Place of Cheer.. help with INDEX

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I keep popping in to see news of how you are doing, Fred. A small smile to hopefully give you a nice dream whilst you rest x

BabyBlue, It is going slow.. had to yell at doctor and nurse to get them to listen to me. I drink 2 -1 oz shot of COCA-COLA SYRUP AND QT OF ENSURE a oz at a time when sleep for 2 hours and do it again. Keep doing it 24/7.. I throw up most ..when infectionis back have sores on hand.

it will be slow to heal.

Thank you for the lovely picture BIG SMILE from me WOW

Hugs

old borg fred

 

[Lovely2222]

Hello my sweet. Stopping by to say hello and to thank you for all the indexes that you prepared and published. They are appreciated.

 

[drtshare]

Hello my sweet. Stopping by to say hello and to thank you for all the indexes that you prepared and published. They are appreciated.

Hello Lovely Lady, nice to see you back. I am happy you find my indexes useful. It is rare to be told that anymore. THANK YOU!!

hugs

old borg fred

 

[drtshare]

I have been asked how I am doing. Well every 2 hour I drink 2 -1 oz shot of Coca-Cola syrup when a Qt malt basic of Ensure and a few other things added. I throw up most of it.

I have infection sore on my hand and in blood so fighting high temps. I am weak and pain meds have my mind in a fog

Doctor feel they surgery and scoping done has help open up my GI so things will move thru again.

But stuff still is not being taken in by my body. The gastric emptying study timed out at 32 hours with in take of less than 10%.

My liver level are to high so changes being made to TPN mix ... kidneys function is better since I started drinking Ensure mix.

not that problem is Lit server or my system keep closing and I have to post

 

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[talikat]

My liver level are to high so changes being made to TPN mix ... kidneys function is better since I started drinking Ensure mix.

((((((((((((Fred))))))))))))))) Love you!!!

 

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((((((((((((Fred))))))))))))))) Love you!!!

LOVE YOU TOO TALI!!

hugs

old borg fred

 

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well I'm done drinking for now and thrown up once back to bed for now.

old borg fred

 

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[murmurmara]

Goodness, Fred. Sorry to hear that the system hasn't kicked in yet.
Thinking of you and wishing you well.
A smile for you:

one of the out-takes from "Winter: the cold girl" shoot for the Living Works of Art Challenge

 

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talikat needs a index

Lovely lady is working with me to give me the right order and where she has posted. So I will be working on cleaning up her index..I AM DONE thank you Talikat for your help finding all that you have shared

hugs

fred

1. BeFunky_B&w_1 p71. 2.white panties_2 p168 3. BeFunky_001_2. p197 4. front_4 5.side_1 6. peek_1 7._Cartoonizer_1 p310 8.original back p324 9.naked scarf p497 10.tank p657

11.My favorite black jeans front 12.My favorite black jeans back p854 Skirt and a blouse for a friend 13.blouse_001 14.skirt_005 15.back_004 butt p882 16.belly_2 p50 White shirt and shorts 17._one_002back 18.two_01front 19.three_003side p1104 20. hoody1

21.hoody p1173 22.front cold shower 23. back4 cold shower p1240 24. undies p1245 25.snow p1273 26.up 27.down 28.back p1316 29.july4th p1348 30.laying

31.holding 32.eating p1429 Daisy Duke season so........33.tied 34.untied 35.back p1527 One bubbly boob and some shower pics 36. bubblyboob005-1 37.shower003-3 38.back008 39.rinsing009-1 p1662 40.014boobs window

41.009 window 42.002butt-1 window p1745 43.bjersey p11 I think my slip is showing 44.006-2sitting 45.011crawl 46.017-1oops 47.012back p1951 Just some T and A 48. 007-1one-tit 49.012-2two tit 50.015-1three ass p2053

51.boob flash for redskins p2175 52.boobs p60 53.boob smash p62 I'm 50 years old today so I put on my birthday suit 54.B&W birthday suit 55. sepia birthday suit p2243 56.jeans p1 57.up under breasts p2353 Some braless boobs 58.002 braless boobs 59.005 braless boobs 60.006 braless boobs p2185

61.butt p2413 62.jeans p107 63.jeans 3 p155 Dilbert hitched a ride...LOL64.010Dilbert 65.011Dilbert p201 weird angles jeans66.009weird angles 67.012 weird angles p238 68.metallica 69.005 I shrunk my leather jacket p257 70.Under the veil p2516

Save the boobies71.bandw p61 72.bathing suit top p68 73.over jean overalls 74.side jean overalls 75.back jean overalls p297 76.boobs p83 77. one in the mirror 78.two in the mirror 79.three in the mirror p2660 Some mirror stuff,80. back

81. butt 82.side 83.sunny p393 84.001jeans butt p415 85.butt hands p454 Merry Christmas Everyone!!86.blackandwhitetinsel 87.blackandwhitesanta p2922 88.011frontjeans 89.010jeans p473 90.redskins p32

91.002the nerdiest thing I own p200 white shirt shots92.013-4shirt 93.side 94.018-1body p3212 Paired Pics95.Pervy_Sage and talikat p528 96.tchtali Touch 72 and talikat p604 97.Inspirinious and talikat p710 Black and white jeans98.018laying 99.012boobhold 100.jeansbutt p510

What's up Doc?101.009-10bugs 102.016-4bugs 103.017-4bugs 104.020-1bugs p3382 105.002 thinking jeans p541 106.001-20red camel toe p72 107.wineglass p3418 Paired pics108. TaliKat & AmberSean1968 & AmberSean1968 p1199 109.birthday p662 110.hands p4

111.004 lower jeans 112.005 butt lower jeans 113.006hand in jeans p614 114.010-11thaneofcawdorbd p5 115.Monday tummy p145 116.007Mug cat Widget p69 117.003eye p214 118.neck p3517 Paired 119.crash and talikat p338 120. 006-12toe Saturday p173

121.sun & coffee p453 Paired 122.liquid_dares and talikat p1775 123.008-8morning p594 124. Where's your uniform? p693 125.coffeednk p875 126.shadow p3568 127.camel toe skirt p194 128.darestali liquid_dares and talikat p1855 129. sunshine coffee p1306 130. guitarpic p3676

131.002 coffee feet up p1720 132. sunshine2 p1775 133.mug p1920
134. 002good morning p1929 135. 8559up I see you how is you head? p6 136.015-4 B&W Boobs p1008 137.013-5 color boobs 34D p1009 138.006kill before coffee p1969 139.happy monday coffee p2009 140.001Dilbert on guard p2037

141.002-32coffee p2051 142.Collage of talikat in man white shirt p35 143.morning-coffee p2066 144.003-22humpday p2120 145.006-7lean p24 146.001morning! p2142 147.o-MOTHERS-DAY-CUTE-KID-NOTE-facebook p3101 148.001 Coffee p2189 149.Collage talikat and the lovely pfflyerhot with our left boobies!! p1998 150.004-23morning p2202

151.012teddy2 p2228 152.001 boob 153.002 boob p3766 154.Collagepft lovely pfflyerhot and talikat 155.pftcollage lovely pfflyerhot and talikat p2024 156.004-25HD coffee p2249 157.coffee-cup-shadow-2 p2261 158.005-18 coffee p2277 159.001 coffee p2285 160. CollageENtali talikat and EndlessNameless p2061

161.cloak p3924 162.003 everyday undies at work p26 163.CollageENtalidog dogwatch has joined talikat and EndlessNameless in playing nekkid guitar!! p2081 164.001-43flower nightie p95 165._Collagemejason p2095 166.HappyBirthdayCoffee Crash! p2348 167.reflection p4039 168.laceybutt p59 169.sunny boobs 34D p1147 170.Collage-7 Clothes and naked p39

171.boobs still 34D p1398 172.006-16hands p8 173.Collage Love, peace and rock n roll hands. p53 174.004-24guitar p88 175.002 water hand p152 176. grab p156 177. 001-12 sitting in lace p4297 178.002butt-1Hands holding p291 179.smile for Emmy p4 180.005-1 soapy breasts

181. 008 soapy arm-back 182.008 soapy arm-back p58 183. 010 Dilbert hands p373 184.00 Driving Miss Daisy p382 185.squeezed breasts p 186.003 your hand here 442 187.001 lovely 34D p1766 188.upshot_005 Busy hands p490 189.007 just day dreaming hands p625 190.bay Just sittin on the dock of the bay p4483

191.back side of the jersey p 34 192. 001eye p711 193.jeans lovely hands p752 194.um body light and dark p4541 195.001hardhat p132 196.003 B&W 34D's p2062 197.002 Anybody need a coaster for their beer? p176 198. handbra p946 199.guitar hands p1002 200.BD51f Bithday girl 51 front

201.BD51b Bithday girl 51 back p4612 202.001 BRALESS 34D 203.004 UNDER BOOBS 34D p2312 204.hair ..hands.. the body.. that ass.. the long legs..OMG The Curves p2011 205.shower boobs 34D 206.white under boobs 34D p2402 207.008-8coffee hand p1053 208.019 hug yourself p4715 209. 013candle lit 34D p2505 210. 006-13hand Smooshy boobs p1100

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221._halloween zombie hand 222.hands and some belly dancing p1187 223.CollagePS&T_ Pervy Sage and talikat p2223 224.001-48hand 225.012-11hand p35 226.009-9hand in panties p111 227.001sweater p1158 228.001LWD white dress p14 229.Collage on & off p60 230.guitar3 p16

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241.robe p2 242.006shadow 243.001blooper1 p4 244.tank Tank Tops color 245.001-42over tank Tank Tops B&W p58 246.004-12 without bras after long day p2261 247.xmas p2802 248.ornament p8 249.23bb24fa_owave Tidal Wave p51 250. 004tie p198

251. 004tieb&wtie a nip and a tie B&W p84 252.ca6c0fa9_o Behind wet glass 34Ds p3012 253. 01ae54a3_o Joker 34Ds p3038 254.joker my favorite Joker!! p2288 255.a6508fe7_o Merry Christmas and Happy New Year p15 256.Collage Pervys and talikat 257. Collage2 Pervys and talikat p2278 258.earring p39 259.beach-1 p125 260.006-14bed p1198p

261.uaRKQa8bTtO2P1mQOiXO_Tree Car Top p995 262.framecane Christmas 34Ds 263.bowbelly Christmas 34Ds p3217 264.002grabbampw Merry Christmas 265.insideb&w Merry Christmas 266.presentbow Merry Christmas p130 267.undhandxmas Merry Christmas p953 268.santaglove 269.treehands p1290 270. boobbow Merry Christmas p155

271.ba97452c_o Merry Christmas Fred p1207 272.Happynewyear p4 273.happynewyea3 p1216 274.010long underwear p977 275.bra size p30 276.001 trying to stay warm hands p1365 277.hat 278.crack 279.peekaboo p921 280.legsjpg in the poofy slip

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291.nightgown p2320 292.kitty p3772 293. Sherman p1420 294.front the dress that goes with the slip 295.cleavage the dress that goes with the slip 296.upfront the dress that goes with the slip 297.upback the dress that goes with the slip 298.off the dress that goes with the slip p277 299.valentine p308 300. love p1701

301.003-35 Arty me p3 302.001flash the 34Ds. p3962 303.005 hand.. The Thing p1733 304. ticket p1778 305.artycrap1 back 306.artycrap2 back hands ass 307.cousinItt 1792 308.scarf 34Ds. p4069 309.holding hand breast p1878 310.001jeans panties p951

311.002 Blue undies p253 312.006 B&W butt p3362 313. something ..working hands p1893 314.stand socks 315.legs socks 316.sit socks 317.up socks p1 318.001 heart socks p181 319.sthands Happy St. Patrick's Day p1957 320.stpsocks Happy St. Patrick's Day p216

321.stpat Happy St. Patrick's Day p361 322.stpat1 Happy St. Patrick's Day! 34Ds 323.stpat Happy St. Patrick's Day! 34Ds! p4126 324.toe my hunting socks 325.half my hunting socks 326.up my hunting socks 327.pull my hunting socks 328.feet my hunting socks p355 329.output_2mHUZ3 socks gif p356 330.guitarhand p1983

331.3 Good morning Fred socks p415 332.bwhands I look like I have a stomach ache or something..horny maybe p2006 333.dontknow 334. bwbutt p375 335.hair p2645 336.handk p471 337.003 cleavage p149 338. 001 No Bra p2400 339.easterhands2 p2061 340.eastersocks p504

341.001 free coffee p3101 342. front sock monkey 343leg2 sock monkey 344.monk sock monkey p609 345.b&wmonkey 346.leg B&W Monkey 347.004 x-ray monkey p423 348.one hand 1 tip p2122 349.gtfo p2548 350.007socks p649

351.crap More arty p442 352. 001-bra 34D tag 353.bra 34D p84 354.boobcake p2601 355.cleavage No bra for Metal p2530 356.hair & cleavage p2751 357.hug p3347 358.guitarhands2 p2182 359.b&wguitar 360.guitarhands p466

361.guitar34D p4519 362.socks1 363.socks2 364.socks3 365. socks4 p688 366.cleavage Saturday p162 367.bad day p2843 368.fingerandtoes p2217 369.kiss p1357 370.monkey hands p2268

371. oops hanging 372.lay p488 373.front p17 374.memorialday hands p2280 375.heart p1375 376.b&wjeans 377.ozzy p996 378.b&wboobs p536 379.Black-andWhite-Portraits_6 p2600 380.eye p64

381.hhands p2439 382.boobs for Tuesday p20 383.darkhairjuly Happy 4th of July p2992 384.julyhands p2473 385.4julyboa 386.4thjuly2 387.4thjuly3 388.4thjuly1 p783 389.b&wJuly p628 390.july34d p4917

391. buns B&W p13 392.red Titty Tuesday p99 393.one 34 Ds 394.two 34 Ds p16 395. lace hand WOW p2507 396.eyes p148 397.cleavage p62 398.sunnybuns p64 399.transparent 400. transparent2 p289

401.boobs hairy 34Ds p450 402.008scarf Titties p184 403.bed blanket 404.bed2 blanket 405.side blanket p521 406.chains titty p2574 407.down Upside down boobs phttp://forum.literotica.com/showpost.php?p=69717839&postcount=208 408.boobs 34 Ds p553 409.wet t-shirt 410.wet p718

411.51 yrs in chains p1169 412. b&w TITTY TUESDAY p252 413.workouthands p2634 414.1 talikat and Inspirinious*** p1 415.someass 416.butt p1287 417. grab p2657 418.nipslip 419. holding breasts 420.undies p913

421. boobs p287 422. 2ndbutton p1056 423.thigh p1256 424.oneeye p280 425.towel 426.towel2 p1591 427.handinpanties p1169 428.cross hands p2708 429.dark hair p3203 430.tie

431. tie2 p908 432.tie3 Suit porn 34Ds p874 433.overalls 434.overalls2 p1806 435.belly p277 436. shirt p2090 437.moon p958 438.formara p2827 439.hat 440.hat2 p2311

441.seethru p2400 Talikat 52yrs birthday 442.butterflies2 443.butterflies p1100 444.BDhands52 p2872 445.peekaboo 446.leg 447. back 448.back2 p2562 449.battle-for-the-planet-of-the-apes-gorillas1 p4105 450.bed p27

451.sheet p1572 452.rabbitorduck 453.duckorrabbit 454.thatsall p286 455.handbra 456.butt 457.negative p2974 458.pole 459.toes p156 460.butt p1644

461.Collage talikat and the wonderful zhutt p2414 462.boob p27 463.tired eyes p482 464.towel p55 465.butt p329 466.butt & socks p1719 467.guitarhands p3068 468.allfours p3456 469.partial p168 470.nightie

471.thong p1222 472.fringe p1434 473.boobs p1058 474.fringe2 p2555 475.shoulder p78 476.towel1 477.towel2 478.towel3 479.towel4 p121 480. B&Wghost

481. B&Wzombie p1322 482. zombiehands p3153 483. oylcollage 484. Oyl2 485. Oyl3 486. Oyl4 487. oyl5 p1006 488. evileyes p524 489. Collage-talikat & Zhutt p2451 490. Oyl p1451

491. saxtalicollage p2461 492. veteransday p3203 493. back p111 494. shoulders p284 495. sun p1305 496. shoulder p355 497. turkey p1461 498. Dad p3238 499. 002grabbampw p77 500. peek p277

501. sun p3275 502. B&Wxmasback p127 503. EnglishBreakfast_ p 504. santamug p4118 505. xmasbutt p615 506. over p22 507. xmashair p3514 508. xmaspcb p318 509. xmasnobra p2563 510. xmascleavage p227

511. xmashands p3337 512. xmasboobs p1877 513. xmasass 514. xmassocks2 515. xmassocks3 p1031 516. B&Wxmas 517. B&Wxmas2 518. B&Wxmas3 p1609 519. LBxmas 520. xmasback p148

521. hold p2170 522. 001-Paying my debt! p89 523. valentines p3568 Just a couple! Or three, the last one came out weird but I kind of liked it.524. 525. 526. p1156. 527. Profile shot! p19 528. lips p124 Some more cleavage!529. clvg 530. clvg2 p733

531. butt p29 Batman 34Ds p2738 532. macbd p474 533. nightie P1512 534. 34d P3011 535. bd34d p1522 536. thong2 537. thong p917 538. book p3886 Still 34Ds! Have a great Saturday!!539. 34d p3783 Took one for you Mara!!540. ghand p4049

541. Thighs --007socks p36 542. twoeyes p1136 543. Just the tops-009 p123 544. Blooper-001blooper1 p6

HAPPY BIRTHDAY talikat
I made it to another birthday so it's birthday suit time again. I'm 53! 545. b&wfront 546. uptop 547. back p2484 548. I'm 53 today!!! 53bd p2525 549. My 34Ds are 53 today!--34d53 p4309 550. Birthday hands!! 53!--53hands p4195

551. Venus Callipyge p84 I had some fun with this one! I don't have a giant clam shell handy so I got the next best thing, I found a picture of one and used it as background. It came out pretty good 552. birthofvenus p131 This is the first time I'm seeing us all together and WOW! Great job putting this together Icy! And ladies!! Love you all! 553. image-2559 p2558 This is one of my favorites! 554. bay p134 This is a 'fuck it, it's good enough' pics. 555. winter(thecoldgirl) p257







Special ID 1. 004-29 black tank top to bed p49 Special ID 2. Collagemetallica p 72 Special ID 3 9ab82517-60d7-44de-b603-e178c9aec062 Just a sheet p201 Special ID Talikat and Saxon_Hart Rock Out p2439
































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[drtshare]

Goodness, Fred. Sorry to hear that the system hasn't kicked in yet.
Thinking of you and wishing you well.
A smile for you:

one of the out-takes from "Winter: the cold girl" shoot for the Living Works of Art Challenge

Mara,
Sadly, It will take time to get back to some what normal if it ever gets there. I just keep trying as that's all I can do... hell been in nursing home condo going on 20 yrs... out lived a few doctors and nurse and one of the owner of the home..

Anytime you post on Cheer I smile and when your share picture WOW BIG SMILE

hugs

old borg fred

 

[_me_]

*Hugs* Fred.
Wish I could make it better.

 

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*Hugs* Fred.
Wish I could make it better.

Sweet_me_ you do make it better BIG SMILE WOW

hugs

old borg fred

 

[_me_]

Sweet_me_ you do make it better BIG SMILE WOW

hugs

old borg fred

 

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_me_
love kisses from you.How are you doing? Not good morning for me was awaken by nurse start having a seizure. One drug level was to high so had to take 3 drug to stop the seizure.
hugs

old borg fred

 

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Friends please think good thoughts and prays for Sweet Emmy that her open radiation burns,..heal fast and pain goes away.

old borg fred

 

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I'm posting copies of indexes I working on because of lit 5000 post rule

My sweet wonderful the best ever caring friends.
My old thread got closed so a new one.
Since sweet Sassy is the one that brings news and updates, I thought of this title....
I m doing not to bad after the 4th chemo (yeah I m half way ), and with my sister in law here, its nice to being pampered and just rest.
But I do miss you all, and again THANK THANK YOU FOR YOUR NEVER ENDING SUPPORT. YOU ALL
And Sassy as soon as I m back on my feet, and all is done, we so going to celebrate.
rose kiss heart

(and of course some silly snap shots I just took......)

Life with Sassy & Emmy Index
SMILING & SEXY EMMY and cute pussy1. 2. 3. 4. p1

SassySheDevil...Emmy Sent me an excited message this morning, so I thought I would share. 5. p55

Its the last day that my sister in law is here, was great to just relax and being pampered. Happy Hump Day my sweet ones, make it a naughty one6. 7. 67

Anyone free to bring me a coffee pretty please8. p454

Little bald me......9. p4102

Emmy is on the train to see her Plastic Surgeon. She's not sure she is going to get any more boob pumping. Since she has been losing weight, she is afraid she will look like boobs and bones. But she sent me some pictures to post for you all...11. 12. p183

Ms Emmy has Chemo 5 today. She said she will send that picture later. She sent me some pictures of the pretty new dress she got yesterday. So I will post those for you. Her Dr agreed that no more boob pumping and they will start on the reconstruction after Chemo and before radiation. Most likely somewhere around September. So she is super happy and looking forward to that.13. 14. 15. 16. p191

Chemo number 5 .Go Emmy!17. p198

I love you all my sweet wonderful ones. And yup took some silly pictures just now , scars and all, and my booster is still on, its an injection for 27 hours to prevent infections.18. 19. 20. 21. 22. 206

And some more, but I ditched the bra, it looked to silly23. 24. 25. 26. p207

Because it's been a while. I think you all need an Emmy smile27. p279

Finally heard from Emmy and I'm just going to share the conversation. She has been hit pretty damn hard this time.28. 29. 30. 31. p284

And here we are boys and girls. Chemo Number 6!!!32. . p336

older pic of Emmy. You all need a smile. 33. p364

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY, MY SWEET WONDERFUL AMAZING FRIENDS. Of course I m wearing my starts and stripes today, so some silly pics34. 35. 36. 37. 38. p370

But here some silly EMM pics, and yup now and than I still get horny and mmmm my magic wand is YUMMMMMM39. 40. 41. 42. 43. p468

Since you bumped 44. p2475

Here you all go. Chemo number 7!!! The Amazing and beautiful Emmy!!45. . p492

Good Morning all.
I got number 7 of chemo yesterday, yeah one more to go.
Than a month of much needed rest, September my reconstruction surgery and than 35 days straight of radiation. But the end is finally in sight.....

HUGS AND LOVE TO YOU ALL
And F***** YOU Cancer

2 pics when I started chemo always took a number picture so here is 7
the other one is , I started a board with the 100 days of chemo treatment, every day I cross one off. It so helped me to see it reducing to right now the last 13 days till I get chemo 8.46. 47. p2347


(and 13 more days and than yeahhhhh48. 49. 50. p510

have a bunch of pics..... first ones are silly ones I send my wonderful Sassy last week.... from my bath to my bed.... so the bath one don't open if you don't want to see Emm's scars... but there part of me.51. 52. 53. 54. p588

And some silly pics I took just now. MMMM and now its nap time, anyone wants to join me55. 56. 57. 58. 59. p589

I SO LOVE YOU ALL. SO BIG KISSES60. p590

I think I have found the real reason that Emmy is tired all the time. If my deck looked like this, I'd be tired too lol61. 62. 63. p602

Sassy Happy Tuesday everyone!!64. p632

I m so counting of to Friday, my last chemo, YEAHHHHHH.65. 66. 67. 68. 69. p63470

Proud of my almost 34B with scars and all.....70. p4124

SassySheDevil Ok the messages she sent me yesterday about her trip into town..71. 72. 73. p671

Morning my wonderful ones. Happy Friday. I m on the , to the city. Yeahhhh my last chemo74. p672

Sassy ...Good morning Beautiful!! Her 8th and last Chemo. She is 3 hours in and her red blood cell count is up. She is going to take a nap. So she said to have a great day. 75. p679

SassySheDevil Haystack Rock.76. p689

SassySheDevil Henna. Pretty version before it flakes off and dries77. p698

SassySheDevil Here is a video I made for Emmy but it was too big to text.78. p702

SassySheDevil Happy National GirlFriends day to my favorite woman ever!!! I love you to pieces and I'd be lost without you. You've taught me so much about love and friendship.79. p718

Well. Sadly Emmy didn't get the news she wanted, and also that reconstruction wont be taking place next month, which means we have to rework our plans on when I get to go visit. I was hoping to be there for her for that, but they told her that it will take a year from start to finish. But here is what she did tell me.80. 81. p738

My sweet wonderful ones, have a great day. Keep smiling, life is great and beautiful. (and some silly leftover pictures from last week , last one has SCARS)82. 83. 84. 85. p747

I went shopping, got myself 2 new bikini's and a hat.(IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS DON'T OPEN THE LAST PICTURE)86. 87. 88. 89. 90. p813

Here the silly promised silly bikini pictures 91. 92. 93. 94. 95. p830

HAPPY RELAXING NAUGHTY SATURDAY, my sweet sexy wonderful LIT friends.
Off to do some much needed shopping before it gets to hot and humid, the effects of the chemo are still in my body and this weather is really taking a toll on me. But always in the mood to take and share some silly pictures96. 97. 98. 99. 100. p894

My still under construction boobies. The left is inflated to my old 34B, sadly the right needed to be deflated for the radiation that start on August 29. But there my boobs and I m darn proud of them, scars and all. you my darling Fred SO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS DON'T OPEN THE PICTURE101. p3946

So today at VS I saw these fun bralette bra's.....and I was yeah, this could be fun instead of a nipple.....102. 103. 104. 105. p860

Been ages since I posted here, so here is my... 106. p4300

Just me, scars and all..... sometimes shit happens we just have to deal with it.
Its still FYC, but so many people are worse of than me. No matter what is thrown at you, life is beautiful and great. And some amazing pictures here, love love them ALL. And thank you for this wonderful sweet caring host.(DON'T OPEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS)107. p804

Here is my hand108. p4070

Just me,...bald..... and now the eyebrows are gone to......109. p4767

Been so long that I posted here.....so some silly pics, with and without110. 111. p2378

HAPPY HUMP DAY, my wonderful sweet sexy LIT friends. Busy days here before leaving for our vacation to Portugal on Friday. Finally doing a much needed "spring cleaning". But wanted to say HI, and leave my & for you ALL. And of course112. 113. 114. 115. p901

Love you ALL, and thank you ALL again for your never ending support.
Because August 29 my next road will start, intense radiation. But since its Throwback Thursday, here some "old" silly picture116. 117. 118. 119. 120. p921

SassySheDevil Have a great time!! You will be missed (but I did download the Ap) Enjoy yourself and relax. You deserve it!!121. p931

SassySheDevil Ask and you shall receive Ms Emmy on Vacation relaxing!!122. p948

Dri gift123. p978

I feel loved. She said she was thinking of me...124. p979

But miss YOU ALL, and sending you ALL LOADS OF EMMY LOVE AND(and of course some silly pictures ) Last 3 are from me sunbathing topless on my room deck, so IF YOU DONT WANT TO SEE SCARS DON'T OPEN !125. 126. 127. 128. 129. p989

Emmys last day in Portugal and she is spending it with a 3 hour spa day and relaxing. She has had an amazing time and all the smiles she has sent have been amazing. I had to share this one though because this is what a true hero looks like...130. p1012

TGIF, my lovely ones. I know I have been absent here. Our vacation was so much fun, coming home I was pretty tired, darn jet lag. So Sunday was laundry, ironing, cleaning. Than Monday the start of my 25 radiations. So far it's going good. My left boobie is swollen and the left side of my neck stiff. But always going in with a smile, my 2 doctors are soooo cute . And having a lot of check ups. Since they took away 18 lymph nodes, I can get lymphodema what is dangerous. But my team of doctors is so great, I trust them. The hardest thing is driving back and forth to the train station. Bringing hubby in the morning, going to the city, picking hubby up late at night. But hubby is leaving tomorrow for a week meetings in Vienna, so next week will be easier with just one round trip. I m so sorry for my absence, but thank you ALL for your never ending support and love. Sassy my sweets thanks for the laughs and making my train rides fly . And of course a silly picture. I took a bunch this morning, but on the , and can only upload one... So keep posted... 131. p1075

For Fred and all the lovely breast admires and posters here. My still "under construction" boobies. My left breast is swollen because of the radiation, the right still deflated. But proud of them scars and all. (But if you don't want to see scars don't open the attachment) 132. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.47 AM #3 p4245

Sunday afternoon delight
A touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
You began your work on my lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I was filled with you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
Your hands stroked the stray strands,
Away from my forehead, then became entangled.
Our slow rhythm gave way,
To urgent and demanding thrusts of passion,
As I arched my body for your comfort,
And you threw me into ecstasy,
With the strength of your blows.
You left me screaming and soaked,
In oblivion again and again,
As you growled my name from the back of your throat,
And our bodies both demanded more,
Each giving to the other,
High on the fluids of foreign substance.
I grasped, then released you,
Grasped then released you,
In effort to relieve you of your control.
The taste of your skin between my lips,
Was like no other.
To hear your cry of mercy,
When my teeth met your warm skin,
Was more breathtaking than you knew.
Yet I still released the control to you.
As you wound your hands in my hair,
And pulled until the flesh on my neck was taut,
You moved with one final and breaking blow,
Forcing our way to the peaks of bliss,
Leaving our screams to echo on like battle cries.
I welcomed the weight of you to crush me,
As you collapsed on top of me,
Still hot and burning,
And I glowing like an ember,
Casting a welcome light,
Should you seek my gifts again.

133. Sunday afternoon delight 134. MMMMMM p1096

Afternoon my sweet wonderful sexy Lit friends. Hope everyone had a relaxing and naughty week-end. Just home from number 6 of my radiation, only 19 more to go . But feeling good, so far no burns or reddish skin, fingers crossed it stay this like this. Left boobie is still swollen.....right one still flat as a pancake lol.....but overtime I see myself in the mirror I have to laugh, because its a funny sight. LOVE LOVE YOU ALL. Sassy I so want one of those chocolate cocks , YUM, YUM...... Some silly pics I took last week 135. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.52 AM 136. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.52 AM #2. 137. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.53 AM 138. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.58 AM 139. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.58 AM #2 p1118

And some boobie pictures..... PLEASE DON'T OPEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS..... 140. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.47 AM 141. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.47 AM #2 142. Moi in B&W 143. rsz_big_&_small_boobie p1120

Good-Morning and Happy Hump Day sweet ones. My much needed coffee before my shower and going into the city for number 7. 144. Photo on 9-7-16 at 7.06 AM

Good Morning my sweet ones. Getting ready for radiation number 8 . So far all is good, besides the swelling of my left boob, no burns or redness..fingers crossed it will stay that way. But honestly counting down to October 3. YOU ALL loads of lingering 145. IMG_2687-2 achmentid=1910020&d=1473335952"]146. IMG_2688 147. IMG_2692[/URL] 148. IMG_2696 149. IMG_2697 p1135

Good Morning my sweet ones. Getting ready for radiation number 8 . So far all is good, besides the swelling of my left boob, no burns or redness....fingers crossed it will stay that way. But honestly counting down to October 3. YOU ALL loads of lingering 150. IMG_2687-2 151. IMG_2688 152. IMG_2692 153. IMG_2696 154. IMG_2697 p1135

And ready to go..... 155. IMG_2699 156. IMG_2700 p1136

Happy Sunday my sweet wonderful ones. I know today is a day of remembrance and for me it sure brought me back 15 years ago. So after my tears dried up, I cheered myself with a little trip to the mall Of course I took some euhmmm pictures. Also I do hope that loads of you watched Stand up for cancer Friday. It was so special and so moving, and loved Celine Dion. And so true , and yes I M RECOVERING..... 157. IMG_2672 158. IMG_2673 159. IMG_2674 160. IMG_2676 161. IMG_2677 p1171

Good-Morning my sweet wonderful Lit friends. What a beautiful morning. Wishing you all a great happy, smiling, naughty Tuesday. I m off for number 11 today, and more scans...... But all dressed up for it.......... Silly panties first 162. IMG_2709 163. IMG_2710 164. rsz_img_2711 p1189

I so love pink 165. IMG_2713 166. IMG_2714 167. IMG_2716 168. IMG_2717 169. IMG_2719 p1190

Happy Hump Day my sweet loved ones. At NY
U for number 12 and For you all. And of course 170. image

My sweet wonderful ones, hope you all had / having a great Hump Day. What a day I had. My 12 radiation was at 9.30..... the machine was down, so didn't got it till 10.30. So I went speedy conzales to Grand Central to get my 11.10 train. All the trains of the Hudson Line where suspended due to an accident. A car got on the tracks and some people sadly died . But there I was.... how to get home
So I took the White Plains train, than the bus and a cab to my station, only took me 3 hours and 30 minutes.....Ohhh well I got home, did my chores..... and now relaxing in my comfy bed And my loves still 13 radiations to go.... so from tomorrow I can count down.... last one is October 3..... anyone has champagne cold for me Love you ALL, and THANK YOU for all the never stopping encouraging posts kiss: (just me relaxing) 171. IMG_2722 171. IMG_2722 173. IMG_2725 p1215

Happy Monday my sweet wonderful LIT friends. Again sorry for my absence, seems Radiation is catching up with me, so this one is tired and sleeping a lot. But still smiling and full of life . And only 10 more, YEAHHHHHH...... So for sure back after October 3.... can't wait to catch up, with YOU ALL. Browsing the threads... have LIT fun again. So for now, I M SORRY . I came across an old pictures.... so put them in a little vid.... So enjoy the "old Emm", but just know this Emm is a happy one, and still proud of her body, scars and all. For YOU my wonderful LIT friends. 174. old Emm video p1264

Evening my sweet wonderful Lit friends. Little update. I m smiling, my scans looked great , so my doctor was smiling to. And I gained weight , yeahhhhh.
Also only 9 more radiations.... YOU ALL Sweet 175. rsz_img_2756 176. Just Emm p1272

Wearing Right now ...... This 177. img_2722 p404

Emmy's thighs 178. p279

My sweet wonderful friends, You have been my friends for a very long time When I needed you, you were always there When I was in tears, you would say it's not fair but somehow, you always made me feel better So thank YOU my FRIENDS, for all the support. Your never ending love. You so are a big part of my survival, my fight. I LOVE YOU ALL. (and now off for number 8.....think my cute docs will like todays dress 179. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.01 AM 180. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.01 AM #2 181. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.01 AM #3 182. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.02 AM p1297

But can't wait to be back on LIT and thank you ALL personally. ( so if anyone is in Grand Central or 3th Ave today, this is silly EMM, say hi ) And yep my hair is slowly growing back. Eyebrows are back. Under lashes still not.....


... 183. Photo on 9-26-16 at 11.11 AM 184. Photo on 9-26-16 at 11.11 AM #2 185. Photo on 9-26-16 at 11.12 AM 186. Photo on 9-26-16 at 11.13 AM 1338

For Mara (and all the posters, lurkers here) and ,since its Purple Monday 187. IMG_2765 p4225

Its Tuesday somewhere right So moi, scars and all.... (so don't open if you don't want to see) 188. Titty Tuesday p4664

HAPPY HUMP DAY, my wonderful sweet amazing LIT friends. And YEAH only 4 more , good thing because I start to look like a half boiled lobster A few pictures I took yesterday, guess it was the last time to wear one of my little summer dresses. Today its dark, chilly and brrrrrrrr. Have a wonderful day, with loads of smiles, laughter and naughty time. I m for sure smiling 189. IMG_2814 190. rsz_1img_2815 191. rsz_img_2816 192. rsz_img_2817 193. IMG_2810 p1367

Good -Morning my sweet coffee - tea lovers. Anyone wants to meet me at this coffee place? Its next to Grand Central, my treat194. coffee_or_tea_on_me p1081


Evening my sweet ones, I know posting twice today But it will be an early morning for me tomorrow, blood work, radiation, check up with my oncologist.....
And Yeahh after tomorrow only 2 to go...... I still have monthly check ups, blood work, scans...and being on hormone treatment for the next 5 years. So since I m alone (hubby is in Seoul) my kitty cats, Assie and Ayke are keeping me company in our big bed...., there so sweet . Love love YOU ALL, and can't wait to finally be back here, instead of leaving this quick messages for YOU ALL. And now to sleep to get some much needed rest, this one is tired, her body is tired, but still smiling thanks to YOU ALL. But THANK YOU ALL FOR THE NEVER ENDING SUPPORT. 195. IMG_2800 196. IMG_2801 197. IMG_2802 198. IMG_2806 199. IMG_2807 p1381

Just little silly moi, trying to be "Artsy " 200. EMM p25

My friends, after 8 months of treatments , its over. Well the treatments, I did it.
I still have weekly check ups for now, scans....
I so hope it worked....now that its over, those thoughts are crossing my mind.
Next week I start a 5 year hormone treatment to avoid that the cancer will return.
Its chemo pill, in a low dose.
For now I m packed ( 8 days)in with medical pads for the radiation burns and blisters, and to get the swelling down. My B boob is right now a DD ready to burst.
Its painful but still smiling I m done , YEAHHHHHH.

Love you ALL MY FRIENDS, and thank you all again.
Here some silly pictures I took last week, when I still was able to wear clothes....right now ( I just changed in a very loose tee from hubby, can stand anything that touch my skin.) And one from the changing room at NYU, all packed up...... 201. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.33 AM 202. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.33 AM #2 203. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.35 AM 204. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.36 AM #2 205. IMG_2861 p1424

My sweet wonderful Lit friends. Hope you all having a great Saturday with loads of smiles, laughter, love, naughty time. I have been counting down with all of you to October the 3. Was hoping to be more here again. Was hoping to start working out, get my body back in shape. Instead I had the worst week ever. I have open radiation burns, from under my left arm and the whole left breast area. And my left boob is swollen to a double D. It F*** hurts like hell. I hate to complain because so many people are worse of than me, but FUck you Cancer. But still smiling my loves, it's a set back I had not counted on. But I can, will do this. And wearing my scars with proud. Sorry for complaining . Love you ALL.
And a silly picture... Nooo no burn picture . Just one from before radiation
206. image p1465

This 207. image p644

A smile for you, an older picture 208. A smile for you p1609

(here one of me I always loved, its an oldie....there is a boob in it ) 209. B&W in DC p291

Martino, a Belgium sandwich. ( french bread with mustard, mayo, ketchup, ground beef, onions, pickles ) YUmmmm 210. Martino p1339

HAPPY HUMP DAY MY SWEET WONDERFUL ONES.

Its a beautiful Fall day here, so I m smiling. I had a check up yesterday for the radiation burns, my oncologist had hoped for improvement. Ohhh well it will heal.
But got a high five from my nurse. Every week its vitals, and questions. So yesterday she asked me how I would rate my body 6 months after the double mastectomy. I told her, that I loved my body before with all its imperfections, and still love it the same scars and all. And I do. So she was wow and gave me a high five . And my loves since its October and breast cancer awareness month, here some silly pics of Emm in pink . The teddy, tee are presents from my sweet lovely Sassy 211. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.48 AM #2 212. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.50 AM 213. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.50 AM #3 214. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.53 AM #2 215. IMG_2887 p1509

Happy Thursday my sweet ones, anyone wants to join me on my lazy Thursday morning 216. Photo on 10-13-16 at 11.37 AM #2 p1176

Such wonderful images here, LOVE LOVE THEM ALL. So a little present ( my poor take on making a collage with all of your ART PICTURES) Thank you so much for sharing and for the smile on my face. And so hope I did not forgot anyone 217. photovisi-download-2 p427

Happy Friday everyone, Yeah its week-end. (and thank you all for yesterday's comments on my picture, one of these days I will replay ) But it was such a beautiful crisp morning here, with sunlight.... and coffee so , only thing missing was YOU ALL to share, and mmmm maybe some chocolates form our Boss 218. Coffee in the morning sunlight p1204

Happy Tuesday , my sweet wonderful ones. Its summer again in NY, woooowwwww. 219. IMG_2937 p1550

SassySheDevil I wont be dressing up for Halloween, but it is my husband and I's "Dating" anniversary, so we are going to dinner and a movie. 28 years together 220. 2016-10-01 18.55.01ForLit 221. img1475986188284ForLit p1625

Ok Emmy said she was going to have a super busy day today and I don't want to make you all wait. So for now, I'll link one of her Halloween pictures until she can come post them herself. Complete with Emmy smile. 222. IMG_6495 p1644

She sent me a message this morning. She slept a lot of yesterday away and is back in the city today doing a bone scan. She will go to see her Oncologist later today, so I am going to bet that by the time she gets home, she will be tired and sleep again. So picture number 2. lol Darn I really wanted her to post these!!! Since I'm linking them. I hope she still will. 223. IMG_1150 p1664

My sweet wonderful Lit friends. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN FOR THE WONDERFUL POSTS. Great news is my breast cancer is under control. I don't have to see my oncologists (chemo & radiation) for 4 months . But still waiting for tests results, bone scan and dermatologist who did a biopsy of a mole she didn't liked. Fingers crossed. And than 2 more tests, gynecologist in 2 weeks and colonoscopy. If all comes back clear I finally can this year behind me, so fingers, toes crossed. But feeling great, tired with going from one doctor to the other. The weather was so great so I went from uptown to downtown and back.....did so many miles on foot this week but it was great walking in NYC. And than today I got a package in the mail with wonderful gifts from Sassy..... yes you all will see tomorrow when I take pictures..... I will be dressed from head to to.....not much in the middle but hey will be fun taking pictures with her gifts.... And I know Halloween pictures.... Thank you Sassy for starting to post them, so here are the rest.....I love you all, and thank thank than YOU for you support, you so are all LOVED AND FAMILY. 224. Photo on 10-31-16 at 12.25 PM #2 225. Photo on 10-31-16 at 12.25 PM 226. Photo on 10-31-16 at 12.27 PM 227. Photo on 10-31-16 at 12.29 PM 228. IMG_3004 p1670

This is fun idea. And I had fun.... so here are mine edited pictures of sexy sweet JP. 229. rsz_img_3648edit** 230. rsz_3img_3648edit** p9

My boobies who are finally healed. So I m back to 34B . Few more months and than the reconstruction, but so happy how they already look now. So yep very proud Emm, scars and all. 231. IMG_2976 p4899

LOVE this thread. YOU LADIES ROCK, love those pictures you ALL posted.
+ 50 is just amazing. For you all sweet sexy LADIES, (and a pic of me with my wig.....) 232. Emm almost 56 p2813

Sweet darling Fred, just wanted to say HI. Hope your doing better. Sending you all my love and loads of 233. A smile for YOU p1602

My sweet hubby surprised me with a present last week. A surviver breast cancer ring. It has a diamond on the left = diagnosed, a diamond on the right = treatments and the pink diamond = survival So sweet so what better place to share with ALL of YOU that helped me all those months and the months to come. THANK YOU AGAIN 234. IMG_3050 p4337


I love you my sweet wonderful Lit friends. YOU ARE ALL AMAZING. Some silly pictures I made with the AMAZING GIFTS FROM SASSY, 235. Photo on 11-5-16 at 10.18 AM 236. Photo on 11-5-16 at 10.15 AM #3 237. Photo on 11-5-16 at 10.15 AM #2 238. Photo on 11-5-16 at 10.14 AM 239. Photo on 11-5-16 at 10.15 AM p1718

I love this thread. Amazing sweet sexy sensual pictures of amazing couples. So here are 2 throwback pictures of me and my love. 240. qYEOHBE 241. GGYdIEh p429

This is so much fun So my fun with sexy numeniusa & tallies pictures Thanks for the fun and making me smile doing sexy ladies. 242. Sexy numeniusa** 243. Sexy Talli** p42

I so love this thread..... An "oldie" from me..... 244. EMM last year..... p910

Thanks sweetie, well next to yours of course Ladies hurry only few left 245. Sexy JP's calender** p44

A drawing for your coffee place 246. My drawing of CD** p55

My sweet wonderful friends, THANK YOU ALL AGAIN FOR THOSE POSTS.
I SO LOVE YOU ALL. I do feel bad for not responding like I did before the big C hit me. {EMMY NEVER FEEL BAD EVERY ONE KNOWS YOU WILL WHEN YOU FEEL BETTER} But getting stronger every day, SO I WILL AGAIN. Just know your posts KEEP ME FIGHTING. I had a busy day, cleaning, cooking, my little one and my future son in law are here in the morning. Its my hubby's 60 birthday this week-end. So happy to see them, and this time I m back to being mamsie. Instead of being poorly. So big smiles here... and counting the hours they will be here. So my loves have a great week-end, and see you all Monday.... its so good to be back and feeling my little old self again.
LOVE YOU ALL. (some silly pics.... sweet dreams ) 247. IMG_2982 248. IMG_3035 p1736

For HR , with Aquarius 249. HR** p112

For sweet sexy beautiful Kitty, she is glowing in the candlelight. 2250. For Kitty** p113

HAPPY SUNDAY, my sweet wonderful sexy amazing friends. Its a beautiful sunny but cold day here. And I m so happy with my little one home. Its going to be another beautiful day. Sweet and loads of my friends. (and mmmm whats better than the fire place burning and being naked , yep company anyone to join me ) 251. IMG_2973 252. IMG_2975 253. IMG_2979 p1753

Happy Hump Day my sweet wonderful friends. Update on my Assie. We went to the Vet. Aussie had a mild stroke. But he is in no pain, still eating and drinking and going to his litter. Still very shaky on his legs. But the vet told us he would that would improve in a few days. So he is still with us, for how long don't know. He might get an other stroke.... or slowly fading away. Soon as we see his is in pain, can't eat, drink, go to the litter, we will let him sleep in. But the vet told us that for nowhe is not in pain, and that we should enjoy the time that we have left with him. He is my buddy for 16 years... my real American, born in NJ on the 4th of July. So fingers crossed I will have him for a little time more, he is such a big part of our family. Thank you all for your wishes. 254. rsz_img_1501 255. rsz_img_1768 p1790

Happy wonderful Thursday my sexy Lit friends. Hope everyone is smiling, happy, naughty..... Now my friends, witch pair of my new panties do you love best, (and thank you ALL again, Assie is doing so much better, he is getting grumpy again) And since its Throwback Thursday, I throw in 2 "oldies" 256. Blue 257. Grey 258. Pink 259. Dreaming 260. Emm @ 2015 p1803

Glad you love the coffee cups. I made you some coffee 261. photofacefun_com_1479413856 p1357

Never to old to wear leather pants, and I m loving mine 262. Leather pants 263. Leather pants 1 264. Leather pants 2 p2825

My little attempt to recreate Venus of Arles. Ladies that posted here, I so admire you ALL. Its hard but fun, specially I had to loose my glasses .
But here is is......including the apple and lea 265. Photo on 11-18-16 at 9.52 AM p761

Happy Friday my sweet ones. Just a quick drive by. Off to the city in a bit, for test number 3. After that 2 more to go. Fingers crossed, but I m feeling great.
But I so want to say FUCK YOU CANCER, NOT WITH THIS ONE. And it will be a beautiful day to walk around in the city. Sweet and loads of my friends and wearing this..... 266. Photo on 11-18-16 at 9.57 AM 267. Photo on 11-18-16 at 9.58 AM #2 268. Photo on 11-18-16 at 10.01 AM 269. Photo on 11-18-16 at 10.01 AM #2 270. Photo on 11-18-16 at 10.03 AM p1819

Eye catching...let's see a rear view. Here you go 271. Photo on 11-18-16 at 9.58 AM p2843

HAPPY THANKSGIVING MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS, I M SO THANKFULL 272. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.45 PM 273. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.43 PM 274. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.41 PM 275. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.43 PM #3 276. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.46 PM P1847

HAPPY THANKSGIVING MY SWEET WONDERFUL FRIENDS. Have a wonderful day with your families, friends, loved ones. And I m so THANKFUL for ALL OF YOU. 277. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.43 PM #2 278. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.46 PM #2 279. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.42 PM #4 280. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.45 PM #2 281. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.42 PM #3 P1862

Only 29 days to Christmas, so time to bump this up 282. Keeping Santa's hat safe 283. Dear Santa p773

FRED, so happy you started a new thread. ( my still under construction boobs, if you don't want to see scars, don't open) 284. 34B scars and all.... p80

I so love decorating for Christmas Still loads to do, but getting there 285. IMG_3152 286. IMG_3153 287. IMG_3148 288. IMG_3121 p780

Happy Count down Sunday to Christmas my sweet ones. Anyone else decorating today, and wanted to share ? I just finished my Advent wreath. 289. Advent wreath 290. Christmas morning 2015 291. Christmas 2015 p783

thighs 292. Photo on 11-22-16 at 5.46 PM #3 p454

Relaxing my old bones in a very relaxing bath. Chemo pills are doing a number on me. But loving life And 2 more months before hitting 56. FYC but I fuck you harder 293. image p1891

Since I just took a nice bubble bath.... and feel relax and cozy. My little attempt to recreate Sleeping Bather, by Renoir:, just hope the guy doesn't turn over in his grave (and made a drawing of the silly picture, and like it ) 294. Photo on 11-29-16 at 11.28 AM 295. B0BD5F3A-636C-4AC2-93AB-8090712DEF66 p852

For Titty Tuesday. My still under construction titties 296. image p38

I finally finished my porch, yeah . Now its up to hubby to get rid of the cables there everywhere But still think it looks great..... And a silly picture, that darn snow man tried to grab my boob 297. IMG_3168 298. rsz_1img_3169 299. IMG_3193 p797

I m still laughing, was taking silly pictures for LIT. And when viewing them. It looks my snowman is trying to touch my boob....I shared it in the countdown to Christmas thread, but wanted to share it here to. And yep it feels good to be silly 300. Naughty snowman p1902

Happy Hump Day my sweet wonderful Lit friends. You All know that I have been thinking what to do after my reconstruction. Even the reconstruction won't be for another few months, and than another 4 months waiting for the tattoos. Since I loved my nipples, they where so great and sensitive , the idea of 3D ones put me off. Since my boobs will be "decoration" with no feelings at all, toying with a nice tattoo over the scar. But I want to be tasteful and not over the top. So I found some put one ones to try some out. And really like this ones. Just not in gold. If anyone has idea's please share..... Now another thing, I m horrible afraid of needles.... 301. IMG_3207 302. IMG_3208 p1915

Request Happy Hump Day my sweet wonderful Lit friends. You All know that I have been thinking what to do after my reconstruction. Even the reconstruction won't be for another few months, and than another 4 months waiting for the tattoos. Since I loved my nipples, they where so great and sensitive , the idea of 3D ones put me off. Since my boobs will be "decoration" with no feelings at all, toying with a nice tattoo over the scar. But I want to be tasteful and not over the top. So I found some put one ones to try some out. And really like this ones. Just not in gold. Since so many here are so talented with editing and putting on colors, any idea's Now another thing, I m horrible afraid of needles.... 303. rsz_img_3207 304. rsz_img_3208 p371

Thinking of YOU my sweet wonderful Darling Fred. Sending you hugs, loads of and plenty of lingering 305. Photo on 11-29-16 at 3.33 PM #2 p1624

306. Emm's thighs p503

OHHH MY, I have tears in my eyes.... AlliaPotestas edited my picture I posted yesterday in the photo editing thread and I M SO LOVING IT. She did the most amazing job, and I think this is so me..... So wanted to share her amazing art here to. 307. AlliaPotestas art tatoos 2 308. AlliaPotestas 1 p1920

309. Just Emm p 1081

Anyone else looking for Santa (some recycled oldies) 310. Do I see Santa 311. Maybe I will see Santa from here p824

Still under construction, 312. image1 p162







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hugs

old borg fred