stacey's new thread

hey guys how is everybody doing? sorry i havent got on here for a while, ive been busy! i want everyone to know that my hardcore pics have been deleted. so they will not be working. the ones that were hardcore i will try to post somewhere else when i get the time. so i hope you enjoy these few.....:rose:
 
Last edited:
Here is a great place...

I think this site would be even better if stacey was gushing there...

www y u v u t u dot com

Come on in, chat a bit and put those videos of your great ass-ets on there. I am sure I speak for everyone in this room, we miss your hard core postings!:devil:
 
hey guys how have you been? im sorry i havent been on here in along time. uhm im not posting anywhere. i havent even been looking. lol im probally going to end this thread and start over on here soon. gosh i dont know what to say!!! i got sooo much stuff balled up inside and want to let it out and tell somebody that would listen. :( but dk if i should. okay here goes........


im sorry everyone my real name is amy. im from a small town. i do not work on cars, i dont know much about them. lol im not much of a gun person too. uhmm that stuff was my bf. im sorry i lied to you guys. i didnt mean to i never done anything like this before and was scared so my bf thought it would be a good idea incase anyone i knew post on here. uhhmmm im the girl that loves music. thats one of the joys in my life. i also like to make stuff and paint. i am the tom boy type. im not a girly girl who worries about the nails. i actually never had my nails done before. lol (dont want to lol) i love to laugh and to make ppl laugh. and lately i havent been laughing much. and when i do somthing goes wrong. i feel like im alone and have no one to talk to.

if you want to hear more and talk to me let me know..... i dont want to bore you. and if your mad and dont want to talk to me thats fine to i will just stop posting. its no prob.
 
Amy,
Let it out, let it go, try not to hold yourself to standard that no human being is designed to meet and if you can try not to be so hard on yourself.
You have a whole life ahead of you, live it a you see fit, no reason to hide away simply because like all of us, you happen to be so very, very human and like all of us fall a bit short at times.
So, keep on keeping on and dont be so hard on yourself!!
 
Hey there Amy,

Keep on posting, there are a zillion out there who like to read what you have to say.

For the readers its nice to see what other people have on their minds and for you it might be a nice way to vent all those thoughts that are boiling inside your head...

Keep up the nice work...
 
If you feel you need to let it out Amy, i hope you feel better for it as well
 
well i have been upset lately and stressing out on small stuff that drill at me. like i got a jelious problem caz i still think im ugly and i dont think im worth anything. and i hate seeing other girls that i think looks better than me. i think my bf is going to leave me or look at other girls the way hes not suposed to. and ive been sad caz i have been thinking about his ex. and it still bothers me and i compare stuff like in my head. she used to live here with him before me and they were going to get married. well i gave my virginity to him. and somthimes i feel bad about that. like i think is sex still special to him with me, and thinking am i really good enough. It dont seem that hes proud of me. it seems that hes more proud of his guns and cars and her than me. like he post on some gun forms and he will talk all about guns and cars and thats it! and on one thread he hasnt been on it for 4 years. and hes been getting on it for the past few days and most of the guys remember him. and one guy asked about his ex then the next one was like i miss those old pics of your girl washing your car. and it bothered me. like bad!!! i was haveing a great day that day and was happy and then that! like i thought that i dont have to hear about her agein or anything! i mean shes been gone for 3 years. and i thought that her name and everything would be gone when we got rid of her box 2 weeks ago. and im still hearing about her and im tired of it! and its upseting and depressing. and it puts me down.
 
attachment.php


Very Lovely and Legs that are Killer :cool: just found your thread and will be looking forward to visiting again Amy :kiss::kiss::rose:
 
Last edited:
Amy!!!!! lol


i will post agein later. i would like some opinions about the situation. caz idk what to do and how to make myself feel better and to stop thinking about it.
 
here is me!

You're very pretty... you shouldn't have anything at all to worry about. That's the only pic of you i've seen, as the rest don't seem to be working, but I saw your vids and you seem amazing in so many ways. Cheer up, gorgeous!
 
well heres more about me....

im the kinda girl who loves flowers and notes and stuff. i would do anything for it and be the happiest girl in the world with just that. another thing that bothers me is when we 1st started dating he told me some of the stuff that he would do for her. i was hoping he would do better or the same since he told me that. he gave her flowers and stuff everyday and she didnt care and threw tham all away. me i would treasure it all!!! well he dont do nothing for me like that and it makes me feel like crap.( i do everything for him!) he tells me that i mean more to him that her and that he loves me more. well..... he dont show it and i try to tell him and it doesnt work and i dont know what to do about it. thats all i ever wanted and i would treasure that more than him going to the store and buying me somthing. we been together over a year and he only got me one thing of flowers and thats because i had to beg for them!! we got into a fight and he had a box that belonged to his ex. i wanted him to get rid of it. he told me that if he cant have a box to remember then i cant have flowers. it hurt me and i cried. the next day he felt bad and got me flowers. the point is i shouldnt have to beg and im tired to doing that. i had to do that with my last bf which was my first. for once i would like flowers without begging. and it makes me feel like im worth crap!
 
you shouldn't have to beg, hun, he should support you as his loving girlfriend
 
Your a Lovely Lady Amy .. don't be so hard on yourself .. :kiss::kiss::rose:
 
thanks i agree. i was lonely in high school and never got that stuff. so i feel bad about myself like im not worth doing stuff like that for. to me he did it for her why not me. when he sayes im the better one. if im the better one should i be treated like the better one? i think i should if im the better one. if im not the better one then why lie to me and get my hopes up. all my life i got my hopes up on stuff and got let down and im tired of it. i dont know what to do about it. i dont feel good enough. thats also why im soooo jelious and i cant help it. and it makes him mad and idk how to make it better. im glad to be with him and i love him with all my heart. all i ever wanted was sombody to show that they want me and that im special.


yeah i know im hard on myself. its just that idk what else to do. i let things get to me. im i soft hearted, emotional person. and im hard on myself because of the way i have been treated in my past. ive been hurt soooo many times, regected, picked on and everything. growing up i would come home somtimes with gum in my hair. thats a little embarasing to share. but im hard on myself because of other ppl. i want to feel good about myself but when things happen and i worry about stuff like his ex and the stress. it tears me down. i feel so worthless.

i love music that was the one thing i could always run to in my past to make me feel better. i loved to sing and to write songs. i dont do that anymore. i have thought about it but dont have the time and wouldnt know what to write. i dont sing anymore caz im not alone at home. and dont like to be put on the spot. plus my stero is unhooked at the moment and i cant do anything about it. lol
 
Last edited:
Some guys just dont realize how lucky they are, until its too late and the lady moves on to a better life.

I always wonder, do guys who treat their girls like shit, deserve a girl anyway. But thats just my $0.02
 
Amy, you are special and he'll come around and treat you the way you deserve to be treated
 
i mean he dont treat me that bad. im sorry if im making it sound that away. hes there for me and loves me that i know. i just have my fears. and i get stressed about his ex. in ways i want to be treated better, like the flower thing and showing that hes proud of me. like the other night his friend came over for a min. and wanted to go for a ride. well i asked to come along just because i was bord and wanted to get out of the house. he told me to stay here and that i will just complain. i dont complain that much! who complains about a small car ride!!!! that made me feel like sh** in front of a friend. it made me feel like i do everything wrong.
 
oh btw he is doing a little better in the making stuff. no notes or anything like that yet. i hope for that soon. :) it would make me very happy. a few days ago he painted me somthing i loved that! it was sweet. :)
 
Back
Top