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So, life has been very up and down for me lately.

I finally have a job, although it's not anywhere near what I was hoping for. They hired me as a substitute teacher, and told me they'd take the first two weeks to see how I do. I have a feeling they might try to screw me over after that time period and keep me as a sub indefinitely. That will not happen I can assure you. I start Monday.

I've come to the disappointing realization that most of the people I thought were my friends are not. Is it so hard to return an e-mail, or call me or talk to me on IM every once in a while? Fortunately, with that realization I know who my true friends are, and they shall forever have a loyal friend in return.

I seem to be in one of my lonely phases. I find myself wishing to have someone to talk to, but there is usually no one around or available to do so. Also, I feel so guilty talking to someone when I'm feeling down. I just want to be cheerful and positive all the time, but that takes a toll on me as I tend to bottle up my negative feelings. Sometimes I just need to unleash that pent up negativity, but have no outlet for doing so, at least none that is acceptable to me.

Along with that, I am becoming increasingly frustrated with myself for not being able to find myself a girlfriend, or even a date. I start talking to a girl, but have no idea what to do or what to say or when to do it. Do I ask her out or is it too early? I worry that I'd be too aggressive, but also realize I'm being too passive as well. My last relationship really messed me up when it comes to sharing things about myself. I'm constantly worried about portraying myself in a negative light. I just want someone to give a damn about me. Is that too much to ask?

On top of everything, my family has had some pretty devastating news. A couple of weeks ago we found out my grandfather on my moms side had colon cancer. In better news, it was caught very early, and it has since been successfully removed with a full recovery expected. He has to go back for more tests later. As if that wasn't stressful enough, two days ago we found out that my grandfather on my dads side was diagnosed with Thyroid cancer. His case was significantly worse than My moms dad, but they still caught it early and they said he has a 90-95% chance of survival. He has to wait a month before he can be treated for it however. So his chances are good, but the waiting has put everyone on edge, plus the fact that they both had this happen so close to each other. Still, we're managing.

Sorry, just had to vent somewhere, and of all the places I go to I trust you guys the most. Trust isn't really the word I mean, but the right word escapes me at the moment.
 
Trombonus said:
Sorry, just had to vent somewhere, and of all the places I go to I trust you guys the most. Trust isn't really the word I mean, but the right word escapes me at the moment.
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It's probably that you trust us to understand and listen without snide comments. And, you know, you can post without probably immediate reply.

Anyways, good to hear about the job, bad about some of the other stuff, and good to hear your grandparents are likely to pull through.

Buck up, my friend, you too will find someone perfect for you. A girl who loves Transformers, they're out there! And, you know, the other stuff. I tell you, I used to think I would always be alone, or too late, or too chicken. You'll find someone.
 
rhyst_hatchyk said:
It's probably that you trust us to understand and listen without snide comments. And, you know, you can post without probably immediate reply.

Anyways, good to hear about the job, bad about some of the other stuff, and good to hear your grandparents are likely to pull through.

Buck up, my friend, you too will find someone perfect for you. A girl who loves Transformers, they're out there! And, you know, the other stuff. I tell you, I used to think I would always be alone, or too late, or too chicken. You'll find someone.
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Well, I mean it's more than trust. It's respect as well, and the fact that I care about your opinions and know that you guys will be honest with me.

I know deep down I'll find someone, but it gets hard at times. Usually I don't let it bother me, but that loneliness does tend to get bottled up, and occasionally it overflows. It's just being away from school means I don't see or hear from my friends very often. Once I start working I'm sure it'll be fine.
 
Trombonus said:
Well, I mean it's more than trust. It's respect as well, and the fact that I care about your opinions and know that you guys will be honest with me.

I know deep down I'll find someone, but it gets hard at times. Usually I don't let it bother me, but that loneliness does tend to get bottled up, and occasionally it overflows. It's just being away from school means I don't see or hear from my friends very often. Once I start working I'm sure it'll be fine.
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I've been through it, I know how you feel. Things will get better, and I wish you the best of luck.
 
Random hello.

Finally got moved into a place, sleeping on a tiny little mattress.

Bleh.

Missing fun times.
 
*sits by her favorite corner and watches*


Don't mind me, I'm just simply observing.
 
snake0067 said:
More shocking that even one had a career.
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*dances around in her undies, singing at the top of her lungs*


"Heaven must be missin' an angel
Missin' one angel, child, 'cause you're here with me right now
Your love is heavenly, baby
Heavenly to me, baby"


*sips some coffee*


It is shocking, but Kea Kea (Keanu) is actually not bad in some of his movies. I did enjoy A scanner darkly simply because of the whole animation sequence. I also really liked him in Dracula, and alot of his "famous" titles as well.

Which reminds me (although he isn't in it). Has anyone seen Bottle Rocket?
 
10 Moods of Yoda- By Lady Reiha ( aka the Nerd Kitty Resident of Doom and Cheesenips)

http://www.geekalerts.com/u/yoda-cookie.jpg
Yoda is happy that people have acknowledged that he looks good as a cookie. This makes him pleased.

http://www.worth1000.com/web/media/109787/yoda-sh.jpg
This is the "Yoda imitates the pose of L from Deathnote" pose. Clearly he is thinking of strawberry shortcake and contemplating on whether or not Luke Skywalker is Light Yagami or not.

http://netdwellers.com/1001//hosting/users/cinesecrets/images/SW/Yoda/YodaBackpack.jpg Yoda is pissed off that his man servant and personal carriage ride does not like Yoda cookies. He's bitching to him, and just finished making a "Yo Mama" joke at Luke. Skywalker is not impressed.

http://www.sptimes.com/News/072801/photos/state-yoda.jpg Yoda is clearly impressed of the stupidity of this lady who won literally- a Toy Yoda. Maybe if she used the Jedi Mind Trick then she wouldn't be complaining that she still doesn't have a job!

http://kumba.drachentekh.net/pics/yoda-doobie.jpg Self explanatory

http://www.freakingnews.com/pictures/10000/Pope-Yoda--10448.jpg. Yoda constantly thinks of becoming the next pope. Sure he's old and wise and stuff..so he'd be good. But he feels a little low because he isn't sure if society would want a green, light-saber welding little man.

http://www.freakingnews.com/pictures/18500/Yoda-Slam-Dunk--18639.jpg He also likes dreaming of being a basketball player. Afterall- the force is strong!

http://www.brianstoys.com/store/images/products/Star%20Wars/ROTS/Accessories/ROTS_Accessories_SantaYoda.jpg Yoda is clearly plotting someone's death in this image. Yoda isn't santa and wishes the creator of this stupid idea would swat his bum and call himself a bad boy.

http://www.freewebs.com/kiddiekakes/Yoda%20slab%20Cake.jpg Yoda is scared for his life, after finding out that a bunch of 6-year olds want to consume him!

http://www.comicscontinuum.com/stories/0310/04/yoda.jpg Yoda is pissed off for becoming 2-D. He's ready to bitch slap the creators of his 2-D form. Hell is going to pay!
 
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Lady Reiha is not happy that some images of Yoda do not work.


ARRRRGH! Megatron shall chew those images. Yes..the force is in this one.
 
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