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yeah i know they do. but they dont. i mean i hope he does. i try to tell him. he knows that im on here talking to you guys about this. he dont know exactly what im saying. lol it feels good to talk to you guys. and to let everything out. :) thanks for talking to me and for listening.
 
Stacey

Splendid photo's, you are a very sensual young lady, thanks for sharing.
 
heres a few pics of me. i guess there not that bad. uhhmmm i will post new and better ones another time.
 
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hey amy,

i see no need for any one to be angry with you on lit..its safe to be yourself or an alter ego, mainly becuase your posting so much about yourself that is so personal...and you want to be able to hide behind something incase you don't like what people have to say...

but i see no reason for you to be shy or unhappy about yourself...you have avery beautiful body and a gorgous face...i hope you do start another thread and continue to post those sexi pictures you love to take.
 
No problem. Maybe if he were to read some of the stuff you've written he'd understand you better.

yeah i know what you mean. he read the 1st two i wrote so far earlier. he didnt say much. i think i depressed him because of it. i didnt mean to. its just i have no one to talk to and need to let curtin things out. he knows that i feel bad about myself and he knows what i want when it comes to flowers and showing love and apprecation. i tell him everything. i just hope he actually listens. sometimes i make him mad and dont mean to. the other day when we was at a gun shop i said somthing dont remember what but he said im starting to not care what you think. i wonder what did he mean by that. i mean i like attention and cuddleing and if i try to get him away from you comp. or guns he gets mad at me and sayes that im nagging. when all i want is some time. we dont cuddle as much and its starting to bother me. we havent none today. hes been working on guns and stuff. i asked him earlier like an hour ago to spend time with me, and he wouldnt. im not going to get anytime today for that or anything!! hes working on a car now and when he gets in hes going to get on the gun forms. he will be on that and looking up stuff for a while. then at night about 12 ish i will ask him to come to bed with me and he wont. thats been happening alot lately. i have been going to bed alone getting depressed laying there thinking and somtimes crying.
 
yeah i know what you mean. he read the 1st two i wrote so far earlier. he didnt say much. i think i depressed him because of it. i didnt mean to. its just i have no one to talk to and need to let curtin things out. he knows that i feel bad about myself and he knows what i want when it comes to flowers and showing love and apprecation. i tell him everything. i just hope he actually listens. sometimes i make him mad and dont mean to. the other day when we was at a gun shop i said somthing dont remember what but he said im starting to not care what you think. i wonder what did he mean by that. i mean i like attention and cuddleing and if i try to get him away from you comp. or guns he gets mad at me and sayes that im nagging. when all i want is some time. we dont cuddle as much and its starting to bother me. we havent none today. hes been working on guns and stuff. i asked him earlier like an hour ago to spend time with me, and he wouldnt. im not going to get anytime today for that or anything!! hes working on a car now and when he gets in hes going to get on the gun forms. he will be on that and looking up stuff for a while. then at night about 12 ish i will ask him to come to bed with me and he wont. thats been happening alot lately. i have been going to bed alone getting depressed laying there thinking and somtimes crying.


That is such a shame darling. Bob gives you a cuddle :heart:
 
Glad you are back...you are a very pretty girl. I hope that things get better.
 
If you love music...you need to try to get back to it...Music can get you through a whole lot...:)

By the way if you were my girl...you'd get flowers and gifts all the time. :)
 
If you love music...you need to try to get back to it...Music can get you through a whole lot...:)

By the way if you were my girl...you'd get flowers and gifts all the time. :)

lol its not about the stuff and the gifts. its the love that was put into it. i mean all i want is flowers and notes the special stuff that matters. going to the store to get a gift that everyone has doesnt matter as much. i mean a flower is one of a kind, each are diff. a note or something made is comeing from the person showing you love. thats why i treasure it more. and my bf knows that. so hopefully he will do better. lol i still love him though. hes my everything.

and yeah i agree i do need to get back into it. i love music. its great! it makes you feel happier. :)
 
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hey guys how have you been? im sorry i havent been on here in along time. uhm im not posting anywhere. i havent even been looking. lol im probally going to end this thread and start over on here soon. gosh i dont know what to say!!! i got sooo much stuff balled up inside and want to let it out and tell somebody that would listen. :( but dk if i should. okay here goes........


im sorry everyone my real name is amy. im from a small town. i do not work on cars, i dont know much about them. lol im not much of a gun person too. uhmm that stuff was my bf. im sorry i lied to you guys. i didnt mean to i never done anything like this before and was scared so my bf thought it would be a good idea incase anyone i knew post on here. uhhmmm im the girl that loves music. thats one of the joys in my life. i also like to make stuff and paint. i am the tom boy type. im not a girly girl who worries about the nails. i actually never had my nails done before. lol (dont want to lol) i love to laugh and to make ppl laugh. and lately i havent been laughing much. and when i do somthing goes wrong. i feel like im alone and have no one to talk to.

if you want to hear more and talk to me let me know..... i dont want to bore you. and if your mad and dont want to talk to me thats fine to i will just stop posting. its no prob.


S'OK with me :) I still think you're cute as all hell. Glad to see you're back and sorry to hear about your troubles. Whatever you do, don't let him or any other guy make you feel bad about yourself.:rose:
 
lol yeah! uhmmm he dont make me feel bad about myself. i do. its my falt when i do. i try soooo hard to be the best girlfriend i can be. and just hope that its better than her and that he loves me more. it dont seem like that. if i was the better one anyone would expect him to do better things for me.
 
hey guys how have you been? im sorry i havent been on here in along time. uhm im not posting anywhere. i havent even been looking. lol im probally going to end this thread and start over on here soon. gosh i dont know what to say!!! i got sooo much stuff balled up inside and want to let it out and tell somebody that would listen. :( but dk if i should. okay here goes........


im sorry everyone my real name is amy. im from a small town. i do not work on cars, i dont know much about them. lol im not much of a gun person too. uhmm that stuff was my bf. im sorry i lied to you guys. i didnt mean to i never done anything like this before and was scared so my bf thought it would be a good idea incase anyone i knew post on here. uhhmmm im the girl that loves music. thats one of the joys in my life. i also like to make stuff and paint. i am the tom boy type. im not a girly girl who worries about the nails. i actually never had my nails done before. lol (dont want to lol) i love to laugh and to make ppl laugh. and lately i havent been laughing much. and when i do somthing goes wrong. i feel like im alone and have no one to talk to.

if you want to hear more and talk to me let me know..... i dont want to bore you. and if your mad and dont want to talk to me thats fine to i will just stop posting. its no prob.

No harm, no foul. Just glad to see you back beautiful :rose:
 
Amy!!!!! lol


i will post agein later. i would like some opinions about the situation. caz idk what to do and how to make myself feel better and to stop thinking about it.

Amy........you ARE beautiful. You need to feel it inside, not hear it from a boyfriend or a stranger........just look within yourself. :rose::rose:
 
thank you guys for the comments. :) yeah your right i do need to find it in my self. but the problem is i wont. how many ppl do you know that has been called ugly all their life then hit 20-25 and has found that they are beautiful in their way? i may have an okay body, but girls take it hard on themselves because of other women and guys, and by the way they are treated. everybody hates the way they look. or hates somthing about themselves. i hate alot about myself. i know i have a good ass and boobs. ppl has comment on that through out high school. and i hated it thinking good god is that all they look at? and i look at me my face my hair my teeth and hate it.

i wanna be better for my bf but idk how. he sayes that im good enough but i wanna be the best! i dont know how to get rid of my jeliousy problem. and i need to caz my bf told me im driving a wedge between us. and that makes me feel like crap.
 
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