Moochie’s Meandering Missives (and a pic or two)

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I think the votes are in: so far this one is universally liked. You look great in it. Do I recall a story about those shoes?
 
November 18, 2020
 

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11/18/20

I love the jumping pose, it's a lovely picture which evokes happy feelings. You look good in the picture and I reaffirm my opinion that you have some really good looking legs.
 
Moochie, this entire series has just been so enjoyable to view, thanks for your creativity and for sharing your talent. I also have been listening to that rendition of Unsteady as background music today, so thanks for that too. You are just the "nanu-est".
 
I’m not in a good place this morning.
It’s that other side of my mind
Where things never seem to come
With a happy ending
And everything I’ve worked for,
Decided to do, And be
Is meaningless.

I don’t like being here,
Especially on the start of my time away from work,
But this is where I sit,
Alone,
Lonely,
Unaccompanied,
Unacceptable
Even to myself.

I don’t want to be around me
When this happens,
When this disassociated piece of myself
Becomes me
And takes over my thoughts
With nothing helpful,
Nothing kind
Nothing worth trickling down the spines of my mind.

I wish I could get away
Be somewhere,
Someone else
While this remnant runs rampant
With my thoughts
And I pretend nothing is wrong.

It is like having sex while intoxicated,
Nothing feels like you’re the one doing it,
Controlling yourself with a hind brain
That only rears it’s head when
You’re so far gone
That reality doesn’t matter to the “real” you anymore.
 
I’m not in a good place this morning.
It’s that other side of my mind
Where things never seem to come
With a happy ending
And everything I’ve worked for,
Decided to do, And be
Is meaningless.

I don’t like being here,
Especially on the start of my time away from work,
But this is where I sit,
Alone,
Lonely,
Unaccompanied,
Unacceptable
Even to myself.

I don’t want to be around me
When this happens,
When this disassociated piece of myself
Becomes me
And takes over my thoughts
With nothing helpful,
Nothing kind
Nothing worth trickling down the spines of my mind.

I wish I could get away
Be somewhere,
Someone else
While this remnant runs rampant
With my thoughts
And I pretend nothing is wrong.

It is like having sex while intoxicated,
Nothing feels like you’re the one doing it,
Controlling yourself with a hind brain
That only rears it’s head when
You’re so far gone
That reality doesn’t matter to the “real” you anymore.

Hang in there and remember the "real" side of your mind:

Always returns even stronger;

Is able to do so much;

Is really full of meaning; and

Has been so creative and wonderful to yourself and I'm sure to the people you care for so much.

Stay open for its return.
 
November 19, 2020
 

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11/19/20

The black leggings, dress, and heels look great on you, everything really showcases your form and in all the right ways.

I really like the sky backdrop and how the natural lighting worked out, you did a great job.
 
Black clothes to near match the way you are feeling. Maybe some brighter clothes may have a similar effect. You can only try.
 
November 20, 2020
 

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