The Confessional

[Wolf Vixen]

ICT I got my hair done today
ICT I got my nails done today
ICT I got a pedicure tonight
ICT I have a date on friday with a really gorgeous guy
ICT I am happy....more happy than I've been in a long time

I am so excited Zy!!! I can't wait to hear all the juicy details!!!

I agree with PD, I want details!!!! *hugs* Have a great time regardless hun, you deserve it!!

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Sometimes I am so sick of being seen as a nice girl.

Sweet, kind, darling, affectionate, loving, warm, soulful, gentle, nice. Ugh. I hate 'nice'. Hate, hate, hate.

It shocked me in high school, when people started writing in my yearbook that I was 'So sweet!' I don't always think of myself as a particularly sweet girl. I get the same compliment again and again, unless I can manage to come off as a really snarky and sarcastic. I have a catty side. I even have a cold side. It doesn't come out very often. I have a lot of guilt that suppresses that particular part of my personality.

But sometimes, I want to be seen as a raging, nasty, spoiled fucking bitch. The kind of woman who doesn't care about you or your feelings, and sticks to her own agenda. A hardcore cunt that you can't decide if you'd rather fuck her or just fuck her up. Vicious and sneering, looking cynical beneath the salaciousness. Not an ounce of playfulness to be found. Raw but steely, just as fiery as she is icy.

Sometimes I want to snuff out the childlike Marilyn in me and embrace the Liz Taylor, the Bette Davis. (Yes, several people have actually told me I have a Marilyn Monroe style of play and airiness. One person in real life even said that to me, in a different sort way, and it took me by total surprise.) Stop being so lovable and charming and start being brash, wild, and uncaring.

This sounds so ridiculous, I know. I'm just sick of the good girl. She's had her fun a lot lately. Now the bad girl is dying to get out, and this time she's kicking and screaming to be heard.

ICT I love being seen as the good girl, as the one who will never do anything wrong. Do you know how much I have gotten away with?

So cute, they say. She's adorable, and nice, playful and sweet. I love it. They don't see it coming. I am quickly dismissed to wreak havoc, and when it's discovered, there is no possible way that I'm the one who did it! Sweet, adorable... I like that I am always pegged as the good girl, means they aren't looking when I'm not.

 

[Veroe]

ICT I love being seen as the good girl, as the one who will never do anything wrong. Do you know how much I have gotten away with?

So cute, they say. She's adorable, and nice, playful and sweet. I love it. They don't see it coming. I am quickly dismissed to wreak havoc, and when it's discovered, there is no possible way that I'm the one who did it! Sweet, adorable... I like that I am always pegged as the good girl, means they aren't looking when I'm not.

Just like my sister, normally I was the one who was blamed for her mischief.

ICT taking the rap for something you didn't do sucks almost as much as when you definitely did deserve it

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

ICT I am hiding, waiting for My Muse. I hope she gets here soon. I am lonely for her. I also confess that I now have a second part time job and that I am worried that it will cut into my family time.

 

[fr33ks33k]

I confess that I slept for more than 4 hours last night and I felt horrible the entire day.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

I confess I need to stop being a sloth and get to work on my threads.............but I don't wanna.

 

[monique_minx]

I confess to giving up, obviously not fucking good enough, have become the untouchable and disgusting apparently. I should stop fucking bothering.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

I confess to giving up, obviously not fucking good enough, have become the untouchable and disgusting apparently. I should stop fucking bothering.

*looks concerned* where did this come from Minx...whats going on?

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

I confess to giving up, obviously not fucking good enough, have become the untouchable and disgusting apparently. I should stop fucking bothering.

hugs softly

 

[monique_minx]

*looks concerned* where did this come from Minx...whats going on?

Nothing. Just apparently I have just driven off all my play partners.

hugs softly

I would touch me if I were you.

 

[Veroe]

I confess to giving up, obviously not fucking good enough, have become the untouchable and disgusting apparently. I should stop fucking bothering.

What's wrong, Minx?

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

Nothing. Just apparently I have just driven off all my play partners.



I would touch me if I were you.

*frowns*

and why is that?

 

[monique_minx]

What's wrong, Minx?

As above Veroe.

*frowns*

and why is that?

Cause I'm A. Disgusting and unwanted and then B. You're one of them

 

[yeishia]

Smile Minx.....

You have Leo and FM....who on earth besides them do you really need?

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Nothing. Just apparently I have just driven off all my play partners.

I doubt very much that this is true, I am sure that fuckmeat and Leo for two right off the top of my head would disagree.

What happened to the minx who is irresistible and can have who she pleases? Her ego is not so easy to dent...something must be up darlin you can talk to me if you want to.

 

[Veroe]

what? Me or Logan?

You aren't disgusting and you're not undesirable.

 

[monique_minx]

Smile Minx.....

You have Leo and FM....who on earth besides them do you really need?

I'm polygamous.

I doubt very much that this is true, I am sure that fuckmeat and Leo for two right off the top of my head would disagree.

What happened to the minx who is irresistible and can have who she pleases? Her ego is not so easy to dent...something must be up darlin you can talk to me if you want to.

A lot of things over time, just the latest two of my play partners rejecting me have hurt. I'm sick of it.

what? Me or Logan?

You aren't disgusting and you're not undesirable.

I quoted Logan for that A and B thing.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

As above Veroe.



Cause I'm A. Disgusting and unwanted and then B. You're one of them

Leo, Fuckmeat, Ausus, Vail, Drunk Angel , myself ....those are just the play partners I have noticed in the last 24hours. I think your being a bit sensitive Hun and I am not sure what is got you feeling so down and self loathing but its not true. You are no undesirable and you are not unwanted.

 

[monique_minx]

Leo, Fuckmeat, Ausus, Vail, Drunk Angel , myself ....those are just the play partners I have noticed in the last 24hours. I think your being a bit sensitive Hun and I am not sure what is got you feeling so down and self loathing but its not true. You are no undesirable and you are not unwanted.

I meant privately. Count the males you've listed, I'm heteroflexible and among the women up there, I only like playing with one of them privately and frequently.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

I'm polygamous.

A lot of things over time, just the latest two of my play partners rejecting me have hurt. I'm sick of it.

I quoted Logan for that A and B thing.

Maybe they had reasons outside of you minx...tired, real life, not in the mood, engaged in something else......there are many reasons why someone may not wish to play and I am not quite sure why your being so sensitive to it ...that is not like you Hun and its troublesome.

Unless someone has said to you I loath you and find you despicable and never want to touch you cause your disgusting .......then I think your over reacting a little. It will be okay and as you have been told you have a list of people who care for you and often crave your ass so even if one or two don't or are busy with something else then hun BIG DEAL the minx I know would see that as someone else's loss not her own.

 

[yeishia]

I'm polygamous.

.

Jesus I am sorry, I know that..... I was just trying to put things into perspective!

Slinks away........

 

[Veroe]

Maybe they had reasons outside of you minx...tired, real life, not in the mood, engaged in something else......there are many reasons why someone may not wish to play and I am not quite sure why your being so sensitive to it ...that is not like you Hun and its troublesome.

Unless someone has said to you I loath you and find you despicable and never want to touch you cause your disgusting .......then I think your over reacting a little. It will be okay and as you have been told you have a list of people who care for you and often crave your ass so even if one or two don't or are busy with something else then hun BIG DEAL the minx I know would see that as someone else's loss not her own.

I absolutely agree with Rayne. If somebody doesn't want to play with you fuck'em.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

I meant privately. Count the males you've listed, I'm heteroflexible and among the women up there, I only like playing with one of them privately and frequently.

Okay .....haven't you been hanging around with fuck buddies in rl recently? I also get your heteroflexible but I am guessing your fuck buddies are not all female and Leo is your master and totally not female.......as for any other male and playing privately I couldn't comment on as that is private and unseen.

But as I stated it could be a LOT of things maybe your partners are going through things in rl or just not in the mood, maybe they are intimidated by Leo not all boys like to share their toys and when they see it as someone else they want to play with there own.

There truly are NUMEROUS reasons as to why your play partners ware not feeling it and unless they have said to you that it is because of you and how they see you then hun who gives a fuck find some new play partners if that is what your craving.

 

[monique_minx]

Maybe they had reasons outside of you minx...tired, real life, not in the mood, engaged in something else......there are many reasons why someone may not wish to play and I am not quite sure why your being so sensitive to it ...that is not like you Hun and its troublesome.

Unless someone has said to you I loath you and find you despicable and never want to touch you cause your disgusting .......then I think your over reacting a little. It will be okay and as you have been told you have a list of people who care for you and often crave your ass so even if one or two don't or are busy with something else then hun BIG DEAL the minx I know would see that as someone else's loss not her own.

Very few people have the guts to actually say that when they mean it. No, I just get lame excuses and stupid bullshit. It's my problem anyway.

I guess I should be thinking of the fact that I'll be living in a park week after next but silly little things seem to matter to me.

Jesus I am sorry, I know that..... I was just trying to put things into perspective!

Slinks away........

Your perspective isn't mine. What are you apologizing for?

 

[monique_minx]

Okay .....haven't you been hanging around with fuck buddies in rl recently? I also get your heteroflexible but I am guessing your fuck buddies are not all female and Leo is your master and totally not female.......as for any other male and playing privately I couldn't comment on as that is private and unseen.

But as I stated it could be a LOT of things maybe your partners are going through things in rl or just not in the mood, maybe they are intimidated by Leo not all boys like to share their toys and when they see it as someone else they want to play with there own.

There truly are NUMEROUS reasons as to why your play partners ware not feeling it and unless they have said to you that it is because of you and how they see you then hun who gives a fuck find some new play partners if that is what your craving.

I have two constant vanilla fuck buddies IRL, they're not who I'm talking about.
I had another RL play partner bug out on me and all of my male online play partners have as well. I'm tired of it.

I give up.