Ruined orgasms

[Summerflowers]

Honestly… i want him to be a full on cuck and not one who is happy to be a cuck but one so broken he is both trapped in its kink and hates that he can get off no other way but knows still its what he deserves.. like a beta who knows his inferiority in every ounce of his soul.. i think im seeing the beginnings of that.. the shame taking place of the pride that comes from him being my husband. Its fucked up but its making me so close to cumming just typing this now.

Ultra hot. How is it going on in the meantime? Have you made some progress with him?