Reveal An Uncomfortable Truth About Yourself

I don't want to let anyone get close to me because I can't bear to be hurt again.
 
I'm not good at getting to know people. Loyal, and steadfast, once I do, but I don't think I present myself well.

Or maybe I'm just dull.
 
I spent a year trying to help my daughter. My grandson could have killed her a few days ago. He's in juvy.
 
I've been comparing myself to my father all my life. I don't feel like I come out in that very well.
 
In the real world I tend to intentionally piss people off so they'll go away and leave me the hell alone.
 
I'm addicted to sex and junk food.

Everyone goes on about different drugs, alcohol, and other such things but I see the same thing if not more powerful in myself about sex and jf. The same need, the same shame, the same compulsion for more even if I just had a "fix".
Problem is, I'm afraid everyone will just think I whine so I just keep it to myself.
 
I'm not IN love with my partner. I never have been. I'm not even sure it's possible for me to feel that sort of love again. Or that I want to.
 
I suffer from impostor syndrome right up until I realize most of the people I work with have a much more severe case than me!
 
The things I like the most about myself are the same things that no one else would or should give a damn about.
 
Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky


... that's me...but I wish it wasn't.
 
Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky


... that's me...but I wish it wasn't.

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people sharing all the world, you
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Not so bad when you consider the full context of the dream?
 
My body is beginning to get old before it's time. Far too many injuries. :(
 
I don’t really experience much pleasure from breast play. I think guys get more from it then I do 🤷🏻*♀️
 
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