gushinqueen
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- Mar 29, 2008
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That is a very positive sign. Maybe there's hope for him after all.![]()
yeah theres hope there. i love him i guess thats what matters most.

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That is a very positive sign. Maybe there's hope for him after all.![]()

heres a few pics of me. i guess there not that bad. uhhmmm i will post new and better ones another time.

heres a few pics of me. i guess there not that bad. uhhmmm i will post new and better ones another time.

No problem. Maybe if he were to read some of the stuff you've written he'd understand you better.
yeah i know what you mean. he read the 1st two i wrote so far earlier. he didnt say much. i think i depressed him because of it. i didnt mean to. its just i have no one to talk to and need to let curtin things out. he knows that i feel bad about myself and he knows what i want when it comes to flowers and showing love and apprecation. i tell him everything. i just hope he actually listens. sometimes i make him mad and dont mean to. the other day when we was at a gun shop i said somthing dont remember what but he said im starting to not care what you think. i wonder what did he mean by that. i mean i like attention and cuddleing and if i try to get him away from you comp. or guns he gets mad at me and sayes that im nagging. when all i want is some time. we dont cuddle as much and its starting to bother me. we havent none today. hes been working on guns and stuff. i asked him earlier like an hour ago to spend time with me, and he wouldnt. im not going to get anytime today for that or anything!! hes working on a car now and when he gets in hes going to get on the gun forms. he will be on that and looking up stuff for a while. then at night about 12 ish i will ask him to come to bed with me and he wont. thats been happening alot lately. i have been going to bed alone getting depressed laying there thinking and somtimes crying.

Glad you are back...you are a very pretty girl. I hope that things get better.
If you love music...you need to try to get back to it...Music can get you through a whole lot...
By the way if you were my girl...you'd get flowers and gifts all the time.![]()
hey guys how have you been? im sorry i havent been on here in along time. uhm im not posting anywhere. i havent even been looking. lol im probally going to end this thread and start over on here soon. gosh i dont know what to say!!! i got sooo much stuff balled up inside and want to let it out and tell somebody that would listen.but dk if i should. okay here goes........
im sorry everyone my real name is amy. im from a small town. i do not work on cars, i dont know much about them. lol im not much of a gun person too. uhmm that stuff was my bf. im sorry i lied to you guys. i didnt mean to i never done anything like this before and was scared so my bf thought it would be a good idea incase anyone i knew post on here. uhhmmm im the girl that loves music. thats one of the joys in my life. i also like to make stuff and paint. i am the tom boy type. im not a girly girl who worries about the nails. i actually never had my nails done before. lol (dont want to lol) i love to laugh and to make ppl laugh. and lately i havent been laughing much. and when i do somthing goes wrong. i feel like im alone and have no one to talk to.
if you want to hear more and talk to me let me know..... i dont want to bore you. and if your mad and dont want to talk to me thats fine to i will just stop posting. its no prob.

hey guys how have you been? im sorry i havent been on here in along time. uhm im not posting anywhere. i havent even been looking. lol im probally going to end this thread and start over on here soon. gosh i dont know what to say!!! i got sooo much stuff balled up inside and want to let it out and tell somebody that would listen.but dk if i should. okay here goes........
im sorry everyone my real name is amy. im from a small town. i do not work on cars, i dont know much about them. lol im not much of a gun person too. uhmm that stuff was my bf. im sorry i lied to you guys. i didnt mean to i never done anything like this before and was scared so my bf thought it would be a good idea incase anyone i knew post on here. uhhmmm im the girl that loves music. thats one of the joys in my life. i also like to make stuff and paint. i am the tom boy type. im not a girly girl who worries about the nails. i actually never had my nails done before. lol (dont want to lol) i love to laugh and to make ppl laugh. and lately i havent been laughing much. and when i do somthing goes wrong. i feel like im alone and have no one to talk to.
if you want to hear more and talk to me let me know..... i dont want to bore you. and if your mad and dont want to talk to me thats fine to i will just stop posting. its no prob.

Amy!!!!! lol
i will post agein later. i would like some opinions about the situation. caz idk what to do and how to make myself feel better and to stop thinking about it.


