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Taking a deep breath....

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blulilacgrl said:
Taking an extra deep breath today....


Hang on guys because this is gonna be an emotional post. But it’s one that is months in the making. Hell, it is years and decades in the making.

I’m going to start off by saying that I know y’all mean well and you are trying your best to be supportive in the best possible way. But can I say that I am really irked when someone’s response to me saying I’m fat is “no, you’re not”. Bless y’all’s hearts but let’s deal with facts. I’m fat. I have fat. I have a lot of fat. Lol. And I have more today than I did four months ago. And I have less than I did a year ago. And there are days when I wish I was as fat as I thought I was as a teenager. But wishes and weight fluctuations don’t change that I am (and have been for most of my life) fat.

I started this thread in order to become more comfortable in my own skin. To accept and see beauty in myself. And it didn’t work. Mainly because I chose carefully cropped, carefully edited pics. Pictures that I thought were fun or cute or silly. But I never really showed me. Which meant when anyone complimented a picture, in the back of my mind I always had to acknowledge that what they were responding to was a manipulated version of myself. A showcase of my best assets, so to speak. Now it wasn’t a complete waste. This first half of my journey woke me up to the realities of pictures. Because I know what I can do to emphasize or obscure different parts of my body, it woke me up to how others do the same. How professional photographers use lighting, angles, cropping, and editing to get a better photo or shot. As a result, I stopped comparing my body to others. So that’s the first step.

Now the second step. A few weeks ago I had a moment that brought me to my knees. A beautiful, absolutely stunning picture of a fellow big girl. I realized in that moment that if I see the beauty in her, I need to starting looking at the beauty in me. We all need to start seeing the beauty in each other. In people the same size or bigger or smaller. We need to stop thinking that beauty resides in the shape or size of a person. Okay…. I need to stop thinking that. If I can love someone else’s pictures, then I have the capacity to love my own. That’s where I’m starting today. I am loving me. And I am declaring myself.

I am fat AND smart. I am fat AND beautiful. I am fat AND funny, quirky, cute, silly, pretty, sexy…. You name it and I am all those things. Most importantly I am those things AND fat. Because fat doesn’t negate them. Being fat doesn’t make me less and it doesn’t make me more. It is just a part of who I am.

This is me….

https://i.imgur.com/Dd65Kbd.jpg

https://i.imgur.com/7S9fo2J.jpg

Oh boy... okay. Breathe, blu. Just breathe....
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I especially enjoy the second of the two
 
EndlessNameless said:
Yeah, but I think women are the only ones who care about nails. To us guys, there are things more distracting. ;)
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Really? Y'all don't care about nails? You don't think about how good those nails would feel running down you back? Or biting into your flesh? Huh. Interesting. Maybe that's why I have such a thing for hands. I always imagine what they could be doing....

RunningJib said:
I especially enjoy the second of the two
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Yeah the first was a bit straight up and honest. Perhaps a bit too much so?
 
blulilacgrl said:
Really? Y'all don't care about nails? You don't think about how good those nails would feel running down you back? Or biting into your flesh? Huh. Interesting. Maybe that's why I have such a thing for hands. I always imagine what they could be doing....



Yeah the first was a bit straight up and honest. Perhaps a bit too much so?
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I am imagining what your hands could be doing all the time. Hehhehehehe
 
Love how you are smiling because you can see how you made me nice and hard
 
blulilacgrl said:
Really? Y'all don't care about nails? You don't think about how good those nails would feel running down you back? Or biting into your flesh? Huh. Interesting. Maybe that's why I have such a thing for hands. I always imagine what they could be doing....
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Well, if you put it that way... ;)
 
Not Really

blulilacgrl said:
Yeah the first was a bit straight up and honest. Perhaps a bit too much so?
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Not at all. I like your honesty. I like brave individuals. Frankly, I find you very appealing.

I just prefer the second of the two.

Also, regarding the newer "nails" photo, love your neck, chin and especially your mouth
 
EndlessNameless said:
My hands wander a bit themselves so I can relate.
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Oh do tell!! Exactly where do your hands like to wander? Hmmmmm?


RunningJib said:
Not at all. I like your honesty. I like brave individuals. Frankly, I find you very appealing.

I just prefer the second of the two.

Also, regarding the newer "nails" photo, love your neck, chin and especially your mouth
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You are the second person to mention my chin. Lol. Do guys really notice chins? And what exactly are you looking for in a good chin?
 
I'm looking

blulilacgrl said:
You are the second person to mention my chin. Lol. Do guys really notice chins? And what exactly are you looking for in a good chin?
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I'm looking for a slow and sensual kiss. Looking forward to exploring your neck and earlobes with my tongue and the tip of my nose. Of course, my hands will wander . . .
 
RunningJib said:
I'm looking for a slow and sensual kiss. Looking forward to exploring your neck and earlobes with my tongue and the tip of my nose. Of course, my hands will wander . . .
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Okay but see nowhere in there are you mentioning chin. Lol

And I should warn you, I'm very ticklish. :eek:
 
Don't Worry

blulilacgrl said:
Okay but see nowhere in there are you mentioning chin. Lol

And I should warn you, I'm very ticklish. :eek:
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I plan to get to know you extremely well. Trust me, your chin, behind your knees, ankles, those dimples above your ass and belly button will be thoroughly explored

How ticklish? Should I bring restraints?
 
frmtutanota said:
Have to admit.... it took a few times before I noticed those fantastic nails ;)
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I'm betting you don't do well with Where's Waldo, huh? But you did finally see them and agree that they are fabulous, right?

Blueeyesrenee said:
Happened to peek in and look at your thread! Awesome pictures! You are amazing. 💙
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Thank you! Don't you have a pic thread as well? I'm thinking I've seen a pic or two of yours and the feeling is definitely reciprocated. Or else I'm thinking of someone else amd I'm about to be thoroughly embarrassed. :eek:


RunningJib said:
I plan to get to know you extremely well. Trust me, your chin, behind your knees, ankles, those dimples above your ass and belly button will be thoroughly explored

How ticklish? Should I bring restraints?
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I have been known to bloody a nose once or twice in the midst of my flailing about. :eek:
 
blulilacgrl said:
Oh do tell!! Exactly where do your hands like to wander? Hmmmmm?
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Depends on where I'm at and what I'm doing, but I'm very handsy. All from gently touching your face, down to your chest, between your legs, or grabbing your bum. Hands are versatile. :D
 
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