Planetary Nebula ❤️❤️❤️

[LupineOne]

I came back because of this. I loved Nebs. She was one of the very best of us.

I hate the circumstances. God how I hate them.
But it’s good to see you. It helped keep my brain from spinning out worries about people here I miss

 

[MedicalMuse]

I hate the circumstances. God how I hate them.
But it’s good to see you. It helped keep my brain from spinning out worries about people here I miss

I’ll do better at checking in. I’m sorry if I worried you, Wolfie.

 

[LupineOne]

I’ll do better at checking in. I’m sorry if I worried you, Wolfie.

It’s okay.
Yesterday just threw me for a loop so hard that my brains are still going in circles.
My soul is still crying too, and will be for a long time.

This one really hurts.

 

[HoneyMeadows]

Nebs, you brightened every thread with your pure, chaotic joy. I'll try and carry that forward. Thank you for your kindness

Thank you to the lovely soul who told me. It was so hard but thank you

 

[RosewoodTulip]

Nebs, you brightened every thread with your pure, chaotic joy. I'll try and carry that forward. Thank you for your kindness

Thank you to the lovely soul who told me. It was so hard but thank you

Good to see you too Honey

 

[B2fromA2looking4U]

In June of this year I read Nebs comment on the baseball forum as we teased each other about our teams. She was so funny teasing me and I will miss these types of interactions.

 

[cascadiabound]

What?? Oh nononononononooooo....

I don't have words for this...

That's how I feel little owl. No words.

 

[Strixaluco]

That's how I feel little owl. No words.

 

[GuitarGuy100]

I message her on another platform and hadn't heard from her in about a month and received a message today, obviously from her partner finding her message apps, calling me an asshole and shared a pic of her obituary. I feel horrible, so bad.

Sorry to see the news and sorry to see you blew up her opsec. Yikes.

 

[XShadynzX]

It’s okay.
Yesterday just threw me for a loop so hard that my brains are still going in circles.
My soul is still crying too, and will be for a long time.

This one really hurts.

We've got you Wolfie

 

[aussiegeekygal]

Wow

Nebs was incredible. She will be deeply missed.
I'm also a little in shock and heartbroken.

 

[Fazer600]

Someone please send me a DM about Nebs. Such sad news.

 

[LupineOne]

The time I taught her how to do this:


I thought I was gonna break our little corner of Chaos!
“What have I done?”

 

[MrMakersMark]

Didn't know her well at all, but I was fortunate enough to share a few interactions and laughs with her.
She was very sweet and had a fun, mysterious way of influencing a perfect stranger to laugh along with her.

Some darker days lie ahead without her around.

 

[BrendaBear]

The time I taught her how to do this:


I thought I was gonna break our little corner of Chaos!
“What have I done?”

I remember that!! She was so delighted to be able to do do that.

 

[Karlton4479]

Man I just found this and I’m hurt nebs was always awesome, and let me complain, and was so damn up beat except when it comes to work I don’t Wanna! Everyone I met in chaos is fantastic and just amazing, let me come in and be weird lol. Hopefully she and Sin are having a great time just damn….. I love you all even if we never meet all the hugs whenever you need them

 

[Mrtenant]

(Also posted in her obit)

If there ever was a moment
When I thought this would end
It would not have been now
Or yesterday or last week, last month

If there ever was a moment
When I could not feel your smile
Your laughter, your kindness, and care
It would not have been now

If there ever was a moment
Where your beauty did not shine
Your raw sensuality, your spirit
It certainly is not now, or ever

My friend, my tears are for me
And for all your people
As your presence has changed
Immortalized in these halls

Could we have told stories
Dancing in our laughter and delight
Shared smiles and fellowship
Knowing we are cut from the same cloth

Smile my friend, feel my heart
That beats in this moment
For you and all that you were,
All that you are, or wanted to be

If there ever was a moment
When I thought this would end
It would not have been now
Or yesterday, or last week, last month

I live and breathe your monument
Left here, for me and our people
How I wish for one more day
Just one more moment, with you

 

[Grant55]

I went back and read my chats with her. There weren't many but they were impactful.

 

[LupineOne]

Also posted in her obit

If there ever was a moment
When I thought this would end
It would not have been now
Or yesterday or last week, last month

If there ever was a moment
When I could not feel your smile
Your laughter, your kindness, and care
It would not have been now

If there ever was a moment
Where your beauty did not shine
Your raw sensuality, your spirit
It certainly is not now, or ever

My friend, my tears are for me
And for all your people
As your presence has changed
Immortalized in these halls

Could we have told stories
Dancing in our laughter and delight
Shared smiles and fellowship
Knowing we are cut from the same cloth

Smile my friend, feel my heart
That beats in this moment
For you and all that you were,
All that you are, or wanted to be

If there ever was a moment
When I thought this would end
It would not have been now
Or yesterday, or last week, last month

I live and breathe your monument
Left here, for me and our people
How I wish for one more day
Just one more moment, with you

That’s perfect, MrT
I’ll miss her always.
Our Nebbles, our Darling, our friend.
I’ll remember and feel and share your light forever, K.

 

[XShadynzX]

(Also posted in her obit)

If there ever was a moment
When I thought this would end
It would not have been now
Or yesterday or last week, last month

If there ever was a moment
When I could not feel your smile
Your laughter, your kindness, and care
It would not have been now

If there ever was a moment
Where your beauty did not shine
Your raw sensuality, your spirit
It certainly is not now, or ever

My friend, my tears are for me
And for all your people
As your presence has changed
Immortalized in these halls

Could we have told stories
Dancing in our laughter and delight
Shared smiles and fellowship
Knowing we are cut from the same cloth

Smile my friend, feel my heart
That beats in this moment
For you and all that you were,
All that you are, or wanted to be

If there ever was a moment
When I thought this would end
It would not have been now
Or yesterday, or last week, last month

I live and breathe your monument
Left here, for me and our people
How I wish for one more day
Just one more moment, with you

Just perfect

 

[LupineOne]

“…the sad part is, that I will probably end up loving you without you for much longer than I loved you when I knew you.
Some people might find that strange.
But the truth of it is that the amount of love you feel for someone and the impact they have on you as a person, is in no way relative to the amount of time you have known them.”
― Ranata Suzuki

Nebs, your impact on me was incredible, just like it was for everyone who spent any amount of time at all with you.
I’ll forever be grateful for the time we had making each other smile, lifting each other up, and loving each other and every one of our people here.

Thank you

 

[Mo_Bandy]

Well this is all pretty fucked. Had not talked since late-May/early June. Feel shitty I did not reach out or whatever. She was really nice to me and fun and our interactions could be frequent and fucking random and spread out but that is me too. I feel like I should say more. Maybe later. I think she liked this version song I sent her once or twice.

 

[LupineOne]

Frodo: "...I wish none of this had happened."
Gandalf: "So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us. There are other forces at work in this world, Frodo, besides the will of evil. Bilbo was meant to find the ring. In which case, you also were meant to have it, and that is an encouraging thought."

The sentiment behind this brings me a lot of comfort. That even though this terrible thing happened, that she was taken away from the world, her being here and bringing her light to share with us for all this time was meant to happen.
And it’s still here, shining on, moving out through the world through us all.

 

[BrendaBear]

This song crossed my mind this morning, and I was thinking about posting it for Nebs, because she loved it and it was kind of joke between us.

Then I remembered.

But here it is anyway, I love you… thank you for being my friend.

 

[Mo_Bandy]

These Eyes last song she sent me. Read her obit and have a lot of questions but thats how it always goes.