Learning a new life (Closed)

[Archangel1978]

There was some talking amongst them as they all stood. There were three that pushed they're way to the front and just wanted to clarify completely.
"You want us to stay to make you safe?" One said.
Another said "And you'll never hit us no matter how many times we ask?"
And you don't want us to hit each other?" Said the third
Not acting like it was a deal breaker just wanting to clear.

 

[Asa]

As long as I do not have to see it perhaps you all could deal with your abuse ideals together... I... I don't know. But yes I have grown to feel safe with your strength and presence I do not wish to lose that.

 

[Archangel1978]

When it occurred to them that as long as she didn't see anything or hear anything they smiled and all nodded.
There was a huge wieght lifted off all of the big Alphas as a big understanding was reached.

 

[Asa]

IF in time I ever grew accustomed to that we would see about any changes to that arrangement but for now...

You are my security and protection and that is how it will remain.

She smiled to them hoping she had helped them.

 

[Archangel1978]

There was a large murmur of agreement and they all understood. Nobody left. THey all stayed.
The afternoon went on as usual and lunch was made.
All of her needs were tended to. No questions asked. Marcus hovered but never really approached her as he wanted her to feel as comfortable as possible and not really get in her way but was there to serve her when she needed him.

 

[Asa]

She had taken a nap after lunch with the casual music being played until she fell asleep. Waking moments later screaming panicked she was looking around wildly as she sat there trying to breath clawing wildly at her wrists and neck.

It had been far too real the nightmare of her husband finding this place and hurting them before going after her. When any of them were close enough for her now conscious but terrified mind to notice she grabbed at them pulling them close to her her frail little form shaking roughly.

 

[Archangel1978]

Marcus was the first there and had brought all the stronger alphas to help with calming her down.
He sent someone for water and then asked
"Would you care to go to your bedroom and rest for a while? Or would you like to just stay here with us...."
His voice trailed off as he realized he was holdiing her surrounded by a bunch of other men. He didn't bother finishing his thoughts as he felt her frail body and just thought that being there and making her feel safe was important.

 

[Asa]

She curled into all of their embraces her eyes closed tight as she tried to calm.

It was so real... so... real...

She fell silent hugging them all to her the best she could. The scent of each of them calming her slowly as she slowly began snuggling with them instead of pulling them to her like a shield.

 

[Archangel1978]

They felt her snuggling and began to relax into her as well. It was as if she floated on them all. Marcus just happened to be positioned right under her and felt her heartbeat slow down and heard her breath slow down as they all became one. One singular symbiotic being all embraced in calm.

 

[Asa]

She smiled softly a hand reaching to each of their cheeks feeling safe and warm she soon fell back to sleep.

 

[Archangel1978]

When she drifted off to sleep they slowly and gently carried her to her large bed chamber and they laid her onto the bed.
Marcus was left alone with her on the bed to hold her and make her feel warm.

 

[Asa]

She slept fairly peacefully for the rest of the night curled close in against him. Arms draping over him at some point holding him to her loosely. Waking like that she looked around knowing this is not where she had fallen asleep she smiled at how they seemed to take care of her.

 

[Archangel1978]

Marcus sensing her move and being awake opened his eyes. He felt her arms around him and said "good morning. Sleep well?" Her eyes and face said yes, but he loved hearing her tell him out loud.

 

[Asa]

Yes... I think I fall asleep better surrounded by as many of you as I can.

Stretching she stared into his eyes.

What about you?

 

[Archangel1978]

Marcus paused unsure wether he should confess. He chose to. "i slept wonderful sleeping next to you. You always make me feel better. " He gently bowed his head as if he did something bad and wasn't sure about his tone. He felt like he was treading into a place he wasn't supposed to go but his feelings pushed him there.

 

[Asa]

She watched him.

Whats wrong?

Biting her lip she was worried that she had said something wrong... This new life was so very complicated it seemed at times.

 

[Archangel1978]

Marcus began to be a little more comfortable now that it was out there. "Well it's not you my dear." He reached for her cheek and gave it a small stroke downwards. "I am starting to really feel feelings for you and I can't help it. I'm tyring to spend as much time as I can with you. I am starting to want you physically more and more." He went on spilling his feelings to her."I know I shouldn't feel this way but I do. I'm not going to apologize so there it is."
He took a breath and again gently reached out to her trying to calm her noticing her uncomfort as if she did something bad to make him feel this way.

 

[Asa]

Is this how all of you are to feel? I do not know what to say. It will be goon that he can not find this place then.

She was not sure what to think or do at this moment beyond kissing his cheek

 

[Archangel1978]

"No." He continued "We shouldn't be feeling this way. We should want good things for you yes and we should want good things for you. But we shouldn't be feeling like this. We aren't allowed to be feeling like this. There is no room in all of our connection to you for feelings." He felt her kiss his cheek.
He enjoyed it. He allowed himself the pleasure.

 

[Asa]

I am the one to make the decisions in all of this yes? Well then I think that it is acceptable for you and the others to feel this way. It is a comfort to know that there are those that can feel that way about Me after all I have known and survived before.


She smiled to him.

 

[Archangel1978]

Marcus smiled with a warm sense of encouragement. Now that she had comforted him. He felt better.
Thank you he said.
I'll tell the others about this. They are of the same mind of mine.
You don't need to get us all together to say this. It's fine.
He smiled back at her.

 

[Asa]

Okay for now we should go see about breakfast I think and check on the others.

Smiling she went to get dressed for the day.

 

[Archangel1978]

Breakfast was prepared and served and they all sat. Afterwards Marcus let it be known that if you feel attracted towards her, it's ok to feel that way and tell her you feel that way. She allows it so to speak.
More often then not she had a small wave of about 10 servants come to her over the day and confess similar feelings of love and attraction.

 

[Asa]

She smiled to each as they informed her of their feelings and gave each the same kiss on the cheek till she had seen how many of them held such feelings and then taking time to think on this and how she wished to go from that point of knowledge.

 

[Archangel1978]

Marcus wandered around with the new feeling within. It changed him somehow and he felt a little more free and loose. More of himself he presumed than before. He could let down some walls and be the real him rather than the submissive servent which he enjoyed but there was a blurring of the lines now.