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They walked back together until they reached the familiar forking of the passage where Zora slipped away to her own return. The flow of her golden locks trailed off into the black shadow and she was gone, leaving him alone with a sudden subtle empty ache in his gut. It would pass.
Visiting the alchemist's cave of their previous rutting, Falke took a new torch from the wall and lit it from the weak embers of his own. It took light and he stubbed out the discarded in the snuft.
Where the Queen needed to be accounted for, Falke's presence was not so urgently required. He had time to linger and he would use that time to explore. He returned to the supply room that Zora had led him through, the bedrolls and chests covered in dust, the pitted rust on the latches and the blades of the armaments. Bows hung from the wall, dozens upon dozens neatly overlapping one another like soldiers formed at the ready. Upon the opposite wall, shields hung, their scratchless surfaces telling of no battles. One of the chests was found unlocked. He cricked it open to see gauntlets and helmets. Tunics lay folded and discolored, embroidered in styles such as he'd never laid eyes upon, telling their age, that of a generation past. The flints on the shelf would still be good. He noted where he could return for one should the need arise.
Then he came across a ring of keys upon a peg. He took it down. Studying them in the amber aura of his torch, the iron keys were too large to fit the chests. They had to open doors. There were four of them. On his original excursion down these tunnels before meeting Zora in the magician's chamber, Falke had noted three side tunnels. The first had led to the falls. The second had descended too steeply for his tastes. The third had quickly led to a door. He knew where he was going to try the keys.
Before he committed to trekking all that way through the tunnels again however, he quickly looked over the secret side door to the falls. It had no lock, just the crank wheel. Taking an axe from the rack, he slipped past the door to the glorious crush of the falls to use the main tunnel. The route was a bit longer but had no traps. His gait was eager as he made his way along the passage with confidence as he'd become so familiar with his surroundings. Traversing them so many times, he recognized many of the bumps and knots in the rock as his torch illuminated them in the steps ahead. He rejoined the main tunnel (or at least what he considered to be such), passed the second tunnel and soon came upon the third branch just before the alchemist's room. Taking it, he found the sealed door that he could not budge upon his previous visit.
It was barred from the inside - to keep a body out, not imprison within - and hadn't been opened in years, perhaps decades. No fresh footprints appeared in the dust aside from his own. First things first, he would need two hands and so found an appropriate niche to set down the torch, leaning it against the wall. After placing it he watched to ensure its stability, taking no chances, should it accidentally fall and butt itself out. His tool was a battle axe, not ideal but still reasonably effective for the job. The only question was whether or not Falke had enough room to take a proper swing. He did not, so he had to make do with hacking away at the heavy plank that could not be removed, as it had been bolted into place with the iron braces which gave not enough space on either end to slide it clear. Using gravity to drop several chops from above, he managed to cut a wedge, flinching his eyes to avoid the splinters as he worked, grunting and coaxing the job in mild impatience. The wood was old and discolored all throughout its grain.
It was difficult to see his handywork as his body blocking the torchlight cast a black shadow upon the door, but soon the thick plank began to loosen at the weakening point and with a final decisive blow - a swift boot - it cracked apart, separating the two portions. Falke pushed one aside enough to pull the other out and toss to the floor behind him (taking care not to upset his torch), then he removed the first chunk and tossed it aside as well.
Pausing for a breath, Falke mopped his brow with his cuff and set down the axe to retrieve his flickering beacon. It was time to try the keys. With eager anticipation, he slipped the first one into the lock. It would not turn. Neither would the second. The third key was different. It clicked about, seemingly wanting to tumble but the lock would not give. He withdrew the key and examined the spots of rust in the torchlight. Perhaps the lock was so corroded as well. With a huff or relent, he thought of a new tack.
The alchemist's cave was not far. The fire pit was but a dying glow, but Falke did not restoke it. His torch was enough. Taking a rag from one of the shelves, he dipped the key in the pot of torch oil, giving it a healthy swab, then rubbed it clean with the rag and finally dipped the rag in the oil.
Returning to the ornery door, he wiggled the lubricated key. There was movement, but Falke was careful not to force anything and damage the ancient parts. He gave the key another wipe with the oiled rag before continuing, easing the key in and out of the lock in an effort to grease the internal parts as best as he could. After another moment of wiggling and coaxing, there was a clunk. The lock turned and, with a sigh of satisfaction, he removed the key to hang the ring from his wrist.
The door was now unlocked but still did not move. Falke grabbed it by the bar brace that had held the plank fast for so long, and yanked. It budged, if barely. He yanked again and could feel it loosening, even seeing movement in the gap around the edge of the jamb. He tugged and heaved harder and then with a yawning creak it yielded and drew open on its old hinges. He stood back warily in case of any traps and waited a moment in the silence before beholding the beyond.
It was more tunnel. With torch in one hand and axe in the other, he ventured forth. Around the gentle
bend, he found steps in the unfinished rock, crudely cut but evenly spaced and easy to climb if not for the steep grade. He counted the steps, seventy-seven, and when they stopped, the ascent continued although at a somewhat subsided slope. Upwards, up and up he climbed, his breath heavy and his thighs beginning to burn. Other than fucking, Falke hadn't performed anything so strenuous since before his injury, and servicing the Queen (although certainly more than enough to cause him to perspire) had never required such endurance.
The wall to his right changed to granite, sloping up and away, widening the passage ceiling. Falke paused to catch his breath and rested his palm on the stone which confirmed to him that he was climbing to Wisdom Peak. He rued the bulk of the axe and considered dropping it but wasn't sure if he'd need it again further up the tunnel. He trudged on.
Soon there were more steps climbing sharply. Though Falke's thighs were tiring, they still powered him up, breath by panting breath. It was as if the climb would never end, but on the ninety-ninth step the tunnel bent to the right and levelled out into a short hall cutting straight into the stone with another crank wheel dead ahead. Setting down his burdens, Falke took a moment to regain his strength before clasping both hands upon the wheel and giving it a turn. Slowly it moved and twitter of birds wafted in beautifully on the warm fresh air with the smell of blossoms and the briny sea. The stone slab eased back until there was enough space for him to shimmy out. He butted in the snuft and hung the torch in the bracket before stepping into the deep brush and the shade of rustling branches.
The opening was very well hidden behind the shrubbery that had obviously overgrown in the years of the passage's disuse and the axe came in handy for some bushwhacking. Falke hacked his way squinting into the sunshine. Once his eyes adjusted, he took in his surroundings. Indeed, he was atop Wisdom Peak, in the tall meadows that circled the slanted and jagged pyramid of granite that jutted upwards perhaps fifty or sixty span from the hill's top. To the north were the blue snowcapped distant mountains and to the south was the boundless ocean. He approached the edge where the brush ringed the field and sloped downwards quite sharply to take in the view. Below was the fortress Amenja and its surrounding village of tents and carts, their inhabitants crawling among and between them like insects. Then across the gap was High Hill, perhaps one-third the height of his current perch. The river rushed past the hill before him, white and foamy to plunge over the unseen edge and into a dreamy cloud of mist where it met the endless sea. From his high vantage, Falke roughly surmised the distances of the tunnels beneath the scene as the wash of the tides crashing upon the rocky shores below fought with the perpetual thunder of the falls. Too, he looked back at the thicket that hid the opening at the base of the stone and realized how a unit of archers could line this ridge in secret and rain their arrows down upon any invaders that dared to threaten the fort.
His clothes were still a bit damp, particularly clinging to his shoulders and knees. Adding to that was the clammy wetness under his arms from the climb. Falke circled around the peak to its easier slope, climbed up onto the slab of granite and stretched himself out in the bright sunshine as the softest breeze fluffed his hair and licked his skin. He could feel the vapors leaching from his clothes.
"Wine," he huffed to himself. Zora's thoughts when she had left him had been fixed upon wine, but he could not concentrate on the possibilities of her reasoning. Perhaps it was another of her concoctions, or maybe she just felt like sowsing herself. As if the long night and the rigors of rutting hadn't taken enough of his energy, the fatigue of the climb had him dozing in thoughts of her, her drive, her need, her inner strength and of course her embrace and her flesh. The stone was warm beneath him and the sun besieged his eyelids pink behind them, enough that it was an effort to pinch them shut and still could not find blackness. He rolled himself over with a light groan, exposing the moisture on his buttocks and back to its rays. With his eyes now shaded, he drifted off.
"Falke ... Falke ..."
Snapping awake, he rolled over to see the shaman standing in the tall grass, the early autumn blades of green, streaking with gold.
"Szargo," he greeted as he sat himself up.
"I did not expect to find you here," the shaman began. "'Tis a regular trek for me, every seven days or thereabouts. It is a powerful place as mountain spires are."
"I do not come up here often," Falke remarked. "Only my second visit."
"Since you are here," Szargo continued as he approached the foot of the stone. "I've found your well."
"So there is water?"
"There is always water," said Szargo. "Unless you plan to dig into this," he explained as he palmed the great slab of granite spiking up from the hilltop meadow. "But in dirt it is but a question of how deep."
"I see," nodded Falke.
"So I have marked the area and have spoken with Rogalo and Dax," Szargo explained. "I believe that we will find good water there, much seepage from the river at perhaps seventy or eighty span."
"That far?"
"Amenja is built upon on a rise," Szargo continued. "Water trickles downward, not up."
"Of course," conceded Falke.
"There is another matter," said Szargo after a pause. "It was not my mission to do so, but since you are here I might tell you."
"Yes?"
"They are looking for you."
"Oh?" Falke piqued, masking his mild alarm.
"A messenger came this morn," said the shaman. "From Taulos."
"Taulos," Falke repeated. Once the false alarm had relaxed him, his mind instantly recalled Lenna, the lover that he had taken upon his last visit to the sacred mesa lookout back in the spring. "Thank you," said Falke. "I suppose I shall receive it."
Szargo clambered up the granite slope and once disappearing to its top Falke stood. He was dry now. The axe lay in the grass. The shaman had seemingly missed the blade obscured amongst the tall blades, but Falke had been terribly sloppy. After cursing himself silently, he hopped down from his perch and looked up. Szargo could not be seen, up there somewhere atop the peak. This close to the base of the stone the angle was too sharp for line of sight. Falke picked up the old weapon and placed it with care under the brush. Then he headed off down the trail that he knew on the north slope, ensuring that Szargo would see him leave by conventional means. He would return to close the stone tunnel at another time and hope that the shaman had not caught on.
The message was left for him in his tent. It was from Melyc, one of the captains at the distant camp. Falke sat broke the seal and read. His heart sank. Lenna had died. It was a premature labor at only six months. Neither mother nor daughter survived.
He pictured sweet Lenna. It was not difficult as the memories were fresh and vibrant. He remembered her soft blue eyes, her yellow hair like down, fringing her brow. He could hear the sweet songs that she warbled as he fucked her - for seven days in the sparkling warmth of the spring pool. Falke wanted to touch her, to console her, but she was not there. Neither had been he, all these months, despite knowing of the child in her womb through similar letters sent, although due to her illiteracy never in her own hand. He had written back, promising to return whenever his obligations would permit, and that he would ensure that the child would be provided for. She was one of a few, but Lenna was special, without a vengeful bone in her wee body, as pure as the snow that he had laid her in at the springwater's edge.
In many ways she was the opposite of Zora. Where the queen were buxom strong-willed and defiant, Lenna was slight soft and delicate, yet they were both pure hearted and true. Now Zora could also be carrying his child, and she could possibly reach the same fate. Falke knew that such was life, and it had always been his strength to accept life and take it as it comes, but this felt different. He hadn't realized how close he had been to Lenna until it was too late. The child - his anonymous daughter - was gone as well. It left him suddenly empty. It was a similar feeling to that which he had experienced when Zora had disappeared down the tunnel the night before, but it was much more imposing. Even if he did not get to touch her, he would certainly see Zora again. The loss of Lenna was permanent.
Over the days that followed, that emptiness receded but never went away. Instead it lurked in the recesses of his soul, rustling in the tangles of the back of his mind (tangles that he hadn't known were there) whenever moments allowed him to notice.
Gorun was returning. The last messenger told that he was but three days out. There would be a celebration - a feast. Falke had joined the hunting party to pass the time. They had come across a herd of elk and Falke's team managed to separate some of the animals and run them down a ravine to where the archers lay in wait. The beast was quite the prize and drew the attention of many as it was hauled in and publicly butchered while the children admired the ornate complexity of the antlers in reverent awe. Then the massive sides of meat were carried through the fortress gates where they would be prepared alongside the usual boar and quail for the King's arrival the following day and the large sections of hide were hung to dry and tan as the shadows lengthened in the wanes of the afternoon. As he followed the procession, Foersa stopped him and took him aside.
"Our king, he returns yet again," she said. "Could you see a day when he does not?"
"I do not contemplate such matters," Falke sidestepped. Certainly he did contemplate, but as everyone else, he kept such thoughts to himself. Even without Foersa's potential to manipulate, to discuss them could be suicidal.
"Come now, you are a wise man, perhaps the wisest on the counsel," she said, her voice dripping sweetly. Then with both palms upon her gravid belly, she winced and lurched. "Umnh," she sighed as her unborn shifted and kicked. "Pardon," she apologized. "Hopefully this will be my last." Her weariness was true, she was still a decently fetching woman but was older now, the cracks beginning to form at the corners of her eyes and a definite sag in her well-used bosom (exposed as was her usual custom), its nipples dark and ready for the suckling of her next offspring, but Falke took note of how out of character it was for her to beg her atonement.
"Not Rogalo, not your own husband Morro," he scoffed. She was sucking up. Something was on the brew in her mind and he was keen to assume it dangerous at least in some way as it was better to err on the side of caution.
"I said perhaps," she grinned coyly. Falke almost cracked a smile at her cleverness. "My point being, who would be next in line?"
"I will not speak of such things," he answered, suddenly cooling. His eyes narrowed at her a warning not to continue such a line of inquiry. "And if you must, you will not speak of them with me. Find someone else." Then he walked passed her and away.
Summer was ending. The days were balmy but the evenings were turning brisk. In the dead of the chilly black night with the moon and stars fully obscured by thick cloud, Falke headed out on his deliberately meandering path to the stone gully. He knew the footing and the landmarks well enough that with enough care and time (and the sounds of the river flow) he could find his way without lighting his torch. Once in the pitch of the cave, he felt for and found the altar. Then his flint sparked life and color to the walls and his torch took to flame, illuminating the fertile Goddess at the end of the room. Vaestred, he recalled her name.
He wondered how much time that the Queen might spend below ground, whether she used these caverns at her leisure beyond any specific needs. If she had traversed any of the tunnels since their last meeting, would she have found the door that he'd opened and to where it had led? He doubted it, as he had seen no fresh footprints upon his last visit. Of course, later upon that night of the morning when he had left the shaman atop the granite spire, Falke had returned to the hilltop to retrieve the axe and close the door and he surmised the stone slab too heavy for her to budge on her own. Falke had come to the caves to explore. He would open more chests. Perhaps he could find a rope to descend that path too steep. He had also come on hope. In all likelihood, Zora would not be there. She had ended it. Still, it was a last chance for a private moment, to fill the ache in his chest, perhaps even one final caress before her King returned on the morrow to reclaim her and she would again be untouchable.
Visiting the alchemist's cave of their previous rutting, Falke took a new torch from the wall and lit it from the weak embers of his own. It took light and he stubbed out the discarded in the snuft.
Where the Queen needed to be accounted for, Falke's presence was not so urgently required. He had time to linger and he would use that time to explore. He returned to the supply room that Zora had led him through, the bedrolls and chests covered in dust, the pitted rust on the latches and the blades of the armaments. Bows hung from the wall, dozens upon dozens neatly overlapping one another like soldiers formed at the ready. Upon the opposite wall, shields hung, their scratchless surfaces telling of no battles. One of the chests was found unlocked. He cricked it open to see gauntlets and helmets. Tunics lay folded and discolored, embroidered in styles such as he'd never laid eyes upon, telling their age, that of a generation past. The flints on the shelf would still be good. He noted where he could return for one should the need arise.
Then he came across a ring of keys upon a peg. He took it down. Studying them in the amber aura of his torch, the iron keys were too large to fit the chests. They had to open doors. There were four of them. On his original excursion down these tunnels before meeting Zora in the magician's chamber, Falke had noted three side tunnels. The first had led to the falls. The second had descended too steeply for his tastes. The third had quickly led to a door. He knew where he was going to try the keys.
Before he committed to trekking all that way through the tunnels again however, he quickly looked over the secret side door to the falls. It had no lock, just the crank wheel. Taking an axe from the rack, he slipped past the door to the glorious crush of the falls to use the main tunnel. The route was a bit longer but had no traps. His gait was eager as he made his way along the passage with confidence as he'd become so familiar with his surroundings. Traversing them so many times, he recognized many of the bumps and knots in the rock as his torch illuminated them in the steps ahead. He rejoined the main tunnel (or at least what he considered to be such), passed the second tunnel and soon came upon the third branch just before the alchemist's room. Taking it, he found the sealed door that he could not budge upon his previous visit.
It was barred from the inside - to keep a body out, not imprison within - and hadn't been opened in years, perhaps decades. No fresh footprints appeared in the dust aside from his own. First things first, he would need two hands and so found an appropriate niche to set down the torch, leaning it against the wall. After placing it he watched to ensure its stability, taking no chances, should it accidentally fall and butt itself out. His tool was a battle axe, not ideal but still reasonably effective for the job. The only question was whether or not Falke had enough room to take a proper swing. He did not, so he had to make do with hacking away at the heavy plank that could not be removed, as it had been bolted into place with the iron braces which gave not enough space on either end to slide it clear. Using gravity to drop several chops from above, he managed to cut a wedge, flinching his eyes to avoid the splinters as he worked, grunting and coaxing the job in mild impatience. The wood was old and discolored all throughout its grain.
It was difficult to see his handywork as his body blocking the torchlight cast a black shadow upon the door, but soon the thick plank began to loosen at the weakening point and with a final decisive blow - a swift boot - it cracked apart, separating the two portions. Falke pushed one aside enough to pull the other out and toss to the floor behind him (taking care not to upset his torch), then he removed the first chunk and tossed it aside as well.
Pausing for a breath, Falke mopped his brow with his cuff and set down the axe to retrieve his flickering beacon. It was time to try the keys. With eager anticipation, he slipped the first one into the lock. It would not turn. Neither would the second. The third key was different. It clicked about, seemingly wanting to tumble but the lock would not give. He withdrew the key and examined the spots of rust in the torchlight. Perhaps the lock was so corroded as well. With a huff or relent, he thought of a new tack.
The alchemist's cave was not far. The fire pit was but a dying glow, but Falke did not restoke it. His torch was enough. Taking a rag from one of the shelves, he dipped the key in the pot of torch oil, giving it a healthy swab, then rubbed it clean with the rag and finally dipped the rag in the oil.
Returning to the ornery door, he wiggled the lubricated key. There was movement, but Falke was careful not to force anything and damage the ancient parts. He gave the key another wipe with the oiled rag before continuing, easing the key in and out of the lock in an effort to grease the internal parts as best as he could. After another moment of wiggling and coaxing, there was a clunk. The lock turned and, with a sigh of satisfaction, he removed the key to hang the ring from his wrist.
The door was now unlocked but still did not move. Falke grabbed it by the bar brace that had held the plank fast for so long, and yanked. It budged, if barely. He yanked again and could feel it loosening, even seeing movement in the gap around the edge of the jamb. He tugged and heaved harder and then with a yawning creak it yielded and drew open on its old hinges. He stood back warily in case of any traps and waited a moment in the silence before beholding the beyond.
It was more tunnel. With torch in one hand and axe in the other, he ventured forth. Around the gentle
bend, he found steps in the unfinished rock, crudely cut but evenly spaced and easy to climb if not for the steep grade. He counted the steps, seventy-seven, and when they stopped, the ascent continued although at a somewhat subsided slope. Upwards, up and up he climbed, his breath heavy and his thighs beginning to burn. Other than fucking, Falke hadn't performed anything so strenuous since before his injury, and servicing the Queen (although certainly more than enough to cause him to perspire) had never required such endurance.
The wall to his right changed to granite, sloping up and away, widening the passage ceiling. Falke paused to catch his breath and rested his palm on the stone which confirmed to him that he was climbing to Wisdom Peak. He rued the bulk of the axe and considered dropping it but wasn't sure if he'd need it again further up the tunnel. He trudged on.
Soon there were more steps climbing sharply. Though Falke's thighs were tiring, they still powered him up, breath by panting breath. It was as if the climb would never end, but on the ninety-ninth step the tunnel bent to the right and levelled out into a short hall cutting straight into the stone with another crank wheel dead ahead. Setting down his burdens, Falke took a moment to regain his strength before clasping both hands upon the wheel and giving it a turn. Slowly it moved and twitter of birds wafted in beautifully on the warm fresh air with the smell of blossoms and the briny sea. The stone slab eased back until there was enough space for him to shimmy out. He butted in the snuft and hung the torch in the bracket before stepping into the deep brush and the shade of rustling branches.
The opening was very well hidden behind the shrubbery that had obviously overgrown in the years of the passage's disuse and the axe came in handy for some bushwhacking. Falke hacked his way squinting into the sunshine. Once his eyes adjusted, he took in his surroundings. Indeed, he was atop Wisdom Peak, in the tall meadows that circled the slanted and jagged pyramid of granite that jutted upwards perhaps fifty or sixty span from the hill's top. To the north were the blue snowcapped distant mountains and to the south was the boundless ocean. He approached the edge where the brush ringed the field and sloped downwards quite sharply to take in the view. Below was the fortress Amenja and its surrounding village of tents and carts, their inhabitants crawling among and between them like insects. Then across the gap was High Hill, perhaps one-third the height of his current perch. The river rushed past the hill before him, white and foamy to plunge over the unseen edge and into a dreamy cloud of mist where it met the endless sea. From his high vantage, Falke roughly surmised the distances of the tunnels beneath the scene as the wash of the tides crashing upon the rocky shores below fought with the perpetual thunder of the falls. Too, he looked back at the thicket that hid the opening at the base of the stone and realized how a unit of archers could line this ridge in secret and rain their arrows down upon any invaders that dared to threaten the fort.
His clothes were still a bit damp, particularly clinging to his shoulders and knees. Adding to that was the clammy wetness under his arms from the climb. Falke circled around the peak to its easier slope, climbed up onto the slab of granite and stretched himself out in the bright sunshine as the softest breeze fluffed his hair and licked his skin. He could feel the vapors leaching from his clothes.
"Wine," he huffed to himself. Zora's thoughts when she had left him had been fixed upon wine, but he could not concentrate on the possibilities of her reasoning. Perhaps it was another of her concoctions, or maybe she just felt like sowsing herself. As if the long night and the rigors of rutting hadn't taken enough of his energy, the fatigue of the climb had him dozing in thoughts of her, her drive, her need, her inner strength and of course her embrace and her flesh. The stone was warm beneath him and the sun besieged his eyelids pink behind them, enough that it was an effort to pinch them shut and still could not find blackness. He rolled himself over with a light groan, exposing the moisture on his buttocks and back to its rays. With his eyes now shaded, he drifted off.
"Falke ... Falke ..."
Snapping awake, he rolled over to see the shaman standing in the tall grass, the early autumn blades of green, streaking with gold.
"Szargo," he greeted as he sat himself up.
"I did not expect to find you here," the shaman began. "'Tis a regular trek for me, every seven days or thereabouts. It is a powerful place as mountain spires are."
"I do not come up here often," Falke remarked. "Only my second visit."
"Since you are here," Szargo continued as he approached the foot of the stone. "I've found your well."
"So there is water?"
"There is always water," said Szargo. "Unless you plan to dig into this," he explained as he palmed the great slab of granite spiking up from the hilltop meadow. "But in dirt it is but a question of how deep."
"I see," nodded Falke.
"So I have marked the area and have spoken with Rogalo and Dax," Szargo explained. "I believe that we will find good water there, much seepage from the river at perhaps seventy or eighty span."
"That far?"
"Amenja is built upon on a rise," Szargo continued. "Water trickles downward, not up."
"Of course," conceded Falke.
"There is another matter," said Szargo after a pause. "It was not my mission to do so, but since you are here I might tell you."
"Yes?"
"They are looking for you."
"Oh?" Falke piqued, masking his mild alarm.
"A messenger came this morn," said the shaman. "From Taulos."
"Taulos," Falke repeated. Once the false alarm had relaxed him, his mind instantly recalled Lenna, the lover that he had taken upon his last visit to the sacred mesa lookout back in the spring. "Thank you," said Falke. "I suppose I shall receive it."
Szargo clambered up the granite slope and once disappearing to its top Falke stood. He was dry now. The axe lay in the grass. The shaman had seemingly missed the blade obscured amongst the tall blades, but Falke had been terribly sloppy. After cursing himself silently, he hopped down from his perch and looked up. Szargo could not be seen, up there somewhere atop the peak. This close to the base of the stone the angle was too sharp for line of sight. Falke picked up the old weapon and placed it with care under the brush. Then he headed off down the trail that he knew on the north slope, ensuring that Szargo would see him leave by conventional means. He would return to close the stone tunnel at another time and hope that the shaman had not caught on.
The message was left for him in his tent. It was from Melyc, one of the captains at the distant camp. Falke sat broke the seal and read. His heart sank. Lenna had died. It was a premature labor at only six months. Neither mother nor daughter survived.
He pictured sweet Lenna. It was not difficult as the memories were fresh and vibrant. He remembered her soft blue eyes, her yellow hair like down, fringing her brow. He could hear the sweet songs that she warbled as he fucked her - for seven days in the sparkling warmth of the spring pool. Falke wanted to touch her, to console her, but she was not there. Neither had been he, all these months, despite knowing of the child in her womb through similar letters sent, although due to her illiteracy never in her own hand. He had written back, promising to return whenever his obligations would permit, and that he would ensure that the child would be provided for. She was one of a few, but Lenna was special, without a vengeful bone in her wee body, as pure as the snow that he had laid her in at the springwater's edge.
In many ways she was the opposite of Zora. Where the queen were buxom strong-willed and defiant, Lenna was slight soft and delicate, yet they were both pure hearted and true. Now Zora could also be carrying his child, and she could possibly reach the same fate. Falke knew that such was life, and it had always been his strength to accept life and take it as it comes, but this felt different. He hadn't realized how close he had been to Lenna until it was too late. The child - his anonymous daughter - was gone as well. It left him suddenly empty. It was a similar feeling to that which he had experienced when Zora had disappeared down the tunnel the night before, but it was much more imposing. Even if he did not get to touch her, he would certainly see Zora again. The loss of Lenna was permanent.
Over the days that followed, that emptiness receded but never went away. Instead it lurked in the recesses of his soul, rustling in the tangles of the back of his mind (tangles that he hadn't known were there) whenever moments allowed him to notice.
Gorun was returning. The last messenger told that he was but three days out. There would be a celebration - a feast. Falke had joined the hunting party to pass the time. They had come across a herd of elk and Falke's team managed to separate some of the animals and run them down a ravine to where the archers lay in wait. The beast was quite the prize and drew the attention of many as it was hauled in and publicly butchered while the children admired the ornate complexity of the antlers in reverent awe. Then the massive sides of meat were carried through the fortress gates where they would be prepared alongside the usual boar and quail for the King's arrival the following day and the large sections of hide were hung to dry and tan as the shadows lengthened in the wanes of the afternoon. As he followed the procession, Foersa stopped him and took him aside.
"Our king, he returns yet again," she said. "Could you see a day when he does not?"
"I do not contemplate such matters," Falke sidestepped. Certainly he did contemplate, but as everyone else, he kept such thoughts to himself. Even without Foersa's potential to manipulate, to discuss them could be suicidal.
"Come now, you are a wise man, perhaps the wisest on the counsel," she said, her voice dripping sweetly. Then with both palms upon her gravid belly, she winced and lurched. "Umnh," she sighed as her unborn shifted and kicked. "Pardon," she apologized. "Hopefully this will be my last." Her weariness was true, she was still a decently fetching woman but was older now, the cracks beginning to form at the corners of her eyes and a definite sag in her well-used bosom (exposed as was her usual custom), its nipples dark and ready for the suckling of her next offspring, but Falke took note of how out of character it was for her to beg her atonement.
"Not Rogalo, not your own husband Morro," he scoffed. She was sucking up. Something was on the brew in her mind and he was keen to assume it dangerous at least in some way as it was better to err on the side of caution.
"I said perhaps," she grinned coyly. Falke almost cracked a smile at her cleverness. "My point being, who would be next in line?"
"I will not speak of such things," he answered, suddenly cooling. His eyes narrowed at her a warning not to continue such a line of inquiry. "And if you must, you will not speak of them with me. Find someone else." Then he walked passed her and away.
Summer was ending. The days were balmy but the evenings were turning brisk. In the dead of the chilly black night with the moon and stars fully obscured by thick cloud, Falke headed out on his deliberately meandering path to the stone gully. He knew the footing and the landmarks well enough that with enough care and time (and the sounds of the river flow) he could find his way without lighting his torch. Once in the pitch of the cave, he felt for and found the altar. Then his flint sparked life and color to the walls and his torch took to flame, illuminating the fertile Goddess at the end of the room. Vaestred, he recalled her name.
He wondered how much time that the Queen might spend below ground, whether she used these caverns at her leisure beyond any specific needs. If she had traversed any of the tunnels since their last meeting, would she have found the door that he'd opened and to where it had led? He doubted it, as he had seen no fresh footprints upon his last visit. Of course, later upon that night of the morning when he had left the shaman atop the granite spire, Falke had returned to the hilltop to retrieve the axe and close the door and he surmised the stone slab too heavy for her to budge on her own. Falke had come to the caves to explore. He would open more chests. Perhaps he could find a rope to descend that path too steep. He had also come on hope. In all likelihood, Zora would not be there. She had ended it. Still, it was a last chance for a private moment, to fill the ache in his chest, perhaps even one final caress before her King returned on the morrow to reclaim her and she would again be untouchable.