Parent hood

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"I really enjoy having my nipples sucked on, but they are just big enough I can't reach them myself." So many films had focused on her lactating, and she had never tired of it, having two men or women or a mixture nursing on her tender tits until she was fit to burst. She laid down on her bed, curled on her side, casually letting one hand stroke up her leg to her bare quivering pussy.

She had been waxed so often the hairs that had grown back were soft and wispy, which of course he knew. "You make me want to please myself," which was saying a lot for a former porn start who pleasure had been work, not leisure.

"I am a little afraid that if I get there early we won't make it to dinner."

 

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David loved hearing Maxine confess her favorite things during sex, letting him in to what she desired. "I'll have to make sure I give your breast much needed attention". It was about then that he was getting off himself, stroking himself as he thought of her. "Don't afraid to do so" he said to her. "You shouldn't be afraid to do what feel right to you. If you were to come over in the morning, I'm sure we could work up an appetite so we'd have no choice but to eat."

 

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She felt and saw the blush extend down her neckline. The man could make her blush, something she wasn't used to. It was oddly appealing to know there was no need to seduce him or be seduced by him, that they already had somehow mutually agreed to please each other.

He would feed her whatever she wanted, and not just some nutrient rich milky shake to keep her hydrated and lactating. Milk shakes were of course still her favorite, but the ones commercially made were a far cry from those she had at work.

"David?" she whispered filling his name with a question, "Is it all right if we do other things than those which might result," she stumbled over her words feeling silly about even asking him, "result in a baby?" Not that she didn't want a baby and with him, but just that she wasn't ready to be trying just yet.

 

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"I'd love to" he replied with little hesitation. "It good for us to enjoy one another, I mean if you and I are going to make a baby, we have to learn to love one another as well. It's always fun to enjoy the journey". Thought I would like to know what type of things you're talking about... that is if your not embarrassed to say so."

 

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She giggled softly, at the thought of her doctor not knowing about the acts that would not risk a pregnancy, she bit her lip refraining from asking if he needed an instructional video. Thoughts raced through her head, and she opted against mentioning toys, that would make it too much like what she filmed with women, and she didn't want to associate him with that.

But it did make her response easier, "Anything two women, or two men might do," since they obviously couldn't do things to cause a pregnancy. She hoped that would make things clearer and as a doctor surely he was passingly familiar with homosexual activities.

 

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David didn't entirely understand Maxine's reason for giggling. It seemed like a legitimate question. David only asked simply because he knew that not all women liked the same thing. Some women oral, anal, fucking between their best and various other things while some women didn't. As Maxine answered rather vaguely, in retrospect he felt silly for asking. After all she had been in the business for quite sometime so perhaps she enjoyed a wide range of things.

David looked at his clock and noticed it was late, and it seemed that those 5 glasses of rum and coke were getting to him. "Maxine," he said softly "I'm getting kind of tired... I think I'm gonna get some sleep." he went under his covers and began to tuck himself him "hypothetical... if I were to say keep my door unlocked, would you feel inclined to let yourself in, sneak into my bedroom and sleep with...just sleep?"

 

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"Hypothetically, yes," in truth she'd probably zone out and sleep in. While the thought of sleeping with him was probably at the top of her fantasy list, she was too tired to drive now. She had been idly playing with herself, stroking the warm soft wet lips of her pussy, teasing herself, she had gone to sleep many times tired and frustrated, this time she was tired but so far from frustrated that she had no word for it.

"Would you be spooning me, or would I be spooning you?" she wanted the image in her mind to be right, whether she would be pressed up against him, or feel him wrapped up behind her.

 

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"Well..." David began his words sort of separating from one another as his eyes became a little. "I figured we'd be sort of cuddling.... you facing me as we hold one another.... maybe a few kisses going back and forth between us." For a moment he dazed off, yet Maxine was still in his mindset. "You know, I live in a very safe place... so if say you were to come here in the morning..... and were still asleep... and you were still a bit tired... I wouldn't mind you inviting yourself in for a nap." David was entering a bit of that fade where he wasn't quite asleep or awake.

 

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"That would be very tempting, and tough to want to sleep," she drowsily agreed that facing him, holding and being held in return, was a pretty good image, she could imagine the feel of his body pressed to hers. Both trying to sleep and resist the urge to roll on top and take it all the way.

Her next thought is of falling asleep with him still inside her, the ultimate act of trust and intimacy. She had done so in giving, fucking an actress until she passes out, and holding her while the filming went on. Then fucking her until she woke up, but with him it would not be so calculated, with cameras filming from all angles.

The darkness of night, she had never had sex in the dark. She wondered what it would be like to be touched under the cover of darkness, "So no door man to wonder why I'm showing up at 4am in a raincoat?" she teased, yawning, debating whether to make the effort to get off before she is too tired to do so.

 

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The sweet call of slumber was pulling David closer and closer, Maxine's words becoming a bit more faint, almost an echo. "Just tell him you're there to see me...I think he'll understand. He's been telling me I need to find a woman anyway." David was friend with the Sal, the door man who watched over the place. He was old guy who had been married for year. Every time David talked to him, Sal would always ask when he was going to settle down. If he saw someone like Maxine come over and ask for David not only would he escort her, he'd probably unlock the door too.

"Just get here when you can.... I have no trouble sleeping late with you." David was tired he needed to sleep "Sweetie, don't be offended if I fall asleep... I'm just really tired."

 

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"I know the feeling," she turned her head and glanced at a clock, noticing the time. Her fingers stroking lightly, just enjoying the feeling, knowing she was undoubtedly too tired to get going enough to get off. "I suppose one of us should hang up now," she yawned again, turning on her side hugging a pillow imagining how nice his warm body would feel next to hers.

 

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David didn't say much as Maxine hung up the phone. His eyes were already too heavy to lift as he heard the click. He drifted fast to sleep with ease, though he slept in what was now an empty he hoped that Maxine would in fact take him up on his offer and come sleep with him in his bed so he could feel her warm body bundle up with his.

 

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Maxine was used to power naps, but had grown used to getting a full nights sleep during retirement. Being woke up by sunlight instead of artificial methods, so she woke up at the crack of dawn. She was naked, and she blushed at thought of going to his place wearing just a coat. She got out of bed, stretching, feeling her body tingle at thought of being with David today. She wondered if he was wearing anything to bed as she searched for something to wear. Something that would work going to his place, and leaving it.

She opted for a denim halter top dress, without a bra it wasn't decent, and she wasn't in mood to bother with a bra. She was wearing panties, feeling the need for one last barrier between them. So what if that barrier was lavender satin? and as soft as a gentle breeze on her pussy.

She did put on a coat, so as to not show the whole world her assets. She drank a glass of milk, then put on a pair of heels, grabbed her purse and headed for her car. The drive into town had never seemed so long. She found the address easily enough, parked her car.

The door man seemed surprised she was there for the Doctor, confirming he didn't have lady callers early on Saturday, and if he did they did not look like her. He offered to escort her up but she smiled.

"He's expecting me." It was still early and the world was sleeping in on Saturday. She stood in front of his door for several moments, drawing the feeling of anticipation around her like a warm protective cloak. She hadn't felt such anticipation in what felt like forever. Her hand rested on the door knob and then it turned as if it was waiting for this moment turning easily in her hand.

She wondered if he was awake yet as she entered his place.

 

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While David usually wore boxers and a shirt after taking a shower before bed, he would always send up sleeping only in his boxers. that was unless it was cold out then he would wear more warmer attire. As David slept, stints of Maxine played in his head. He already thought of them in bed, holding one another during a cold night. His hand on her pregnant stomach as he kissed her softly. He didn't want to think ahead, but he couldn't help it. In the end, he knew he follow the whole Indiana Jones route and just play as he went in hopes that it lead to a happy ending. It worked well so far.

David liked keeping his bedroom concealed in darkness, the large lack blind covering the large glass window that would reveal everything if he were to keep them open. He drowsily awoke as he walked into his kitchen walking in his boxers as he seeked out a glass of waters. The cool liquid feeling refreshing as he drank it. It was then that he heard his door open and he turned to see Maxine right there only a few feet away from him. He probably should have been embarrassed to have her see him in only his boxer, but part of him didn't care. "Glad you made it" he said, his eyes still filled with sleep.

 

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"Sal was a real gem," she took off her jacket and hung it up. She felt odd being dressed but was unsure of how much his windows showed to his neighbors. Maxine having been exposed for so long had an aversion to exhibitionist activities. Another reason she loved her country home. She could walk around naked and never worry about some perv thinking she was available.

"Hungry?" she asked moving to the kitchen.

 

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"A little bit" David said as he watched Maxine walk to the kitchen. Her body seeming to pour out of her clothes as his eyes stayed onto her. "I actually figured I was the one who would be making you something to eat." His feet stuck to the hardwood floors as he leaned in to kiss her, their last embrace seeming to have been forever. "I guess I should get something on" he said, realizing he was still in his boxers.

 

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"Only if you feel it is necessary, I was thinking I'd be getting out of this dress pretty soon," she smiled. He was nervous, and him seeming nervous made her less nervous. "I had a glass of milk, so I'm not starving." She stood just a little way away not in his space, but within touching distance.

"I'm kind of sorry I didn't catch you in bed." She faked a yawn, giving a goofy grin.

 

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David searched her face, her grin making him crack a smile along with her suggestive words. Really?" he replied as he took her hand, leading her to his bed room, the room a bit dark from the curtain, but enough for them to see one another. It was then that David dictated his movement "So say if I were in bed, my eyes closed and you were right there, what exactly would you be inclined to do?"

 

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"First I would take off my dress," she slipped out of her shoes and undid her dress and wiggled out of it, "Quietly," she added placing her dress in a semi neat pile with the shoes. "Then approach from the empty side of bed." Her lavender panties were damp as she stepped around the bed. "Then slip under the covers," she did so letting it drape at her waist, leaving her ample breasts exposed. "Then curl up with you, perhaps oh so gently rolling you to face me."

 

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David never took his eyes off of Maxine. While he had seen her in less compromising manners, seeing her breast only wearing panties that seemed to excite him even more so than if she was nude was amazing. As she laid right next to him, he was immediately attracted to her warmth. "How lovely would it be to wake up to you" he said, "It would be pure impulse to kiss you softly as my hand move onto your waist" He wasted little time doing so as his lips locked onto her's, hand hand moving upward to her breast giving them a soft squeeze.

 

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Maxine purred softly, "I would have trouble to not touch you in return, but in interest of staying within bounds so to speak might suggest you tie me up." She blushed deeply at her opening suggestion. "Or let me tie you up," she stammered feeling her pulse race, feeling the desire, the need building within her. "Then again, my panties should help me resist, crossing the line." She felt so close to him, rubbing up against him, enjoying the feel of his warm masculine body.

"I just think touching you and being touched by you will be a temptation I won't be able to resist."

 

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The idea of tying Maxine up was a thought that had not crossed David, but it did very much excite him. "such a shame" he replied "I don't seem to have any rope to do so". It was then that his hand fell to her panties a bit of shock as he felt how wet she had become by him, was this a result of last night's lovely array of phone calls. His fingers slipped inside her panties feeling her slit in a less professional manner.

"I think me inside is something I can no longer anticipate." he said tugging at her panties. "I think it's time we see how we connect on a more sexual level, seeing you bounce up and down on top of me." That was David's more subtle way of saying he wanted to fuck her right now.

 

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Being paid to act, even if it was porn, gave her the ability to shield her reactions. Maxine covered with the shy routine, lowered eyes, licking her lips, buying time to think of what to do and say.

She had feared this would happen, and even had warned him, but then again he was a simple hot blooded man, and probably didn't think anything wrong with wanting to fuck her. Fuck, that was probably the word that irritated her the most. Maxine debated, as to what would happen if she continued on this line.

Great sex for sure, but would she respect him in the morning? Heck she'd never wanted to respect a man after sex.

If she refused, well then it would probably be over, he wouldn't be able to understand why she would allow herself to be paid for sex but not have sex with him.

She was damned if she did and damned if she didn't.

"I doubt that would be a problem, after all we are two healthy adults." She hedged, realizing how far normal was away from her life, and maybe she'd never be able to enjoy normal because of her career in porn. Then if she couldn't enjoy sex with him, then she'd never be able to enjoy sex with any man.

 

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David was a doctor, his job was to find out people problems in a physical way which usually had him giving regular exams and check ups. But sometimes people would hide things, personal things that could help David figure out if there was anything wrong. While some patients eventually cracked when asked, other time he had to search them. Looking at the way they acted searching their eyes and mouths. Even with the dim lighting, David could see Maxine's face and felt some regret for what he said.

She had left the industry to start a family, to find true love. He had no idea if she saw her work in a positive light or just a necessary evil to being financially secure. Either way, David felt ashamed to think that she was just a sex symbol. Granted she talked about her thoughts of him doing a more intimate medical examination of her, but he need to show her that there was so much more to sex than just raw animal lust.

"Actually, I have an idea" he said "I want you to take your panties and I'll take off my boxer and for now... all we'll do is kiss and we'll see where it takes us." part of David felt the Maxine may have been confused "We're wired for sex. To deny your own sexuality is to deny being human. I want to show you that sex can be not only stimulating and pleasurable, but intimate as well. You think you can do that with me?"

 

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"Wanting something, doesn't mean it will be good for you in the long run." FUCK she had so much fucking baggage that she didn't even realize until she wanted to throw it all out the window. Fuck it would be so much easier if she didn't care about him.

Fuck, she knew as much as he did about sex, and she was doing her best not to distance herself from the act. She had never considered that she had done such a good job separating herself from work that she might never be able to emotionally engage.

At the same time she was worried about him, that she wasn't strong enough to resist, and that he had no reason to consider resisting. She opened her eyes and looked at him, guilt, shame, desire mingled in the warm brown pools.

"I can try," she closed her eyes again, not to shut him out, but because in her career it was always wides open, so having her eyes closed was a sign of trust.