Marie's Favorite Things

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Well, now I know what I’ll anxiously obsess over before I fall asleep tonight


Kidding!
Kind of.

Sorry, it was my experience until it wasn't. After much time, both Lit ex-loves are back in my life.

I do think sometimes things can end amicably or transition into a different kind of friendship. I’ve been through that. It’s not been without its own challenges along the way, and certainly can be dependent on the reason for things ending, but I think it’s possible if that’s what both parties want.

This has happened with many others thankfully.

Are you able to enjoy the good memories when something ends badly? I find it taints it for me. IRL and online, because if I see the person in a different light based on how they behaved at the end, I see the whole thing in a different light. Maybe that’s not fair of me.

For a long time I couldn't. It's totally fair of you because the good was tainted. Sometimes I'm still resentful.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Sometimes my brain tries to tell me that people will like me better if I post more noods. That my brain and personality isn't enough. That no one my size is sexy anyway. Then I tell it to f off and eat some ice cream.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[Apisto42]

Sometimes my brain tries to tell me that people will like me better if I post more noods.

Nope.

That my brain and personality isn't enough.

Wrong.

That no one my size is sexy anyway.

Also wrong.

Then I tell it to f off and eat some ice cream.

Hell yeah.

I’m having pie.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Nope.

Wrong.

Also wrong.

Hell yeah.

I’m having pie.

Mmmmm pie

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[AngelicaS1780]

accurate

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I feel so seen.

 

[Solid_wave]

Sometimes my brain tries to tell me that people will like me better if I post more noods. That my brain and personality isn't enough. That no one my size is sexy anyway. Then I tell it to f off and eat some ice cream.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

*** Please no comments or sadness, it is what it is until I decide to do something about it ***

If it seems like I have been an emotional hot mess the past few days, it's because I am. My girl cat is snuggling with me almost every day, which she only does when I'm crying. Then she ends up biting me cause she's a sassy cat. My husband is her person and she thinks I'm pathetic. lol

My husband coming home from his visits home always gets me worked up. Only a handful of people know that he has another woman there. I've met her and I don't hate her. I hate the situation. I should divorce him, but I don't have the strength currently. Maybe when we're finally out of the debt he got us into. Maybe after Dad is gone so he doesn't have to feel stressed about it. Deep down I'm always afraid my husband won't come back and the choice will be out of my hands. Maybe I would be more relieved if he didn't come back so I wouldn't constantly be on this swinging pendulum of freedom vs my world revolving around him.

Maybe one day I will find someone who only wants me and vice versa. Never give up hope, right? Until then, I'm getting used the eternal disappointment.

 

[Mtnmike]

*** Please no comments or sadness, it is what it is until I decide to do something about it ***

If it seems like I have been an emotional hot mess the past few days, it's because I am. My girl cat is snuggling with me almost every day, which she only does when I'm crying. Then she ends up biting me cause she's a sassy cat. My husband is her person and she thinks I'm pathetic. lol

My husband coming home from his visits home always gets me worked up. Only a handful of people know that he has another woman there. I've met her and I don't hate her. I hate the situation. I should divorce him, but I don't have the strength currently. Maybe when we're finally out of the debt he got us into. Maybe after Dad is gone so he doesn't have to feel stressed about it. Deep down I'm always afraid my husband won't come back and the choice will be out of my hands. Maybe I would be more relieved if he didn't come back so I wouldn't constantly be on this swinging pendulum of freedom vs my world revolving around him.

Maybe one day I will find someone who only wants me and vice versa. Never give up hope, right? Until then, I'm getting used the eternal disappointment.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

This is going to be my excuse today.

 

[_SallySparrow_]

 

[LadyLascivious1]

*** Please no comments or sadness, it is what it is until I decide to do something about it ***

If it seems like I have been an emotional hot mess the past few days, it's because I am. My girl cat is snuggling with me almost every day, which she only does when I'm crying. Then she ends up biting me cause she's a sassy cat. My husband is her person and she thinks I'm pathetic. lol

My husband coming home from his visits home always gets me worked up. Only a handful of people know that he has another woman there. I've met her and I don't hate her. I hate the situation. I should divorce him, but I don't have the strength currently. Maybe when we're finally out of the debt he got us into. Maybe after Dad is gone so he doesn't have to feel stressed about it. Deep down I'm always afraid my husband won't come back and the choice will be out of my hands. Maybe I would be more relieved if he didn't come back so I wouldn't constantly be on this swinging pendulum of freedom vs my world revolving around him.

Maybe one day I will find someone who only wants me and vice versa. Never give up hope, right? Until then, I'm getting used the eternal disappointment.

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And it’s not even Curvesday!

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

me
Let me process and I'll be ok.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[Wand3rlust]

Love you long time.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Love you long time.

Same woman. Big hugs!