My inner woman

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I'm not sure what I want to get out of writing this but it's been a long time coming.

I'm an outwardly masculine man with a family that has always been heterosexual. But, all my life I've had a fantasy of being a woman. I've never really done anything about this but it has dominated my private sessions for as long as I can remember.

When I feel this feminine urge it is often imagining myself with women but occasionally I have fantasised about it being men. I do consume a lot of trans porn as well.

There have been a few real events that tie into these feeling but spread out over a long period of time. I was bought a novelty thong as a leaving gift from a job as a joke. But I enjoyed wearing it for quite a while in quick moments. I dressed as a woman for a football team initiation and went clubbing. I was not passable but I will never forget being out in tights. Finally I had a short but intense friendship with a gay man. It never got physical but I do secretly wish it had.

I created this account to explore some of these feelings.
I didn't have much attraction for men though indulged several times. Being a woman with a woman where it wasn't kinky to just exist was nice.

My feminine urge is consistant even alone. I enjoy feminine clothing but not if I look too masculine in them.
 
I have always wanted to be a woman smelling like one,wanting to be laying in bed my man wanting to fuck his girl
To feel his cock in my asspussy
Sharing his juice fill me up and the glow of him on me
That’s such a hot thought, wanna Del like that too
 
I can relate friend. I’m in the same situation and have had the same feelings since…. Forever. Every once in a while I dress (rarely anymore). The closest i come to experiencing what I long for is when I’m in bed with a man, on my back with my legs wrapped around his hips. I imagine that I’m a woman and it’s some of the most… it’s just an amazing mind blowing living fantasy.
Beautiful fantasy
 
Love that you started this thread…here is something I replied on another thread…but definitely the exact feelings……………
First about me…been with over 100 women, 20+ men, 12+ couples…very masculine, wrestled D1 in college, very muscular and in shape…not into rough sex, not into over zealous guys trying to assert their masculinity …big turn off. Love a more passionate, romantic, pleasure seeking bi or gay guy who understands how to pleasure and how to be pleasured…………
Sooooo…100% of all my BI experiences have been trying to feel what a woman feels during sex, except without a magical pussy.
When I am with a guy alone, not in a couple situation, I ALWAYS enter a ‘feminine zone’. For those of you who get high, you know how you can slip into the buzz because you know what it will feels like?…so it’s easier to feel it faster? Well…THAT is me when I’m having sex with another guy. I’ll start off with 69 or whatever the guy wants to do…but the majority of our sex will be with me on my back in missionary …a small pillow under my ass…and then I slip into that feminine zone. Usually starting with him kissing me, running our tongues in and out of each others mouths…sucking on each others tongues …then the inevitable sliding down my body and pushing his tongue deep into my ass…sucking my cock while pushing one and then two lubed fingers inside my tight hole. When I feel I’m ready…I start to talk dirty to him…’come on, time to fuck my tight pussy’…so I love having the guy slide back up my body…until we are kissing again…and I feel the head of his cock poking at my asshole…with my legs spread, I suck on his tongue and reach down between our legs to guide his hard cock to my lubed entrance…and he slowly begins sliding his hard cock deeper and deeper into my pussy…I am NOW in full fem mode where I am fantasizing that I’m a woman being fucked…so, I’ll rub my thighs along his hips, I’ll wrap my legs around his back and feel his cock slowly sliding deeper and deeper into me…I’m in heaven…the feeling is perfect. Most of the time I’ll also be wearing pantyhose (that are now torn) or thigh highs…so when I’m rubbing my nylon covered thighs along his hips…or my nylon feet along his calves…he is experiencing the softness of a woman…lots of guys will then lean back…take my nylon covered ankles in their hands…suck on my toes while fucking me faster…often reaching down and sliding their hands up and down my cock…I love to finish in this position …where he leans back down and we passionately kiss, his cock swelling as he gets ready to orgasm …I’m sucking on his tongue…then feeling his hard cock pulsating inside me while he cums…at that moment I am as close to understanding what a woman feels like as I’ll ever be…so…with his cock still in me…he leans back and strokes my cock as I close my eyes and just feel the sensations…I cum easily onto my stomach or he’ll pull his cock out and take my cum into his mouth while I come down from the intensity of the orgasm.
THAT is how I like to be a bottom…so the guy who is fucking me experiences a full feminine bottom who seriously embraces being fucked and making sure he is feeling intense pleasure.
best description ever , of who I would want to be with , and what I would want the relationship to be like . 100% perfect match , on paper at least.
 
Exact same fantasy and need here, I imagine myself as a woman with other women but mostly with men. The more I explore the fantasy the more I feel it and want it, just feels good. I’d honestly love to be the woman for a man, gets me hard just typing it. Happy to explore more with you or anyone else reading this.
DMe
 
A few weeks ago I bought a woman’s wig. First time I wore it and looked in the mirror, I instantly knew her name was Darlene.

Don’t ask me where that came from. I never knew anybody named Darlene. I wonder if a wig of a different color and style will prompt a different name?

Since then I’ve bought panties, garter belt and nylons, lipstick, earrings. I dread the challenge of learning to apply makeup. “But,” Darlene says with a limp wrist, “I thimply mutht learn to put on falth eyelashes!”

I dread learning to walk in high heels. And how will I ever disguise my masculine voice?

And when I fulfill my desire to dress as a woman, exactly where the hell do I plan to go?
 
@shemyezza You’re very sexy. That second picture especially rocks my world. My face wants to get in there and kiss and lick every square inch. You are quite fuckable.
 
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