Looking for someone to make me moan...(bi curious)

[SouthernBelle22]

LL,
Most of the debauchers had to kneel today anyway...you know confession<smile>. As for finding two good people out there, one for you and one for me...they have to be out there. But you know what I decided today? That I am going to finally stop looking to others to find value in myself. I know that I am a beautiful person, most of the time. I have amazing qualities and value and yet I find myself feeling unfulfilled. And truth be told, I have a feeling I would feel unfulfilled with a guy at the moment as well. I am not truly healthy. To be completely healthy I think one must be mentally, spiritually, and physically healthy. I am honestly, none of those things at the moment. Mentally, I stress myself out too much and worry about things that i have no control over. It's a ridiculous waste of time and energy. Spiritually, well I am almost spiritually bankrupt. I have a belief system, but it isn't as strong as it should be. And physically, although I may be a BBW, I am still an unhealthy BBW. I am not knocking my curves, I think bigger women are extremely sensual and sexy as hell. The reason being, as most cultures other than skinny obessed America have figured out, the body is to be revered because of its truth and beauty in the flaws. Plus, a bigger woman, you aren't going to crush like a bug in the throws of passion, and secondly, I just think we can be more passionate. However, there is such a thing as too much and I am at that point. I can be a bigger beautiful and healthy woman...it is time I made an attempt to get to that goal. Anyway, enough with my rant.

Andxx, thanks sweetie, but you are too far away to even try to work through it. Sorry

 

[bigleonardo]

size and health

LL,
Most of the debauchers had to kneel today anyway...you know confession<smile>. As for finding two good people out there, one for you and one for me...they have to be out there. But you know what I decided today? That I am going to finally stop looking to others to find value in myself. I know that I am a beautiful person, most of the time. I have amazing qualities and value and yet I find myself feeling unfulfilled. And truth be told, I have a feeling I would feel unfulfilled with a guy at the moment as well. I am not truly healthy. To be completely healthy I think one must be mentally, spiritually, and physically healthy. I am honestly, none of those things at the moment. Mentally, I stress myself out too much and worry about things that i have no control over. It's a ridiculous waste of time and energy. Spiritually, well I am almost spiritually bankrupt. I have a belief system, but it isn't as strong as it should be. And physically, although I may be a BBW, I am still an unhealthy BBW. I am not knocking my curves, I think bigger women are extremely sensual and sexy as hell. The reason being, as most cultures other than skinny bitch America have figured out, the body is to be revered because of its truth and beauty in the flaws. Plus, a bigger woman, you aren't going to crush like a bug in the throws of passion, and secondly, I just think we can be more passionate. However, there is such a thing as too much and I am at that point. I can be a bigger beautiful and healthy woman...it is time I made an attempt to get to that goal. Anyway, enough with my rant.

Andxx, thanks sweetie, but you are too far away to even try to work through it. Sorry

The size of a woman, to me makes no difference it is on the inside where the beauty lurks. But when size starts to become an inssue in your health something should be done.....to me your still a wonderful and exotic woman, and I know you will restore your health and that will help what seems to be some thing that is affecting your self assurance.

Feel Better tongiht, make an appt with a doc, and get back on the way to good health

 

[SouthernBelle22]

BigL,
I thank you for your concern, but really there is no reason for you to be worried. Yes, I am not the healthiest of individuals in some regards, but in the major ones, like blood pressure and blood sugar, etc...I am at normal levels. I never said I wasn't beautiful in that last post and that i am lacking in self-assurance. What I am lacking is a constant confidence about me as a person and I am tired of trying to find someone to fill that void for me. If I find Mr Right then great, but if he is only Mr Right because he fits a void rather than he compliments me then in the long run he isn't Mr Right. Do you understand what I am saying? LL (aka lady*laura) was asking why she and I couldn't find someone in this vast world. I was explaining to her that I was trying to get out of the mentality that I HAD to find someone in this vast world at the moment. I want to be ok with being single. It really isn't that bad of a thing.

 

[rondogg9]

i am in MS

hi i am from Mississippi, i would be interested in chatting with you, do you have icq or yahoo im, i have yahoo i am rondogg9,you sound very interesting hope to hear from you soon, Ron

 

[SouthernBelle22]

My profile has all the ways you can contact me ron

 

[SouthernBelle22]

bump

 

[bufedog]

well, your ad is very interesting. I'm very intrigued by it... And would like to talk to you sometime... I'm 25, ex marine, college student, crazy guy in Alabama... I might be what you are looking for... I might not be... but e-mail me sometime, and we'll find out

 

[ShakeB]

Looking for someone

SouthernBelle22;

Hello Lady,I am new here.I hope you didn't mind me mailing you.Your post was very well done.good luck in your search.As I stated in your mail,you are a GORGEOUS young Lady.I am sure that you will find the one that truely makes you moan.I know from experience.I myself have found someone who does the exact thing that you talk about,to me.I also understand how fortunate I am to have found that someone.Once again,good luck in your persuit.

ShakeB

 

[SouthernBelle22]

Bufedog,
I would love to chat with you sometime...drop me a line anytime.

Shake, i wrote ya back. check your email.

Hope all is well with everyone

 

[Wild Bill]

Greetings Southern Belle

I have submitted a few stories here about a Southern Belle i once knew...a young lady that made my heart skip a beat every single time i saw her. I could be in the worst mood, but her smile would make me feel warm all over and my worries seemed to vanish. Her beauty, attitude, confidence, sexuality, and aura was unmatched by any female i have ever known. Just watching her sleep made me feel comfortable and safe...just seeing her, even dressed in bulky sweaters and faded Levis, caused a familiar twitch in my jeans. We would spend hours in bed on Saturday afternoons...I would slowly and deliberately explore every inch of her naked body...touching...carressing...licking...nibbling...kissing. And when our bodies finally joined, every part of her reacted in the most comforting way...her arms tight around my neck...her thighs firm around my waist with ankles locked behind my back...inner muscles massaging me as if trying to pull me even deeper.

And when we weren't in the throws of passion, our conversation would never have an awkward break. Despite her uneducated past, she knew much about most things and even a little about the rest.

Despite our undeniable connection, we somehow went our separate ways...both getting engaged to different people...both living separate lives. Yet, on special occassions, we would meet...and it was as if we had never been apart.

...and then, just before Christmas last year, she passed away in a car accident.

Life was tough for a while...unable to discuss the situation with my wife made things rough at home...and my wife and i split. But now i have come to terms and know my Southern Belle is watching over me...and she will always be in my heart and my memories.

And now its time to move on...to find another special someone i can share intimate secrets and fantasies with...share intellectual conversations with...laugh with...and, perhaps eventually, make love with.

I'm not looking for someone to replace her...i'm not looking for someone with the exact same attributes...i'm not looking for someone to compare to...

I'm looking for a companion who shares my interests...and your intial thread made me wonder............

 

[SouthernBelle22]

WildBill,
I am flattered that my thread has caught your attention and I am sorry for your loss..both your wife and your southern belle. I am sure you have had a difficult year and I would be honored to share some coversation with you. Just drop me a line sometime.

 

[SouthernBelle22]

Just bumping...hope everyone's weekend is going well? I just finished trying to catch up on some Buffy episodes so I am all happy...5 hours of buffy, and still i understand nothing<G>

 

[SlayerZ1]

ahhhhhhhh

Another Buffy fan, hm ?

This season is OK, not really grabbed my attention yet.
Its better than the last two seasons though.

 

[SlayerZ1]

Bumpity....

bump

 

[bufedog]

Yes I am a buffy fan... however, that isn't what the name means . It's a play off my last name. It was my call sign in the marines.

 

[SouthernBelle22]

Bufedog, I think Chripper was referring to my earlier posts about watching buffy episodes<G>. I just wanted to let you guys know that I am not going to be around as often, if at all really in the next few days. My father was taken into ICU early yesterday morning and hopefully he will be getting a room soon, but they don't know what caused his blood pressure to drop and his blood sugar to jump. So, keep him in your thoughts. I will see you guys around.

 

[Dawg]

I just wanted to let you guys know that I am not going to be around as often, if at all really in the next few days. My father was taken into ICU early yesterday morning and hopefully he will be getting a room soon, but they don't know what caused his blood pressure to drop and his blood sugar to jump. So, keep him in your thoughts. I will see you guys around.

SouthernBelle,

I hope all is well with your father. He, you and the rest of your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Dawg

 

[Nicky9]

My first post to You

I hope and pray that your father has a speedy recovery. I lost my dad in 1999 to high blood sugar he went in to a coma and they could not get it down quick enough his sugar count was 1280 he had recived some brain damage from being passed out for so long. My dad did not take his diet as serious as he should have he was always cheating on it. Hey your a beautifull woman I wish you the best from Nicky9

 

[bigleonardo]

My Prayers

Bufedog, I think Chripper was referring to my earlier posts about watching buffy episodes<G>. I just wanted to let you guys know that I am not going to be around as often, if at all really in the next few days. My father was taken into ICU early yesterday morning and hopefully he will be getting a room soon, but they don't know what caused his blood pressure to drop and his blood sugar to jump. So, keep him in your thoughts. I will see you guys around.

Are with you and with your dad....I hope he recovers soon and that we will see the Belle of the Ball Back very soon

Big L

 

[SouthernBelle22]

Thanks guys, dad got moved to a room this morning, so he is out of ICU. Hopefully he will be released shortly. Thanks again for all your thoughts and prayers.

 

[Dawg]

Thanks guys, dad got moved to a room this morning, so he is out of ICU. Hopefully he will be released shortly. Thanks again for all your thoughts and prayers.

Thank you for the update sweetheart. My continued prayers throughout this episode in his life. I also hope that you are taking care of yourself during this trying time.

Dawg

 

[TNRkitect2b]

Sorry to be a lurker..

Belle, I'm sorry to hear about your dad, and am glad to hear he's doing better. I am also sorry that I have not been able to make the time to chat with you, but promise to when things settle down for you.

May your thoughts be pleasant ones, and your dreams more so.

Woody

 

[SouthernBelle22]

All is well and Thank you

My father went home from the hospital today and I just wanted to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers. Also, I needed to tell you guys that have pmed me to be patient, i will get to all of them shortly.

Hope everyone else is doing well?

 

[Dawg]

Re: All is well and Thank you

My father went home from the hospital today and I just wanted to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers. Also, I needed to tell you guys that have pmed me to be patient, i will get to all of them shortly.

Hope everyone else is doing well?

{{{{{{{{{{Belle}}}}}}}}}}

Glad to hear that your father was well enough to go home, and I hope that his health continues to improve. I will continue to keep him in my prayers. Hope you are doing well too.....

Dawg

http://people.delphiforums.com/atcbeaz/dawg2a.jpg

 

[bigleonardo]

Re: All is well and Thank you

My father went home from the hospital today and I just wanted to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers. Also, I needed to tell you guys that have pmed me to be patient, i will get to all of them shortly.

Hope everyone else is doing well?

Glad to hear things are better, and Ms. Belle, the story will continue....and it will get even better