reflections on a bad start

[tmuyo]

fuck....

i wrote this really long nice thing and lit complained that i used to many smilies...

so i hit the back button to remove a few, and the fucking thing deleted my entire message!!!!!

gimme a few minutes and i'll put up a new one...FUCK!

it was well thought out too....

 

[tmuyo]

ugh, no smilies this time except at the end....

i can't believe i have to rethink this entire damned thing...it won't be as good, but hopefully it'll get the point across:

i went to work all happy and came back in a really shitty mood, then you people actually cheered me up. thanx.

i won't use the shift key unless i use it, so there won't be any disagreements on that, lol. (pretend there's a happy smiley here)

i'm really touched though.

one question....who spread a rumor that i'm leaving?

sorry, but even if you guys WANTED me to leave i still wouldn't. i'm made of sterner stuf than that. and how did i get labeled an emotional simp and little pussy (no offense to those with pussies, i love em. they're delicious, nutritious and fun to play with). maybe i'm not emitting enough testosterone...

*projects more testosterone*

much better.

trust me, if i were able to go through 9 excrutiatingly painful relationships before i found Cindy (if you haven't heard me mention her enough, then you haven't read enough of my posts, lol), then i'm not about to leave because someone says poo poo to an idea or statement of mine.

if i hadn't given up through the severe emotional/physical/psychological abuse that i went through from age 12 while working a full time job to pay the full rent, bills, groceries, and anything else that cost money, WHILE going to school and attempting to have a social life, then the claws and teeth scratchin and biting at me need to be sharper and bite harder, because i'm not leaving.

i'm a shit stirrer by nature, and i apologize for that. but think of it as an offense mechanism. i use it to test how people react and it helps me tell the relationships in lit. it allows me to examine how you all function and how your minds work. sorry...i have no REAL defense mechanism except to lead the person on and see how their mind travels into a closed column of stupidity (hence the supposed male catfight between me and ebw). i use it to study people psychologically and understand the lit peepz here.

anyway, i'm not leaving.

nor will i ever.

to each and everyone of you who said something nice...



stop kissing my ass, and lets just be friends

 

[p_p_man]

Sounds just like A_J....

 

[tmuyo]

ppmansaywhat?

ok, who's aj? and why do i sound like him/her?

 

[p_p_man]

jus' fishin' tmuyo...jus' fishin'

 

[cymbidia]

Re: ppmansaywhat?

ok, who's aj? and why do i sound like him/her?

Do a SEARCH and find out for yourself.
Show some initiative.
Do a few things for yourself.
Geeze.

And while you're at it, investigate the use of periods with which to end your sentences. I know it's different in Chat but adhereing to even a tiny bit of very basic punctuation is a good thing on a bulletin board.

 

[p_p_man]

Re: Re: ppmansaywhat?

And while you're at it, investigate the use of periods with which to end your sentences. I know it's different in Chat but adhereing to even a tiny bit of very basic punctuation is a good thing on a bulletin board.

We've already tried cym...he is improving and seems willing to learn...

 

[cymbidia]

So it seems.
However, as with remedial students, sometimes one must simply remind an individual of generalized performance expectations a little more often then one needs to remind the rest of the class.

 

[tmuyo]

cym~

do you happen to wear ur nipple rings to class?

 

[cymbidia]

Normally, no.
They're too obvious.
But i always wear my clit hood ring.

Why do you ask?

 

[tmuyo]

nothing, just curiosity

afterall, curiosity missed the cat and killed the dog...

 

[Renegade]

Yeesh. A joke isn't funny anymore when you have to explain it to the victim.

LOL I love that line. It's funny because it's so true.


Tmuyo, don't worry, many would consider you better then A_J based on your posts...... so far.

 

[tmuyo]

cym, renegade....

who is a_j?

shall i go check the story section or what?

 

[Guest]

Re: THE SHIFT KEY or Helping Out

i do not use that on principle. that and i hate the damn thing, it works on capitalizing the letters i don't want capitalized. besides, i type too fast and it throws off my rythm.

sidenote, anything that is not submitted to one of my profesors or goes to somewhere necessary, i refuse to shift...

call it my own thing...never shifted never will...

Or would you rather see...

I do not use that on principle, that and I hate the damn thing; it works on capitalizing the letters I don't want capitalized.

Besides, I type to fast and it throws off my rhythm.

Side note, anything that is not submitted to one of my professors or goes to somewhere necessary, I refuse to shift...

Call it my own thing...never shifted never will... [/QUOTE]

Though some folks make allowances, some folks think that on a site that appears to be so dedicated to poetic and lyrical language of an erotic nature, that only perfection in langauge spelling and grammar will do .

We are all individualists, even those members of the BB trying to gain access to one of the cliques.

Your writing style is not unique on this site or on the web; some will like the freshness of your individuality and read what you have to say with interest.

Others will see a partially educated (based on your information) student, and will discard your sage advice and your wit and wisdom, due to your lack of a word processor program with a spellchecker or a grammar checker.

D_T

 

[Droll_Troll]

Damn BB

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

D_T

 

[Cheyenne]

LOL I love that line. It's funny because it's so true.

No way is this person AJ. He couldn't create a person with this personality/style if his life depended on it. It would be like Cyn being Nilla.

And, I still don't know if he got my joke after the explanations!

 

[tmuyo]

d_t

I'm sorry to inform you that I am attempting to use proper grammar (although my only offense seems to be capitalization). If you give it time then you will see it. For now, just post about what you want, and I'll try and make everyone feel better by capitalizing.

However, why not start a thread about all the offenders of such, poor grammar.

Not to point fingers at anyone else, but there are many more people on lit who do not follow that one minor grievance and have been here much longer. And no one complains about them. Yes, I am a student, I am a sophomore at UC Davis, and prefer not to capitalize anything that isn't turned into my professors.

For a quirky sidenote, my print is always in caps.

 

[tmuyo]

No way is this person AJ. He couldn't create a person with this personality/style if his life depended on it. It would be like Cyn being Nilla.

And, I still don't know if he got my joke after the explanations!

Ok, enough is enough.

I can't keep this joke up any longer.

Yes, this is AJ. Happy Chey? You are the only one who found me out.

 

[cymbidia]

tumyo, don't you realize when you're in the process of acceptance but are being put through a somewhat uncomy "hazing" sort of thing?

Here's my advice to you:
1. Learn to use the SEARCH function to find out about people and stuff others talk about around you but don't explain. We're not going to explain this stuff. If you want to know, ask. If no one answers, go find it out yourself. Then come back and amaze us with your knowledge. Flash us your *knowing* all about Andra_Jenny and trolls. <-- more of a tip than you deseve.
2. It's not just capitalization, dude. It's punctuation and grammar and word choices and all that ugly, nasty, grown-up, professorish stuff. And yeh, there's a lot of people that no one mentions this stuff to but it's kinda fun to harass you about it cuz you get all flustered. Besides, your initial posts really sucked BADLY in this regard so it's almost defensive on our part to poke you about this. Got it? Quit whining about it.

You're doing okay.



(I got your joke, Chey. Still smiling over it. I'm sure LOTS of people smiled over it. It wasn't a wasted effort.)

 

[tmuyo]

oh good so i can stop all this capitalization shit. whew!

ok, i'll look into this SEARCH option that i have never been able to find, but will go on a hunt for fun and find it. hell, it's probably been under my nose the entire time and just never bothered to fuck with it.

 

[tmuyo]

i truly am the token moron

took me about a second to find it. *feels ashamed*

i promise to be less stupid from now on cym.

 

[tmuyo]

ok

there's no way i'm as inflammatory as markov though. i only read a few posts, but i'm guessing aj became markov because i read one thread that was listed from the search and aj was mentioned nowhere, not even in someone's quote box. if i'm wrong, feel free to correct me.

now that i have this fount of knowledge (like a lit google), i'll use and abuse it after i attempt to sleep...for chrissakes, it's 8am, and for some reason i'm not as shocked as i used to be....

thanx cym.

 

[cymbidia]

I'm not even hoping for capitalization but...

...spelling, for gods sakes, and punctuation!
Geeze!

And you'd better get a good grounding in the subject of "trolls" too.

Go sleep.
Dream of commas and periods, ellipses and quote marks. Nuke a few runon sentences and kill off some bad spelling habits in your dreams.

 

[Never]

I'm always intrigued by some teacher's inability to stop being teachers once they leave the building.
I wouldn't be surprised to come to the general board and see cymbidia's Pop Test on BDSM.

I too have attrosious spelling and my grammer lacks as well, so I have much sympathy for those without a spell checker. After I formated my hard drive and lost Microsoft Word I was ready to give up posting at all until I found Microsoft Outlook (and e-mail program) which has a spell checker.

Might you have that program? I believe it comes standard with Windows.

 

[sexy-girl]

I cant say that im the best of typers either ... I rarely use the shift key as people have pointed out to me ... My spelling isnt the best either and i type just how i would to my gf when shes away ... not quite as bad as normal chat room lingo but same sort of style ... Anyway i'll try and improve too since tmoyu is trying too


You can always try using hotmail for the spell checking by the way