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[DrekkiSolobo]

So, I'm a strange person. I'll admit it.

I've been working on something for a few years now and it seems I am not allowed to talk about it anywhere. I just spent a few hours yesterday carefully writing out a specific post, only to have it quietly removed. I was confused at first, usually a place tells you when they moderate you.

These are the places I have tried to express myself and make friends. These are the places that refuse to let me do so:

- YouTube
- Facebook
- Reddit
- Instagram
- PaganSpace
- Newgrounds
- Rule34
- Various other smaller sites
- and now Literotica

Where can I go to talk about something and try to connect with people? Without someone clapping a hand over my mouth?

 

[BillyWalrus]

I don't understand. I saw your post yesterday and it seems to be still there today.

 

[DrekkiSolobo]

I don't understand. I saw your post yesterday and it seems to be still there today.

Hey, BillyWalrus! Not our conversation from earlier, I was enjoying that.

I had put up a separate thread about my work with high-dimensional mathematics and the "geometry" of subliminal messaging (for healing and personal growth). All hypothetical of course, but after months of experimentation and trial-and-error I feel I have finally found the evidence I was expecting.

But now it's like, "Okay, this could be purely subjective. It works for me but the only way to know if this can help other people is if it works for someone else too. Otherwise, it's just luck."

But no matter where I go, my posts about this get taken down almost immediately. Everywhere.

I feel a little exasperated at this point lol.

 

[BillyWalrus]

That's strange. When I look at your profile I see plenty of posts by you. What was the name of the thread?

 

[DrekkiSolobo]

That's strange. When I look at your profile I see plenty of posts by you. What was the name of the thread?

It was something like:

"Volunteer Request: Trans-Inspired Poly-Rhythmic Congruence Experiment"

Or something to that effect. I wrote out a whole document on what it was, warnings and advisories, full transparency that following through on the "volunteering" meant watching a 2:50 second video. (the video itself was not in the post, so as to prevent anyone from just walking blindly into it)

But video or not, this happens everywhere just even talking about this project.

AI companies especially do not like it for some reason. (I'm pretty sure I know why but it would involve a crash-course in linear algebra and a bit of calculus to explain)

 

[BillyWalrus]

Ah yes, I do remember that thread. There were instructions on watching the video and instructions on how to watch it again to undo any harm caused by the first viewing.

 

[DrekkiSolobo]

Ah yes, I do remember that thread. There were instructions on watching the video and instructions on how to watch it again to undo any harm caused by the first viewing.

Aye, that's the one!

To be honest, I really did not expect it to work for anyone else--but I'm at that point now where I gotta know. The last part about undoing any ill effects was just in case someone with a "superstitious" mindset. In reality, I think that even if this worked it would have to be done on an individual basis.

But yes, that post

 

[BillyWalrus]

Yes, it has disappeared.

 

[DrekkiSolobo]

Yes, it has disappeared.

Haha, indeed. And with it, about 3-4 hours of my time and effort.
(I prepared it carefully while working on setting up the video for any volunteers)

 

[Britva415]

What exactly did you try to put on Youtube?

The subject matter you're describing, and probably the format also, do seem "off topic" for all of the sites you mentioned. Except for Youtube. Not sure why they'd remove whatever you wanted to post, no matter how "off topic" or worded or formatted.

Unless it broke their acceptable-content rules somehow. Is it really just math?

 

[Britva415]

At any rate: I'm sure you could make a website of your own for pretty cheap, and post it there.

 

[DrekkiSolobo]

"The subject matter you're describing, and probably the format also, do seem "off topic" for all of the sites you mentioned."

This is not only true, it's 100% fair. But that's part of my problem, I'm a polymath and nothing I do can be categorized into one clean subject.

 

[DrekkiSolobo]

At any rate: I'm sure you could make a website of your own for pretty cheap, and post it there.

I have tried this as well, but to the same effect. Any attempt to communicate the web site's existence in reference to my request for volunteers is treated as it just was.

However, now that I've had a chance to talk this out with people (like here, right now) I am beginning to wonder if I shouldn't just continue working in obscurity as I've always done.

Perhaps I have shot my shot, so to speak, and the universe has answered. Maybe that should be good enough.