The Confessional

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ICT I wish I could get a Muse/Darkness squishy snuggle before I leave ...but I know it will not happen...*le sigh*

ICT I wish I could make my brain stop prodding me to do stupid things...

ICT I miss my baby mama with all my heart and that I can NOT wait until she comes back to MD....

ICT I am glad work ends in 35 minutes...

ICT I am having 2nd and 3rd, possibly even 4th thoughts...
 
*laughs* Wolfsbane is a mutant with the ability to change into a wolf-woman. She's Irish, if memory serves. Speed, agility, strength and power of a wolf. Not to mention the fur.
 
*laughs* Wolfsbane is a mutant with the ability to change into a wolf-woman. She's Irish, if memory serves. Speed, agility, strength and power of a wolf. Not to mention the fur.



HELL'S YEAH!!!!

damn it...I gotta go do stuff now...:(

Guess I will see you again on Thursday dragon kin...
 
One week exactly and I confess that I am turning a page, one that has needed turning for a long time.

I am broadening my horizons in the real world hiding no longer and moving forward on. Literotica health permitting.

I confess that I was accused as having, a holier than thou attitude towards Sadism, considering myself above it.

I confess that in the real world I was slave to a Sadist who makes the sadists between the pages of Lit look like pussy cats by comparison. Bound in servitude by a child we shared.

I confess than when I read certain scenes I feel them in a very Literal sense having experienced them and worse in the flesh. (I refuse to apologize for that)

I confess it makes me sick to my stomach in the real world jolting me back to old memories I would rather forget and move on from.

I escaped and gradually found the quiet romantic submissive I was when he scooped me up so long ago.

I confess to trying to change in order to fit in when I should have been learning more about who I really am, learning to accept myself flaws and all.

I confess I am beginning to adore the girl I have become, I lost her and now she has returned.

I confess that I have no problem for what turns others on, I do not judge, pure sadism is just not for me, it never was.

I confess that I am done with saying sorry.

I confess that when I form an opinion about someone its because of my direct interaction with them, not some whispered half truths, manipulation or the deceitful nastiness of another from the darkened corners of Lit.

I confess that the reason I am confessing at all is that I am done with the behind scenes little dramas that are as prevalent as the ones acted out in public every day. They never disappear entirely , they ebb and flow with a life all of their own; they are as part of Lit as surely as the threads we read are. They are a life line to some and a form of catharsis to others.

I am truly happy if they help some heal , even when they involved me in some small way.

I confess to wanting nothing more than to enjoy the new lease on life that I have been graciously give by a higher power.

I confess I am feeling lighter than air and will no longer let petty silliness drag me down.

I confess to being saddened by all the lies, but in the end it is only I who knows the truth.

I confess that if trying to hurt me by subtle innuendos, removing me from siggies, pretending that I am invisible, PM and IM gossip, boycotting my threads or whatever helps anyone feel better, that they have my absolute blessing to continue for as long as it helps them.:)

What goes around comes around and I defy any one to deny the validity of that statement for it holds true for every one, including me.

A new day begins, enjoy it heal, and be truly happy in what ever kink turns you on! :rose:
 
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Today's Confessions

I am better than I have been in damn near a year and it worries me. Every time things begin to go right...sincerely right? Things blow up. I confess that I am terrified by the connections I have made recently. I am terrified by the roads my brain seems to want to travel.

I further confess that I am no longer so sure of myself. Recent changes have shown me that I am not infallible and that I tend to trust women far more than I should, without knowing anything about them. I confess that I am a sucker for a pouty mouth, a high ass, and firm thighs and yet I fall for women far too easily based upon NONE of the above.

I confess that I wish I missed cock as much as I miss cunt...

Another confession~I always want what/who is bad for me, female wise. I wish I could learn to require only those that mean me well. A happier confession...I have a serious crush. She is aware of it...and it scares me.
 
I confess...I hate it when my wifey gets all fucking frenchy and forces me to use a translator...Te amo. Pero usted me caga a veces. :kiss: ;)

I confess I learned a new word in Spanish with that sentence (realized I knew how to say 'fuck' - mierda. But not 'shit' - caga. Lol!)

I confess I need to get my madre maldito rocks off! (mother fucking just FYI...I need the practice so don't sook about it!) Or in others word, boot this fucking evil mood entirely >.> I feel just...like being cruel in a funny way today but it's just not normal...

I confess that some people really have such limitations on their minds and views that I truly pity them.

I confess I am glad to be expanding so much in all things and being the strength of my family...it's just a few more miles of carrying left to do...

I confess pity seekers irk me something awful...why do they not understand when I say they're not getting it from me?! I don't hand out things I don't want for myself! It's just so goddamn annoying when you're talking over and over again and I can tell you want me to be saying sorry every sentence and feeling so bad for you that your life is so fucking tragic and horrible.

Omfg! Can someone please pump some lethal injection into my blood stream?! If I started talking about my life like that, everyone would just be thinking their own is heaven on earth for fuck's sakes! I win that game. I always win but I'm fucking sick of playing it! Boo-fucking-hoo now build a bridge and get over it! I never went to therapy for my shit, I never got to cry and piss and moan about it like most people get the chance to do. I have to start seeing a shrink soon because it's a Centrelink requirement and even then, I ain't telling them jack, my life is my business to share with whomsoever I choose! And I rarely share the truly bad shit with anyone.

Cry to someone who gives a shit about your piss weak problems and your lack of will power to do anything about it. In my life shit just happens and I cry, locked in my bedroom where no one will see it, walk out with a brave face and get on with it. I vent to my friends and I LET IT GO!

So fucking let it go!

/End Rant

~ Apologies to one and all but I really needed to just release that. ~​
 
ICT I love when Minxy goes off

ICT I love teasing the Minx until she's simply helpless
 
I am better than I have been in damn near a year and it worries me. Every time things begin to go right...sincerely right? Things blow up. I confess that I am terrified by the connections I have made recently. I am terrified by the roads my brain seems to want to travel.

I further confess that I am no longer so sure of myself. Recent changes have shown me that I am not infallible and that I tend to trust women far more than I should, without knowing anything about them. I confess that I am a sucker for a pouty mouth, a high ass, and firm thighs and yet I fall for women far too easily based upon NONE of the above.

I confess that I wish I missed cock as much as I miss cunt...

Another confession~I always want what/who is bad for me, female wise. I wish I could learn to require only those that mean me well. A happier confession...I have a serious crush. She is aware of it...and it scares me.

Awww dream killer...I want to be your bad thing

*pouts*

I promise only to influence terribly and make you smile! But no...had to crush it...
 
Awww dream killer...I want to be your bad thing

*pouts*

I promise only to influence terribly and make you smile! But no...had to crush it...

awww poor minxy, my minx...

I want a bad thing of my very own....I am hoping that this end s up being my own PERSONAL bad thing...

*grins*

I also want some bad things to share...*grins*

May I borrow you every once in a while for purely practice reasons??
 
All the time in the world, little thing, all the time in the world

Shivers when she calls me that...

Trying to boot the mood...it's not letting me enjoy being submissive today...Sir promised he'd break me of it when he came back...still waiting...soon I hope...it's making me sick...
 
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