TheQueenofCups
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Zora woke in her bed, unaware, briefly of where she was as a bright shock of sunlight carved through the small windows. It ran up her body and cut through her squinting eye. She turned her head, feeling half-blind.
“You slept for some time, my Queen.” Yana's eyes fluttered with relief at her waking. Her small form, as ever, stood in the corner of the room. “I was nervous for you.”
Zora blinked, centering herself, in what was now, letting go of the last remnants of the nightmare that followed the dream she'd had with Falke in the laboratory. Her mind and body seemed to cling to the memory of both. Falke...
She sipped from the goblet beside her, instead, of letting the thought draw back the desire. The goblet was regrettably filled with water.
Yana was so quiet. “Don't worry, please. As I told you before, our gods were killed with our men, but now they seem to call to me, even so. Because they are dead, they do not mind if I am tired. They find me and drag me from my sleep to listen to them. It must be quiet to hear them. And then I must sleep.”
“What do the gods say to you?”
“They say...” Zora rose up, wincing as she moved, a twinge running quickly though her quim, sharp, but then utterly gone. She reached for the goblet and brought it to her lips. Yana, with rapt attention on her lady's suffering, frowned, a worried knitting of her brows had become all too common lately. Zora smiled until the girl smiled, too. “They say not to worry so. They have seen our troubles. They have put in our heads a good dream. A plan. One where we are safe again. But we must be brave.”
Yana softened at her words and Zora ran her hands through her hair. She'd managed to clean herself off well enough last night, but her hair was exceptionally, unexplainably tangled.
“A bath?”
Yana shook her head, some of her perpetual concern already returning to her features. “They've stolen your bath water as you slept so long. I tried to tell them not to, but now the other servants have gone to help Jasna – she, well, she's no one, I suppose. A servant girl, but she started giving the signs at dawn and they think her babe, well, maybe she's having it now.”
A flutter of thoughts. “Well, then. How else am I to be made a fool today?”
Yana said nothing. Zora pointed to the laid out dress on the small stone-carved seat near the bed. Another Cizinec choice. Clearly, it pillaged or stolen from some sacked city, taken from an unknown woman's wardrobe. Strange how they seemed determined to make her wear them now. The skirt was brightly dyed in green, deeper than anything she had seen before, long enough for its hems to graze the floor. It was the same as last night, designed to bare its wearer's chest to the world, coils of braided leathers around her shoulders and down her belly where they laced one another to pull the garment tight before it spilled into the flowing skirt. She would have preferred to leave her chamber wrapped in bedsheets.
“If you do not like it...” Already Yana reached for it to take it away as was Zora's long habit, but she stopped the girl. “Yana.” This simple drop in tone seemed to imply far more than an opinion on a dress. Yana handed it over and began to help her with it.
They were halfway through the laces when noise outside the door, some conversation.
“Queen Zora!” The voice was sharp. Followed by another, soft, almost like a cooing bird. She slipped on the dress, quickly, shooing Yana off to disappear wherever she went when Foersa was in view.
The woman strode in just as Zora finished the last lace and looked up, aware now of the shadow that followed her. Not Yana. Foersa's daughter who was a few years older than her servant and twice as round.
She clicked her tongue and pulled a comb from her pocket. She, like the Queen, knew Gorun was soon to be home and so she was taking all the liberties she dared before his return.
Brooking no argument save an outright scream, Foersa gripped her wrist and drew her to the flat chair where the dress had been and began working her way through Zora's plaits, with a maternal ferocity.
“Why. Are. You. Here, Lady Foersa?”
“I had just been thinking since our last Feastday. You were young when our King found you here, my dear.
“So young.” Vera echoed, forlornly, as if she'd half-forgotten all of this was a ridiculous charade.
“And he wed you so quickly, before any of us might have given him good counsel, all this nonsense of visions and prophecy...”
This was the first time she'd ever heard a Cizinec openly question Gorun's plan – one wholly sprung out of the bizarre horror of killing her father and brother before her and falling to his knees piteously. He could love no other. Her children would rule this city again. Her first would be a warrior and ride alongside him. He would be so beautiful she would thank the Cizinec for conquering her people. He had looked into her eyes in that throne room so painfully full of sunlight and shed tears. Tears of madness, in the end, but in that moment...Zora did not know who or what she was looking at. She would be his wife...he had said, with his enormous arm shaking as it held out his blood-smeared blade...or she would be no man's wife, he would end her people forever if she refused him. He did not know her name. He did not know a thing about her, but whatever vision he saw, broke his bloodlust, if only for a moment.
Zora should have been brave enough to tell him no. She thought about it often. Though that would have meant the death of Yana and the few others who still lived. Would he have have run her through as quickly as Karel and Boian? Would he have used her there regardless, next to her dying family?
She did not tell him no. She stood stock-still in terror and hatred long enough so that he drew her up, slung her over his shoulder, and carried her back to the encampment his people had made to siege the city. His bloodlust briefly broken by the novelty of his newfound epiphany. And while no child came of his rutting, for a time, she did carry his madness. Madness to think he was anything but a murderous warlord. He had fawned over her as his beloved queen for one moon before the servants whispered he'd bedded one of his own kind. All of this, this name of Queen, was a convenient lie she would swallow to save her skin again and again.
And this, too, Foersa understood.
“I'm sure you know nothing about how to coax a man in bed. How to satisfy him. A man such as our king...”
“Satisfy.” It was Zora's turn to absently echo.
“Give him this.” Even unseen, Foersa's eyes felt particularly beady and small, perhaps glaring at the back of her neck as she slid a small clay and cork-capped tube over her shoulder and into her hand. The kind most women kept an oil or scent in. “When he returns with the warbands, put this on your warm places and he will want nothing more than you and your bed.”
She knew nothing of the Queen's rather extensive knowledge of nearby botany and herbalism. But this no great surprise. This was the trade of the women of the High Hill. Men destroy. Women control. Faintly, Zora wanted to rush to the laboratory and examine it.
“Give him this and he will bed you until he puts his child in you. If there is no mark against you, of course.” Vera stroked the side of the queen's arm softly as her mother said this, in the same moment Foersa pulled the comb through her hair with a fierce unfeeling yank. The swell of her unborn brushing against her back. On purpose, of course. As ever, Zora refused to give her the satisfaction of crying out.
“Why would ever I trust you?”
“We do not want to leave. I am tired and this one kicks me all day. I do not wish to follow the hunters again. Sleep on dirt. But two years is a long time for any man to wait, much less our King. Surely, you can feel it. Pretty as you are, you deny him the one thing he wants. Sooner or later, he's going to find a way around you. Until then...well...”
Foersa handed her the comb, and she and her daughter left the room.
“You slept for some time, my Queen.” Yana's eyes fluttered with relief at her waking. Her small form, as ever, stood in the corner of the room. “I was nervous for you.”
Zora blinked, centering herself, in what was now, letting go of the last remnants of the nightmare that followed the dream she'd had with Falke in the laboratory. Her mind and body seemed to cling to the memory of both. Falke...
She sipped from the goblet beside her, instead, of letting the thought draw back the desire. The goblet was regrettably filled with water.
Yana was so quiet. “Don't worry, please. As I told you before, our gods were killed with our men, but now they seem to call to me, even so. Because they are dead, they do not mind if I am tired. They find me and drag me from my sleep to listen to them. It must be quiet to hear them. And then I must sleep.”
“What do the gods say to you?”
“They say...” Zora rose up, wincing as she moved, a twinge running quickly though her quim, sharp, but then utterly gone. She reached for the goblet and brought it to her lips. Yana, with rapt attention on her lady's suffering, frowned, a worried knitting of her brows had become all too common lately. Zora smiled until the girl smiled, too. “They say not to worry so. They have seen our troubles. They have put in our heads a good dream. A plan. One where we are safe again. But we must be brave.”
Yana softened at her words and Zora ran her hands through her hair. She'd managed to clean herself off well enough last night, but her hair was exceptionally, unexplainably tangled.
“A bath?”
Yana shook her head, some of her perpetual concern already returning to her features. “They've stolen your bath water as you slept so long. I tried to tell them not to, but now the other servants have gone to help Jasna – she, well, she's no one, I suppose. A servant girl, but she started giving the signs at dawn and they think her babe, well, maybe she's having it now.”
A flutter of thoughts. “Well, then. How else am I to be made a fool today?”
Yana said nothing. Zora pointed to the laid out dress on the small stone-carved seat near the bed. Another Cizinec choice. Clearly, it pillaged or stolen from some sacked city, taken from an unknown woman's wardrobe. Strange how they seemed determined to make her wear them now. The skirt was brightly dyed in green, deeper than anything she had seen before, long enough for its hems to graze the floor. It was the same as last night, designed to bare its wearer's chest to the world, coils of braided leathers around her shoulders and down her belly where they laced one another to pull the garment tight before it spilled into the flowing skirt. She would have preferred to leave her chamber wrapped in bedsheets.
“If you do not like it...” Already Yana reached for it to take it away as was Zora's long habit, but she stopped the girl. “Yana.” This simple drop in tone seemed to imply far more than an opinion on a dress. Yana handed it over and began to help her with it.
They were halfway through the laces when noise outside the door, some conversation.
“Queen Zora!” The voice was sharp. Followed by another, soft, almost like a cooing bird. She slipped on the dress, quickly, shooing Yana off to disappear wherever she went when Foersa was in view.
The woman strode in just as Zora finished the last lace and looked up, aware now of the shadow that followed her. Not Yana. Foersa's daughter who was a few years older than her servant and twice as round.
She clicked her tongue and pulled a comb from her pocket. She, like the Queen, knew Gorun was soon to be home and so she was taking all the liberties she dared before his return.
Brooking no argument save an outright scream, Foersa gripped her wrist and drew her to the flat chair where the dress had been and began working her way through Zora's plaits, with a maternal ferocity.
“Why. Are. You. Here, Lady Foersa?”
“I had just been thinking since our last Feastday. You were young when our King found you here, my dear.
“So young.” Vera echoed, forlornly, as if she'd half-forgotten all of this was a ridiculous charade.
“And he wed you so quickly, before any of us might have given him good counsel, all this nonsense of visions and prophecy...”
This was the first time she'd ever heard a Cizinec openly question Gorun's plan – one wholly sprung out of the bizarre horror of killing her father and brother before her and falling to his knees piteously. He could love no other. Her children would rule this city again. Her first would be a warrior and ride alongside him. He would be so beautiful she would thank the Cizinec for conquering her people. He had looked into her eyes in that throne room so painfully full of sunlight and shed tears. Tears of madness, in the end, but in that moment...Zora did not know who or what she was looking at. She would be his wife...he had said, with his enormous arm shaking as it held out his blood-smeared blade...or she would be no man's wife, he would end her people forever if she refused him. He did not know her name. He did not know a thing about her, but whatever vision he saw, broke his bloodlust, if only for a moment.
Zora should have been brave enough to tell him no. She thought about it often. Though that would have meant the death of Yana and the few others who still lived. Would he have have run her through as quickly as Karel and Boian? Would he have used her there regardless, next to her dying family?
She did not tell him no. She stood stock-still in terror and hatred long enough so that he drew her up, slung her over his shoulder, and carried her back to the encampment his people had made to siege the city. His bloodlust briefly broken by the novelty of his newfound epiphany. And while no child came of his rutting, for a time, she did carry his madness. Madness to think he was anything but a murderous warlord. He had fawned over her as his beloved queen for one moon before the servants whispered he'd bedded one of his own kind. All of this, this name of Queen, was a convenient lie she would swallow to save her skin again and again.
And this, too, Foersa understood.
“I'm sure you know nothing about how to coax a man in bed. How to satisfy him. A man such as our king...”
“Satisfy.” It was Zora's turn to absently echo.
“Give him this.” Even unseen, Foersa's eyes felt particularly beady and small, perhaps glaring at the back of her neck as she slid a small clay and cork-capped tube over her shoulder and into her hand. The kind most women kept an oil or scent in. “When he returns with the warbands, put this on your warm places and he will want nothing more than you and your bed.”
She knew nothing of the Queen's rather extensive knowledge of nearby botany and herbalism. But this no great surprise. This was the trade of the women of the High Hill. Men destroy. Women control. Faintly, Zora wanted to rush to the laboratory and examine it.
“Give him this and he will bed you until he puts his child in you. If there is no mark against you, of course.” Vera stroked the side of the queen's arm softly as her mother said this, in the same moment Foersa pulled the comb through her hair with a fierce unfeeling yank. The swell of her unborn brushing against her back. On purpose, of course. As ever, Zora refused to give her the satisfaction of crying out.
“Why would ever I trust you?”
“We do not want to leave. I am tired and this one kicks me all day. I do not wish to follow the hunters again. Sleep on dirt. But two years is a long time for any man to wait, much less our King. Surely, you can feel it. Pretty as you are, you deny him the one thing he wants. Sooner or later, he's going to find a way around you. Until then...well...”
Foersa handed her the comb, and she and her daughter left the room.