.

"As far as hiding, there's no need. I'll be alone in my bedroom." Gavin could be so irritating sometimes. The scent of the tea came up to her nose. It smelled deliscious.

She put her leg down and sat up to reach for the tea.

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"Is that with your door open or closed ? Am I going to get the chance to join the club of people who have watched Mrs Watson getting undressed ? Is that tea nice ?"


By adding the third question, he hoped that the first two would not sound quite so provocative.

 

[lisa804]

I look at Gavin wide-eyed. "What club of people who have seen me naked? Is there some sick group of voyeurs at your school?"
I ask him, sitting up.

Have those boys been talking?

"And why would you want to see me, your own mother who raised you, changed your diapers, breast fed you, naked Gavin?" I shouldn't have brought up the breast feeding, I think, not liking the tone of his voice in this line of questioning.

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"No club I know of at the moment but there might just as well be one formed if you carry on making an exhibition of yourself - whether its deliberate or not. I certainly havent seen any of our teachers in a half-nude state, especially not you !"

As Gavin looked at her he could not stop imagining her undressing for him. A private show - what a wonderful experience that would be. Perhaps he should volunteer to be stage manager or something like that for the rest of the play's run.

 

[lisa804]

"I don't parade around, Gavin, for the last time I'm telling you if anyone saw it was not to my knowledge." She half-shouted at him.

"Look, I'm sorry I raised my voice. But I don't like these acusations you keep throwing at me."

She set her teacup down and leaned back in the chair, closing her eyes. The conversation was taxing on her. And it kept sounding as if he were jealous of her, which was flattering, but she must try to make him understand that some men were going to look at her in a sexual way.

"Gavin," she said with her eyes shut tight as if to fight a headache, "can we drop this, it's getting late?"

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"I'm sorry mom, I didn't want to accuse you of anything - I just can't get my head around the idea that other people at the school have seen you in a partly-naked state. The thought of you being looked upon by school-friends in a sexual way is a bit peculiar."

He went over and gave her a peck on the cheek.

"You can understand cant you, mom ? Jealousy.....Mixed-up genes....Pride.....I just dont know"

 

[lisa804]

I don't know either, Kelly thought.

Well, at least he's let up a bit. The peck he gave her made her relax from the tension his inquiries he was making.

"You have to understand, Gavin, that men are going to look at me that way. Especially boys your age with raging hormones." She hoped he would understand, at least a seed has been planted.

 

[DannyBoyUK]

Seeing that she was easing-off a bit, Gavin returned to an earlier theme, using a more gentle tone this time.

"So why are you going to keep your door closed when you change tonight ? What's different about the hormones of all the males in the play and any hormones that I might have ?"

And another peck was planted on her cheek.

 

[lisa804]

"The difference Gavin," Kelly told her son, "is that I'm your mother." She said it as a matter of fact. She opened one eye at him.

"Mothers do not undress in front of their children." She closed her eye. Was he flirting with her? Kelly began wondering about Gavin's girlfriends and realized he never had any.

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"Maybe I hit the nail on the head,mom when I used the word jealous, I'm not sure......it's just that there was that scene where you were in the swimming costume.....now I know it was a very conservative one and that nothing was showing on stage but in your next scene, you were in the evening gown and it dawned on me that between the scenes you must have done a total strip backstage and I feel bothered that other people saw you, and not me - maybe I am saying that I wish I had seen you.......I feel left out and that's what's made me all unhappy."

 

[lisa804]

My eyes shot open at his response. He felt left out? Why? Why would he want to see me naked? She began to uderstand why he didn't have a girlfriend. He had a crush on me. It was plain as day. I thought about him watching me undress, seeing me nude. I felt repulsed, but aroused in an odd way.

"Do you want to watch me undress Gavin?" she asked wishing she could take it back but it was too late. She began to feel the same feelings she had had when she knew young Daniel was watching her.

But her own son? The thought confused her.

No one would never know, a thought told her, and you haven't had sex in how many years.

Go away, she told the thought, not my own son!

 

[DannyBoyUK]

Gavin licked his lower lip and silently nodded

"But not if....er.....don't make it like you are putting on a show for me - just undressing in the normal way - except perhaps a little bit slower."


She was going to change her mind, surely, he kept telling himself. This wasnt really going to happen !

 

[lisa804]

"GAVIN!!" Kelly was shocked by what he said.

"There is no way I am taking my clothes off for you."

With that said she picked up her cup of tea and walked into the kitchen, placing the teacup on the conter and staring out the window.

What has she started? She cursed herself for ever teasing the boys at school, for flaunting herself like she'd done. All of it had lead to this strange night with her son.

She wished she would have stayed out of that damn play.

 

[DannyBoyUK]

Following her, he called out feeling very confused

"But mom you just asked me if I wanted to watch you undress.....did you want me to lie when I answered......I'll say no if it makes you happier - but you would have known I wasnt telling the truth......what am I supposed to say, mom ?"

 

[lisa804]

Kelly was so confused.

"No I don't want you to lie to me." she said turning around to face him.

"Don't you know it's not natural to have these feelings." After she said that she felt like a hypocrite. Was it natural for an older woman to allow young boys to watch her undress?

 

[DannyBoyUK]

He decided to throw her a straight question

"Natural or not mom......are you going to shut yourself away when you get ready for bed tonight or are you going to let me watch ?"

 

[lisa804]

She felt as if she were backed into a corner. How did I get into this? And how can I get out? Gavin was not budging on this issue. She could only think of one way, but she didn't like it, however she saw no other way out.

She let out a deep sigh.

"Gavin listen to me." she swallowed hard not wanting to say what she was about to say. "If I leave the door open tonight, will you stop harassing me about your classmates, and will you be able to keep it a secret?"

She didn't like this, but she could pretend she was alone when it happened.

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"I'll be able to keep it a secret - that's for sure.....but will you let me watch each night until the play is over ?"

Seeing that Kelly was about to voice an objection, he went on:

"That way, if while you are at the show and I have worries about who might be watching you, I can console myself that I will see the same thing myself when you get home."

She pondered his request

"One more thing......I don't want to feel like a sneaky peeping tom so can I talk to you from outside your door while I am watching ?"

 

[lisa804]

She thought about his request and suddenly felt very sorry for him. He must be so lonely. I must have not been giving him enough attention. She pondered his request.

As long as I'm in this play, he'll be upset every night.

"Alright then Gavin," she said reluctantly, "until the play is over. But I couldn't bear it if you spoke to me. Let me pretend you aren't there. That will make it easier for me."

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"Can we compromise on that mom ? I wont talk to you about what I am seeing - just about ordinary stuff. Does that sound fair ? and promise me as well that you won't rush the strip."


He was really gonna see her. He was really gonna see that bush and those breasts he had been longing for since what seemed like the start of time


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[lisa804]

"Oh, Gavin." she sighed. She felt defeated. This conversation was wearying her.

"I don't think I could do it if I hear your voice."

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"Please mom - I don't want to feel like a sneak or as if I am doing it without your consent - that would really screw me up afterwards."

He looked into her eyes and she could see that there was a childish honesty there and he meant what he was saying. She was going to have to reach a middle-ground and maybe his suggestion was it.

 

[lisa804]

"Oh Gavin, I really don't want to do this at all." Kelly said staring at the floor.

"Can't you just by some porn magazines. I know your having sexual urges, which is normal for your age, I'll even buy them for you." She looked up at him hoping this would take his mind off of her.

"And I promise to leave the play." she said and walked to the phone. "Mrs. Pearl can take my place, she knows all my lines."

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"I dont want you to buy me porn magazines mom - that would be more peculiar than anything else we have been talking about !

It's just - it's just.....I dont want to think that anybody at school has seen something of you that I haven't ! You dont want me to feel like a loner, do you ?"

He knew she wouldn't want him to feel left out and hoped that his last plea would have the desired effect.

 

[lisa804]

Defeat fell upon Kelly again. She wanted her son to feel happy. If he kept on feeling left out who knows what long term affect that could have. She had reservations about this, but he obviously was not going to stop.

Kelly looked at her feet, arms crossed, leaning back against the counter watching her feet as she turned one back and forth.

"Alright." she said at last. Then looking up at him she pointed a finger towards him and said, "Just at night after the play, AND only until the play is over."

That said she walked past him. When she got passed him she said over her shoulder, "The negotiations are over for tonight. Just idle talk from here on in. I'm going to change into my robe and take a shower."

She started up the stairs hoping he would change his mind and not follow.