Learning a new life (Closed)

[Asa]

Instant reaction was to recoil but She bit her lip but trusted marcus standing slowly she motioned for the one he brought to stand up as well. a shaking hand reached out and with all the strength she could muster in this scared state she slapped him. Almost instantly recoiling just in case but watched his face and eyes.

 

[Archangel1978]

As her hand slapped across his face, he went into a strange delierium of pleasure. It was as if he was being aroused. He started breathing heavily and his eyes went wide not out of anger but out of pleasure."Finally" He breathed."Again my'lady,hit me again"

 

[Asa]

She looked to Marcus confused before looking back to the one she hit. Biting her lip she watched him.

Explain ... why ... how...

Why did she want to understand this?

 

[Archangel1978]

Marcus sighed "I'm really not the best one to explain this as I'm not turned on by it. But, Peter here, well he can try. I'll leave you two alone."
Peter opened his mouth to try and explain how he got turned on by being hit but it was a garbled explanation. "Ever since i can remember, I have enjoyed being physically punished. I feel the pain, but also the pain is a sense of thrilling for me. And for those of us who enjoy it." He didn't dare look at her at all. He kept his head bowed and waited for her to speak.

 

[Asa]

I don't understand but my exhusband most to blame for that

She explained to him everything about her past hoping he might underatand her fear of it all

 

[Archangel1978]

He was shocked at how a man could treat her so.
"I'm sorry my'lady but we don't want to indulge in that kind of activity. Your husband did that to you for no reason. But for us. When you hitt me or any of the ones who enjoy it, we take pleasure in recieving the pain because we're thinking you know that we enjoy it."

 

[Asa]

She listened still boring her lip.

I don't want to hurt anyone... I I can't hurt anyone

 

[Archangel1978]

"I understand. We all do. But do you want us to please you? Then you will unleash yourself on us. You are NOT hurting us. Please believe me." Peter spent 5 minutes over and over repeating the whole concept that they would get off on the pain per say and they were not being injured.

 

[Asa]

She really wanted to understand.

Maybe you can help me with the others that enjoy this just as Marcus helps me with the others?

Maybe having someone over each "group" would help her get better used to all of their different quirks. She would have to arrange that somehow

 

[Archangel1978]

Peter led her to the large group of guys that enjoyed being beaten. The alphas he called them. They all sat down in front of her. Peter explained what was going on in terms of confusion and the need for clarification. Peter asked if there were any questions or needs that needed to be communicated through him to her.

 

[Asa]

She smiled to them though still biting her lip. She wondered what questions or needs they would ask or ask for.

 

[Archangel1978]

One began by asking her she was aware of the whole relationship of a dom and a sub such as they have had outside of their home? And if not, then would they let her show her?

 

[Asa]

She explained her past and that all of this was overwhelming and very strange to her she had no idea about any of it but since they were all together sh, might as well let them help her understand her part in this.

 

[Archangel1978]

In accordance with her wishes they were exceedingly patient and held back a lot for her. They slowly asked a question or two gently about her past about what she had done. They started inquiring about questions they would get answers to.
One wondered "What is your favorite colour?"simply.

 

[Asa]

Favorite color...

She thought for a moment...

There was this stunning shade of red in Tuscany... they did their best to duplicate it from a fall sunset... I would have to say that shade of red...

She sighed. ON our honeymoon he bought me a dress in that color... one of the only good moments in that entire marriage.

 

[Archangel1978]

There was a murmurr amongst the males when they heard the colour of red. Moreover that specific shade. It was a pleasure to hear something so simple.
As teh questions and answers contiinued one asked "Do you have any questions of us?" Hoping some questions would be asked now that she was a little more comfortable.

 

[Asa]

From what I understand... I may chose a few or allow all of you to remain. Will it be a problem for those that are seeking more abusive treatment to dwell here without that? I... with all I have been through I... I do not know if I will ever be completely comfortable with that... I have been trying to understand and accept but still its a little frightening... with what I have been through.

 

[Archangel1978]

Upon hearing that, they looked a little shocked as they honestly didn't know. If they outlived their usefullness where they released?
Almost at that exact moment there was a runner that came up and whispered in her ear "They are free to go."He whispered. But he moved fast enough that the rest of the subs didn't even see him come or go.
But he communicated to her for sure that they could leave freely. She just had to draw a line and they would freely cross it. If they chose to stay they acknowledge the rule that that behaviour is not going to be here. And they would consent.

 

[Asa]

Looking to the runner she shook her head... This is all about adaptation and learning so we will ALL adapt and learn I am telling them this will take a long time for me to ever become fully okay with it... NO... you are right if they want to leave then they will be allowed to but...

She had grown accustomed to them all being there and their strength making her feel safe. She knew it was only right if they wanted to leave that they could so she looked to them to see who would wish to leave and who would still wish to stay from those of the more aggressive needs

 

[Archangel1978]

Marcus came forward and asked how things were going and if there was anything she needed. He saw how she was doing, but now that things looked like they were coming to a crossroads, he just wanted to make sure she was fine. He smiled when he gently said "Hey I just wanted to swing by and see if everything was going alright and if you wanted anything special taken care of."

 

[Asa]

She smiled to him knowing he would not leave. She sighed explaining the offer for those to leave that preferred the more abusive treatment if they could not wait to see if she would ever grow truly comfortable with that. Her eyes told the fear of losing any of them as she felt safe with all of them there just in case.

 

[Archangel1978]

"How about telling the more aggressive ones that for now they must protect you and that YOU WANT THEIR PROTECTION and thier strength. That way they might not feel as rejected or not wanted. Play on the words and make them feel like they are pleasing you with they're strength." He offered.

 

[Asa]

She smiled at his suggestion and looked to them

I know you have been given the chance to leave but I wish you remain for your strength and protection... is that clear

She stood watching them carefully... confidently smiling softly as well. She had made her desires known and hoped they would accept and remain there with her. It was in its own way a constant task that took nothing from them but still gave.

 

[Archangel1978]

Marcus still stood behind her to the side a little bit and then gently behind her hair slipped his hand onto her neck, and left it there. The touch itself was enough for his to almost gasp. It was unknown that he was touching her in front of all the brutal Alphas. He felt like he had almost crossed the worst line but he dared to touch her, to feel her softness.

 

[Asa]

She felt the touch and letting his hand rest there a moment she then reached to move his hand as she began walking towards the others to learn their answers.

I wish all of you stay... I will not make you do so knowing that there are some that expect treatment I am for now unable to give.