Parent hood

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Maxine had always wanted to be a parent. Her life style made that complicated, and after a very successful career, was looking to retire to a nice quiet life and start a family. She sighed, retiring had been easy, this was hard. She lived on a nice remote estate, and her retirement money was more than enough to support a good life for herself a partner and several children.

So here she was waiting in a Dr.'s office, a very private well respected Dr. who had come highly recommended from the Dr. she had during work. Time would only tell if children were in her future, and she awaited the Doc at end of day.

OOC so there is more going on than meets the eye, pm your thoughts and I'll fill you in

 

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Even though David Bryce had only been a doctor for about 5 years, he was very well respected. At 25 he was one of the youngest Doctors to be in a private practice. He was smart, kind, and made enough money to be set for life. But without someone to share it with, it was pointless.

One Day, a woman by the name of Maxine came to his office worried that she was unable to have children. When she came in for test, David couldn't help but admire her. Never had he seen someone so lovely in his life, his jaw almost dropped as he looked over her gorgeous body. He quickly shook it off and introduced himself and they went through various test.

The next day, he came in and looked over her once more before giving her a kind smile and asking her how she was and giving her her result. "From the look of things, it seems as if you aren't ovulating.. at least not normally." David felt a bad for breaking the news to her, feeling as he needed to give her some assurance "It's not that you can't have children, it's just it'll be extremely difficult". He searched her face his eyes lost in her but at the same time wondering how she felt.

 

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Maxine was at 35 a walking wet dream, porcelain skin, silky inky black hair, massive breasts, full hips, and her pussy was divine. Or so she'd been told often enough during sex. She'd had very infrequent periods, barely one a year, she figured it was due to the fact that she had been lactating on and off for the last 15+ years. She'd been referred to Dr. Bryce who came highly recommended, but this even though she had figured this was the case was enough to make her break out in tears. Her exotic green eyes filling up and the drops rolled down her perfect skin. Her entire life had boiled down to this, she was an only child, her parents long dead. No family, and now it was going to be difficult to have a family of her own.

"So will I need to take drugs or something?" she hated the thought of marring her perfect skin, but for a child she would do anything. Her full lower lip quivered as she wiped away the tears. She had hoped to conceive naturally, it was about time sex paid off for her and not monetarily. She had considered a sperm donor, but that seemed so unnatural, and she had picked out a donor, she just needed to pay for the pop popsicle. A real partner, someone who would want her for her, and not who she had been, seemed implausible.

Artificial insemination, the very words made her feel uneasy, but if that was what it was going to take, then she would do it. After all she'd done in her career, it was the least she could do to have a child.

 

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It crushed David to see Maxine shed tears. His dark brown eyes looked into her almost paining him to gaze at her green eyes. A lock of his black hair fell in front of his eye as he brushed it back. He wanted to tell her that she and her husband just needed to have sex more, but from the look of her chart, she was single. It was then that something sparked in him. Aside from Maxine being drop dead gorgeous, she indeed an interesting case. Maybe if he could..... his mind wondered for a moment as the he replied to her.

"There really isn't any drug that can help." He admitted "Aside from other methods like artificial insemination, all you can do is have sex and.... roll the dice". David couldn't bare to she her cry again as he spoke once. "I have to say, that you are a rather interesting case. If I'm not being too forward, I would to help you. Perhaps there is something in your past that can explain this. If you'd like we could discuss somewhere more private."

 

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Only about half of what he said penetrated her skull, no drugs, more sex, private. Maxine felt like a total failure, hell she'd never been on birth control since her periods were so irregular, though since she'd retired the lack of a monthly cycle had become more pronounced. She should just be glad her body was built to handle a lot of sex.

She had read a lot, and when she read that sperm from multiple donors would actually fight each other and decrease the chances of getting pregnant she had figured that was it. That once she had one steady partner things would all work out. At the same time she'd undergone testing just to be sure.

Then his last words sunk in, and she finally blinked away the tears, using a handkerchief to wipe them away. She had never been a big crier, but knew she looked dewy eyed and vulnerable, enhancing her looks rather than detracting.

"I could certainly use a drink," after all it wasn't like she would be conceiving soon and therefore a drink wouldn't hurt.

 

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David nodded and smiled "Perfect, I know a nice place just across the street from here. Just give me a moment and I meet you outside." he replied. It was getting late and the office was fixing to close. David went to hang up his coat, bidding the nurse good night as he exited the building. His eyes caught Maxine as he was once more entranced by her beauty to the point where he had to shake off a few lewd thoughts from his mind. "Shall we?" he said as he led her across the street to upper class bar. Despite his inner voice lusting for Maxine, he stayed a perfect gentlemen, offering his hand and what not as the made their way to the bar, even going so far as to offer to pay for her drinks.

Inside the bar was a bit dark but classy as most of the lighting came from candles. The two sat at a small table by themselves as the server came to take their drink order. He watched her for a moment admiring her, it was no wonder she did porn. David was well aware of her profession, when she said that a Dr. Richards had suggested him, he knew what her job was. His friend usually saw people who were in the adult industry, but rarely did his friend ever send one of them his way.

Maxine was a special case. She was retired and wanting to start a family, but was having problems. For someone in her line of work that was rather interesting. "I guess I should start by asking about you... has anyone in your family ever had this problem? Have you ever had any issues with sex?"

 

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She tended to dress modestly, but with her figure, even a nun's habit would look provocative. Maxine was wearing a simple wrap dress, she had always loved dressing up, so she just wasn't willing to wear black shapeless smocks all the time. The green silk showed off her figure to perfection while it covered her assets, the high neckline barely offering a peak of cleavage even when a man was staring down at her.

The restaurant was nice and she ordered a "Throw me down and tie me up," which was not as good as a "throw me down and fuck me" but she'd found that when she said fuck me, heads turned.

"My father drank himself to an early grave, mom died just after I started college," his next question surprised her. "Issues, not that I can think of, I've had a wide variety of experiences and no issues with arousal." She could of course fake it with the best of them, and since she produced plenty of lubrication, no one knew otherwise.

Maxine also had no problem orgasming during masturbation, home alone that is, when performing no one really cared if she came or not. He didn't need to know that. "I am an only child of an only child, so I suppose there could be a history I'm not aware of."

 

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David was getting no where. No reported family history, no know complications, nothing was helping him figure this out. The server came with Maxine's order as well as David's rum and coke as I stirred it around a bit, trying to figure out the problem. If there one thing about David, he was stubborn. If he was stuck, he'd try his damnedest to figure it out. He thought almost like a detective, and like a detective, he suspected Maxine wasn't telling him everything. Maybe he could some how get her to open up more if he did the same.

"So your dad drank" he replied as he sipped is drink "I actually didn't know mine. My mom raised me until I left for college. To have someone like raising you, really makes you appreciate women in general. I guess that's why I've always been very generous with the few women I dated... did you know that when a woman has an orgasm it helps her chances of getting pregnant." He looked over at her, hoping he had her attention. "Of course same goes when a woman ovulates, but I've always thought that when both the man and the woman both reach that point of pure pleasure is the best way for a baby to be conceived".

 

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"Well not having a father figure, and my mom was never the same after he left. I suppose you could say I was looking for love and approval in all the wrong places." She sighed, she hadn't exactly tried to get pregnant, with her irregular cycle she knew most home methods of testing would be just as inexact. She leaned in a little and wondered just how much of her work history had shown up in her medical records. "I was lactating up until a few months ago, I figured that was part of the problem, but it obviously goes beyond that."

She tried to recall if she'd ever had sex for pleasure, her early films were girl on girl, then when she showed an aptitude with a strap on, she'd had her cherry popped by another actress, and from there her popularity had grown and she'd done MF, MFF, MMF, and then some, being the central person in all scenarios.

In fact about the only thing she hadn't done was medical porn, and she had no idea why that thought crossed her mind at the moment.

 

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"I'm sorry to hear that" David inadvertently put his hand on hers, her skin feeling like fine silk as it rested there. His eye's catching a little glimpse of her delicious cleavage as she leaned in. She wasn't just drop dead gorgeous, she was beautiful and at the same time a bit of sadness. Even when she came into his office there was hint of loneliness that he could feel, it was something he had felt as well. "lactating could be an issue since you're not pregnant, but since it's stopped, perhaps your body is now starting to readjust."

He squeezed her hand a bit, his thumb moving over her's. "Maxine I know, you want to have a baby. There's nothing more amazing to do so with someone you love. But with the line of work you were in, it seems you're body has some how disconnected sex from love and pleasure. Sex is something that should enjoyed and not treated as some obligations. My only advice would be with someone you're actually drawn to, someone you think you could love." In David's mind, he hoped that Maxine would see him as that person "You're very beautiful and you seem sweet, any man would kill to be with someone like you."

 

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She glanced into his eyes, she really hadn't considered the act of sex as anything more than a means to an end, in this case a baby. Maxine had of course considered a partnership, but finding a real partner had seemed unlikely. She had dated occasionally men and women, but the spark was missing on her side.

"Attracting a partner isn't the trouble," she sucked in her lower lip as she gave it some serious thought. "The problem is attracting the right person," she shrugged, her job had definitely interfered with meeting a quality person, and at the same time her sexual appeal drew all the wrong sort of men.

Lactating hadn't helped, her last relationship had been with a very polite gentleman who had adored her and had pretty much worshiped her breasts. It had been a rather one sided sexual relationship where he orally pleased her. She had figured he had some sort of erectile dysfunction, but it had been a nice change of pace from work.

Her last sexual relationship, just before she left the business had been a fresh new actress who she'd introduced into the business, and basically mentored and had not only prepped her mentally but physically and had been the one to pop her cherry.

She supposed it was that experience that made her realize she needed to get out, as the girl had gotten emotionally involved, she had been passingly pretty, but she had the most amazing orgasms Maxine had ever seen.

She had been jealous.

"Well let's hope it doesn't come to murder," she said with a soft smile.

 

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David smiled back at Maxine. He felt like there was a bit of a connection with her, however he knew she didn't see. "Being a sex symbol is a heavy load to carry, especially when one is tired, hurt and bewildered.....Marilyn Monroe. " he quoted as he stirred melting ice in his drink. " I won't deny finding the right person is difficult. I've been with a few women that were interested in the fact that I was a doctor rather who I am as a person." David's first real relationship was during college, the girl was more occupied with parting a getting drunk rather than actually attending class, always toting how her man was going to be a rich doctor. She was his first and it was something he really didn't like talking about.

His last girlfriend.... when a girl constantly ask how much money you make, you know it won't last. "I think we all want that special someone, the one person who we can see lying next to you in bed after amazing sex and actually have feeling for, someone who can't picture being without. A career is wonderful, but you can't curl up with it on a cold night. " David looked down feeling silly for making another quote. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to talk about myself."

 

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"Money can't buy happiness, it can only rent it," she offered a quote back. Her own home seemed rather empty, the large beautiful family home with no family. Five bedrooms and a guest house, her groundskeeper a quiet older man, and his wife cleaned what little needed to be cleaned. They were efficient and silent, and she appreciated that.

She hadn't actually slept with many people, sex sure, but sleep, it seemed such a vulnerable thing to lay next to someone while you are completely unguarded. Sometimes it was difficult for her to be vulnerable, putting on an act for so long, the reality just seemed so far away.

"It's tough when your job is a big part of who you are, and the money doesn't hurt for those looking for it." She didn't need money, at least not a partner's money, and she had considered paying for companionship, but it had seemed like she would be keeping that lifestyle just in another form, and she wanted to cut all her ties with her former work. She hadn't wanted to answer questions about where her wealth came from, knowing the wealthy would object to her past, and she found them snobby even those who gave to charity, so she avoided those circles.

She wondered if he had seen her..... He certainly didn't look at her as if he had, but about half her career had been girl on girl, so perhaps, he thought she was a lesbian. She saw his career in his hands, those lovely hands that had been so tender and reassuring. Then again it was his job, and she bit her lower lip at the thought that this was just part of his job.

 

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Any man who claims they've never seen an adult movie was lying. David had seen a few before, mostly from a friend showing him one to just being curious one night and ordering it off the cable box. They were what they were, people fucking over and over until the big moment when the guy nuts on the girl or girls Some had some storyline, but of course they were awful. David had only seen about 5 pornos in his life none of which starred Maxine and he was hesitant to even see one with her.

"I imagine it is especially with your former line of work", said David unsure if Maxine was even aware that he knew what she did "I'm very aware of the people Dr. Richards and I'm not here to judge." He laid both his hands on her's assuring her that he was true in his words. It was then that the sever came to give them more drinks, David asked for the server to bring them tow molten lava cakes. "I want to know about you though, outside of work. What do you like to, what's your picture of a perfect day? I wanna know who Maxine is".

 

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She smiled, so he knew, she thought he had dropped a hint before, but she had ignored it in her misery. Maxine doubted he had seen her work, as he would have to be a dead gay man to look at her like a doctor after seeing her seduce women, or men. What she wouldn't give to have never, but that was the past, and one of the other good things that came out of it was that she had tried out pretty much every device on the market, some on herself, but mostly on others as she came across quite lovely as the sweet corrupter of innocence.

"At first I shopped a lot, after all I needed a new wardrobe for my new life." She took a drink thinking of what she had been doing with her life. "I've taken up a garden, and I'm actually not that bad at it." The estate left plenty of space for her to devote to fruit or flower, and the occasional vegetable as well. "I'm still working on cooking," she chuckled. "I've been on a rather restrictive diet when I was working." The lactation diet, it had been healthy, but most of it had been in shakes, smoothies, heaven forbid she have gas.

"I look pretty different in my gardening gloves and giant hat." A twinkle was in her eyes and she looked forward to eating dessert.

 

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"I'm sure you look amazing with a couple of gardening sheers in your hand" replied David as their desserts came. With one slight press of his fork onto the cake came the hot molten chocolate within as it oozed out. "I've always wanted to get into gardening, getting down in the dirt and planting something beautiful." He then chuckled a bit at her taking a stab at cooking. "I love cooking, not to sound conceited but I'm quite good. I have to be what with living with myself." If there was any plus to living with a single mother, it was learning to cook from her.

He listened about her dieting habits, and it made him think for a moment. "perhaps that's contributed to you not getting pregnant." he exclaimed. "It's usually better if you have a healthy balance of the basic food groups. After all when you do get pregnant, your craving are going to pretty much take over when it comes to what you eat." David wanted to be positive saying when instead of if, giving her hope that she would have a baby yet. "As for your body, well there are various exercises you can do if you choose. Personally I've always found a certain beauty found in pregnant women." At that moment, David looked down blushing, feeling embarrassed for saying that.

 

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"Well I've been slowly adjusting to a more normal diet," she smiled at him. It was so normal, or at least her vision of normal, two people talking about work life and the pursuit of happiness. Truth was she was growing a little restless. She had wanted to wait until she stopped lactating to see a Dr. because while her own doctor had been fascinated and understanding of her ability to lactate, she had figured waiting seemed wiser. Of course her old doctor had said it would be easier and easier to induce lactation in the future.

She had been thinking of the joy of nursing a child and had not considered anything else. Of course lactating had never bothered her, of all the activities she had done having her breasts sucked, massaged, and nursed on were definitely her favorite.

"I do probably eat take out a little more than I should, but I love to walk around the estate, or go swimming."

 

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"You really should feel bad about that" replied David as his fork moved around the chocolate "Truth be told most diet tend to never work, sure you may lose weight, but the second you stray for it you end up gaining more weight that you had to begin with. In truth the only real thing one can do is eat moderate portions and exercise.... from the looks of thing you're doing just fine". For a few moment thing got quiet as the two ate their dessert. David would be lying if he said he wasn't drawn to Maxine, but he doubted that she even saw him in any light other than just a doctor.

His own mind spun a web of the two of them laying in bed, waking up after a night of passionate sex. His hand feeling her stomach that carried their baby as the stayed in bed late. It was nice picture, even if it was wishful thinking. "you know being here with you is the closest thing I've had to a real date in so long.... it's kind of nice to be with someone who want to find someone and raise a family too".

 

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"Is that an offer to cook for me?" she took a tiny step forward, attempting to flirt. She knew he had done no such thing, but if he was interested at all he would jump on it. She wondered what kind of lover he'd be, tender gentle for sure, rough and passionate perhaps, understanding, well she could only hope so.

Maxine was marking this down as date one, even though it had been carry over from an appointment, because she was looking forward to a third date with a man for once in her life.

 

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Things began to turn. To David, this seemed a bit of a date now more than anything. The back and forth, the drinks, the dessert, and now the bit of flirting. His eyes kept onto her's as she took a little lean forward, while her cleavage gave a little peak of herself, his eyes stay locked onto her's. With her soft words slipping away from her lips his spoke softly to her "Perhaps... how does breakfast sound?" David had no clue if it would ever get that far, but the words simply left without question as he leaned in to kiss her.

His mind everywhere as his lips touched her's. he wondered how tonight would end. When it came to sex, David was very Darwin-esh in that he adapted to what the woman wanted. He loved being sweet, loving, and gentle. But he wasn't afraid to be a little rough along with talking dirty. He broke their kiss as watch Maxine, allowing her to make the next move. Perhaps she would leave, or maybe it would end at her place or mine.

 

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Breakfast, the thoughts drifted through her head were not PG, and she felt a little taken back. She hadn't expected to steam roll so fast, sure in porn things went from dinner to bed and back all in less than two hours of reel time. Which of course was a lot longer in real time as they did take after take.

The kiss was incredible, soft warm with genuine longing. It had been months since someone had touched her, and she'd never been kissed that way. Thoughts of an x-rated nature battled with practical issues, would he still want her in the morning? she was going to have to find another doctor, would he use a condom just because.

Which lead her thoughts in another direction, she'd been tested every three months, but her last unprotected encounter was she thought back and realized while her last film had been girl on girl she would have been with a man last about five months ago. She knew the risk was small but she was unwilling to risk him at all, and she wondered if this was what love felt like.

How was she supposed to express her desire and regrets without coming off as uninterested. "I want to, I really do, but we should probably take this slow." She felt her face flush, "Honestly, I want this to be different," she felt like it was going horrible wrong. She imagined sleeping with him, just sleeping, feeling his arm around her, touching her just to touch her. Her blush deepened as she waited for him to say something, anything.

 

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David couldn't help but sigh. Amazing that a former adult film star would be the voice of reason in this whole thing. Deep down though, David knew Maxine was right. If there was truly something between them, it would wrong to immediately go to sex. "Alright" he said to her as looked at her "I do like you, I wasn't planning on that happening. Even if this doesn't work out, I would like to help have a baby even if I'm not directly involved." His hand fell gently on her cheek giving another soft smile. "I would very much love to make you dinner and dessert, say tomorrow night at my place." They had to start somewhere and seemed the best possible place. "anything you want, I'll make it for you".

 

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"That would be great," she felt relief and sadness at the same time. A day would be good for her, to sort through everything she was feeling. After all he was the first man to touch her in a non sexual way in a long time and perhaps she was just latching onto the first available male.

She really hoped it was more than that as she nodded, agreeing to dinner. "I've developed a love for Italian food," she whispered as if it was a secret. "I can meet you at the office, or you can give me your address," seeing his home, seemed like a pretty good invitation. Maxine was extremely nervous, as she initiated a kiss, and the waitress came by with the check.

 

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David nodded as he took out one of his business cards and wrote his address on the back and gave it to her. "It's about two blocks away from my office, on the 30th floor". David lived in one of those high cost double story apartments, he wanted to get a house but the idea of living alone in a big empty house not something her liked to think of. The check came and David insisted on paying, after all he was the one who asked her out.

The two left as David gave Maxine on last kiss, this time able to actually hold her close as they stood there in the street. "If you need to talk, I left my cell on the card... goodnight Maxine" he said as he led her to her car before going to his. There was no doubt in his mind that she would be on his mind for the rest of the night.

 

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She drove home feeling stupid, but wondering if they could really resist getting naked and more if they had ended up in bed together. Maxine dropped her keys and took his card out, she bit her lip and wondered if it was too soon too call.

She picked up her phone dialed his number and set it to speaker phone as she slipped off her shoes. It rang, and she was almost ready to give up when..