Paramedic, new here =)

[tencarwreck]

Welcome back!

Great to be back!

Always been a pleasure to know you.

But the question is... Who's pleasuring?!

 

[sunbunny3]

Very nice new photos!

 

[tencarwreck]

Very nice new photos!

Thank you love!

 

[SassySheDevil]

Does this mean you are going to be around more again.?

 

[tencarwreck]

Does this mean you are going to be around more again.?

Yes maam! I'm actually here and for the forsee able future I'll be here every day. A lot of things have changed in the last 2 years. A lot of good things. Some things however ending recently and allowing me all the free time in the world.

 

[tencarwreck]

I'll probably be starting a new thread of my own the next day or so as well. I'm just not feeling so original at the moment so I'll need to come up with some new ideas. Welcome any ND all suggestions. So great to see so many friends after far too long.

 

[SassySheDevil]

Yes maam! I'm actually here and for the forsee able future I'll be here every day. A lot of things have changed in the last 2 years. A lot of good things. Some things however ending recently and allowing me all the free time in the world.

I'm glad to hear that. that things have been well for you, and it will be nice to see you around again.

 

[Mrgl720]

hai'

 

[MakeMe93]

You're such a cutie. I'll definitely be coming back for more.

 

[tencarwreck]

I'm glad to hear that. that things have been well for you, and it will be nice to see you around again.

Good is... Relative. But I've never felt more at peace with my life and its an incredible feeling to have.

hai'

PSH like you can just slip in without me noticing. My dearest friend, I'm certain I wouldn't be where I am at today mentally or emotionally without your love and friendship. I am forever in your debt.

You're such a cutie. I'll definitely be coming back for more.

Thank you! Very sweet and kind of you and hope you come back often. Feel free to start at beginning as well. There are... A hell of a lot of pictures over the last 4 years here.

 

[SassySheDevil]

Good is... Relative. But I've never felt more at peace with my life and its an incredible feeling to have.

That is great to hear and it is nice to see you've had so many friends help you get through the rough times.

 

[tencarwreck]

What a bullshit and horrible day and somehow it's still going to get worse long before it gets any better.

 

[tencarwreck]

That is great to hear and it is nice to see you've had so many friends help you get through the rough times.

Yes. I've been blessed by having a few amazing people that have been there for me through thick and thin... and mostly the thick... never judged. Always listened. I don't deserve to have some of the friends I do. It's made all the difference in the world. Especially right now while I am a more emotional mess than ever before.

One in particular that's been there any second I've needed a friend. She's been an incredible source of strength for me when I've been at my weakest. Without this thread I wouldn't have ever had her friendship. She knows who she is and if she ever still reads this. Thank you. I love you and can never say properly all the things you've helped me through. Thanks M. For everything.

 

[SassySheDevil]

Yes. I've been blessed by having a few amazing people that have been there for me through thick and thin... and mostly the thick... never judged. Always listened. I don't deserve to have some of the friends I do. It's made all the difference in the world. Especially right now while I am a more emotional mess than ever before.

One in particular that's been there any second I've needed a friend. She's been an incredible source of strength for me when I've been at my weakest. Without this thread I wouldn't have ever had her friendship. She knows who she is and if she ever still reads this. Thank you. I love you and can never say properly all the things you've helped me through. Thanks M. For everything.

That is wonderful. I'm happy for you. Welcome back to Lit

 

[talikat]

What a bullshit and horrible day and somehow it's still going to get worse long before it gets any better.

Aww,

 

[tencarwreck]

That is wonderful. I'm happy for you. Welcome back to Lit

Thank you hun, you should realize by now you're always in my thoughts on way or another. Besides how could I possibly stay away any longer? !

Aww,

Thank you Tali.. always been so kind and sweet to me and it's always meant more than you could ever know.

 

[tencarwreck]

Thankfully I was given a brand new nice razor. It feels good to reach down and feel nothing but the soft smooth skin and the aches longing to be satisfied.

 

[tencarwreck]

I hope everyone had a wonderful week and has an amazing weekend. Love you all!! New updates and pictures tomorrow! ! XOXOXO

Jeff

 

[wantatoy]

love all the new pics doll.. how are you doing??? your health good??? miss you sweetness

 

[tencarwreck]

love all the new pics doll.. how are you doing??? your health good??? miss you sweetness

Well well well love how are you? Great to hear from you. Sorry about slow reply.

Quick update since you asked and was logging on to give an update anyways.

I am actually out in Denver at the moment. Just got here less than 48 hours ago. I was in the process of relocating to Detroit area when an opportunity came to me from Denver area. So visiting a friend I haven't seen in 9 years while I look into what could be almost life changing as far as a career goes.

My health is a bit of a mystery at the moment. Been having some issues and been in hospital 3 times in the last month. I am hoping to get some more answers tomorrow and seeing a urology specialist in the morning.

It could be just more kidney stones that are causing my issues. I know I have around 15 floating around between the 2 kidneys at the moment. There is also a 12mm stone on my left side that is 6 times larger than the biggest size you can naturally pass. They also found a tumor and thankfully it is benign. It could be the cause for so many kidney stones the last 12 year's. Its called Hyperparathyroidism. Once removed I may never have another kidney stone again.

Lastly as far as health goes there is also the chance I'm at the early stages of complete kidney failure. It could also be kidney cancer I was told only a few days ago. Lots more testing needs to be done and I am keeping fingers crossed that cancer at least hasn't come back after a few years of remission now.

Love you all and I'll be updating new pictures later today. Xoxoxo

Jeff

 

[sunbunny3]

Good morning Jeff!
Denver is a nice place to call home. Glad you are settling in. Cancer is a beast, I spent my summer doing the radiation and chemo thing. Fortunately they got all of mine out with the two surgeries and yesterday's MRI confirmed! Hugs to you.

 

[SassySheDevil]

Sorry for what you are going through.you are in my though
Keep your head high.

 

[tencarwreck]

Well, it sure has been a while.

Hello again, to all my "old" friends and anyone new coming around. It seems as though it has been almost 2 full years since I actually posted on this. I am planning on making a new thread, as this one is very long, and quite old at this point. However due to wanting to send an update to those that helped me over the years, kept me in their thoughts, or was just a friend I could talk to at times while going through hell and back (a few times over), I figured I would at least post this longer message here for those that might recognize the title still...

Well, things are most definitely different these days to say the very least. But in great ways. I am cancer free (a bit over 2 years now). My health is as good as it has been in maybe 15 or even 20 years. I am able to work full time again, and though I am still a paramedic part time (every other Saturday), I did fall into a new career that I thoroughly enjoy (most days at least).

I have a house now, that I own outright and outside of a yearly property tax and a couple very small monthly bills, I have owe no one and nothing. Hospital debt, personal loans and assistance, and even rent is a thing of the past.

For the first time in...a long time (if ever at all) my life is beyond simple. Slow paced. Easy-going. Drama-free. But most importantly, my life is happy. While I still do not know many people (even after 2 years back in Detroit), the people I do know mean the world to me. As some of you might remember, things were very bleak for a substantial amount of time. Between losing everything, for a second time due to a hurricane, battling through chemo and cancer, or having to face being homeless, things were at their worst for months and months on end.

There are a few people here that were kind enough to help me along the way. The ones that did, know who you are, and I am forever in your debt. Every day I try to pay it forward in the best ways I know how, even to the extent of starting a business with a few trusted friends to fight homelessness here in the Metro Detroit area. We salvage abandoned and boarded up homes, let those living on the street that want to make a change live there, and teach them the trade skills to rebuild and remodel the home. This would never have been possible if it wasn't for a few caring and kindhearted women I met through this site. Again, I owe my life to you few.

As those that recall my posts here years ago can probably remember, I can tend to get rather long winded, and ramble on and on and....

So for now I will leave this here, with the first relatively 'naughty' picture I have taken of myself for this site in years (or any site/anything). I am sure I am about to go down a rabbit hole looking for those that I remember here vividly.

cheers everyone

 

[tencarwreck]

Good morning Jeff!
Denver is a nice place to call home. Glad you are settling in. Cancer is a beast, I spent my summer doing the radiation and chemo thing. Fortunately they got all of mine out with the two surgeries and yesterday's MRI confirmed! Hugs to you.

Well I am only about 2 years late reading this, but that is such incredible news to find out, even this long after the fact. I hope you are still around, and this finds you well.

Sorry for what you are going through.you are in my though
Keep your head high.

Thank you. It seems as I have made it through to the other side, though can't say there was too many times I held my head high throughout. But regardless. Life is good. I am as happy as I can ever remember. And for your thoughts and lending of an ear over the years, I am in your debt.

 

[tencarwreck]

I was going back through phones and pictures from the 2 years give or take that I have been away from Lit... and these are the only 3 selfies I think I took in that entire time. Obviously...there is a theme here, but if you read the longer post I had a little higher up, it all has a great outcome.