Apollo Wilde
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He has to be up to something.
It was a thought that echoed louder and louder with each passing day that she spent time outside of the house, before she went to bed, while she picked at dinner or watched a movie. Since their last explosive coupling on the couch, there had been no further attempt at physical intimacy, the two regaining their typical steps, her wounded pride biting more and more painful.
Since the picnic, Ava had been surprised that she had been firmly drawn into the bosom of the neighborhood, Freya acting as her guide and her protector. And now, she felt herself ensnared in obligations and promises and duties that were faintly overwhelming, and though she had to steel herself for them, blunted the edges of her sharp personality and brought her into a warm that she was quite unprepared for. Now she could say that she had…friends, though nothing as close as a “best friend” - but people who seemed to honestly care for her and look out for her, to ask about Marlow and wink and nudge and bring her into their circle. Exchanges of recipes, carefree discussions of magic and gardening, the changes in the weather; all were privy to her, and though she could feel the curiosity about her own skill, she said nothing of it, and for now, all were content, seemingly, to leave it be.
I don’t like that he’s around the children.
Another refrain that started whisper quiet, a tugging of that warning sense deep within her, that became a scream every time she saw Marlow with them, when Helen would mention how much they’d taken to him, Ellie especially, and how he’d been such a love and baby-sat when they were suddenly called away. The children had been in her home once or twice - Helen and her magic being powerful enough that she bludgeoned her way into everyone’s personal space with an alacrity and fondness that wasn’t intrusion as so much as a welcome, meddling sister who clearly meant well - but there still lingered that feeling, that unspoken desire, that Ava was meant to have her own dark corners and privacy, a Sphinx entitled to all of her secrets. It had been minor incursions into her home, under the pretext of seeing her garden and her vibrant flowers, or that they were thirsty, could they have some water, and these things, even under Marlow’s shepherding, she had allowed, but made sure that her books were undisturbed, that her bedroom remained off limits.
I don’t like that he’s ignoring me.
If she were to be honest, this bothered her slightly less than his involvement with the children. That was the most troubling, she reminded herself, keeping her priorities straight, but he hadn’t so much as watched with any kind of interest as she undressed, bathed, noted what she wore. It was yet another bitter pill - from the loss of friendlover, best bedfriend, cradler of her heart, to this creature who she had to pounce upon to get any sexual release from, and now - he had less time for her than anyone else.
It came to a head when her brain made the connection - he’s focusing more on Ellie than me - and the connective spark sent ripples of rage and fear into her, and then, she was dialing the number she’d convinced herself that she had forgotten, that she swore she’d never reach out to. And the voice that answered, old honey and dry brittle bones, to its credit, sounded genuinely pleased to hear from her, called her darling, cosseted her with kind words, reached into the depth of her wounded ego and laughed it off, not unkindly, but reminding her that she was a beautiful, desirable woman in her own right, as all women truly were when the lights were out and when there was no one there to judge, no pointing and laughing and questioning of morals or standards, but it sounds like the demon that she summoned was an ill match, perhaps even defective, since such things were possible, and no, it wasn’t her skill that was in question, but rather his - was he who he said to be, after all, he’d given no name, and Ava’s skill was that beyond the confines of mere grimoires, it was possible that she could have summoned someone, something beyond all of that, and as such, there were no rules for him, and though Ava knew it was a ploy, she allowed herself to be drawn in, because flattery sometimes contained a kernel of truth.
I’m doing the right thing.
Soothed her as she lulled to sleep under the great mock universe of her bedroom, her senses dulled, thankfully. Through the interactions of the day, the smiles with Freya, that small, but growing tugging that she should confess to someone, anyone, here in the neighborhood, then the ultimate swallowing of it all back. It made no difference, she had made the mess, and now she was going to clean it up, and no one would ever the wiser, and then she could start again with a fresh slate, isn’t that what everyone wanted -
There wasn’t a long wait. After months of inaction, weeks of quiet since that explosion in the living room, the couch mended, there was a knock on the door, a rapping that tested the wards that Marlow had carefully lain, and with soft laughter, blew them away as if they were little more than spiderwebs. It was delicious power on the other side of that portal, power from individuals molding together as a great, physical thing, making the air grow heavy, nature shrink back in horrified disgust -
Another knock, and it would be Ava, fresh from her routine, to answer the door. Behind it were three, pleasant looking old women. They could have been traveling grandmothers, a thought that made Ava smile despite the power she could feel emanating from them, a power that shook her bones and threatened to turn them to jelly, but oh, so familiar, so warming, the power in them that spoke to her, a future looking at its past with some fondness.
“Why, Ava, dear, you’ve grown up beautifully,” rasped one woman, her skin dark as rich earth, making her stark white hair all the more contrasting. Said hair was bundled into a heavy braided bun that sat at the back of her head, nearly weighing it down. She was a raisin of a woman, the youth sucked completely from her, leaving her a collection of deceptively soft skin and angular bones and the memory of beauty.
“I would agree,” chimed in the Second, her skin as pale as clouds, but her hair youthfully dark, so dark to be unnatural in its utter blackness, lending itself to a strange blue sheen. She held up thin hands, weighed down with silver rings and bloodied stones, and took Ava’s hands in hers. Her flesh was cool, dry as old leaves.
“Beauty is a passing curse,” finalized the Third. Unlike her compatriots, she seemed a bit younger - age whispering past her, scared to dwell too long on her face, to carve too deeply into her skin. Still, she had not gone untouched - lines traced on her forehead, at the corners of her eyes and what was once a full, seductive mouth, reminded her, every time that she looked into the mirror, that youth was steadily slipping from her. Her hair was girlish - two long black braids that sat on either side of her face, trailing down to her waist, drawing attention to the fact that it still clenched in with a firmness that others would envy.
“I welcome you, Angelmakers,” Ava breathed, the words feeling stiff, but powerful in their own right, a welcome and a sealing of an unspoken pact.
“And we are gladly welcomed,” spoke the Three in unison, the air fairly shuddering around them.
“I am eager to see him,” spoke the First, her obsidian irises floating on a sea of yellowing marbles.
“As I am,” spoke the Second, clasping her hands together, coquettish excitement.
“He is here, is he not?” Spoke the First, less of a question, more of a statement, but she would not lower herself to looking curiously into the home.
“He is. Marlow?” Ava did not turn away from the three women, held in place by the mere suggestion of their strength, feeling a bit of the old awe snake round her stomach, hook into her heart.
It was a thought that echoed louder and louder with each passing day that she spent time outside of the house, before she went to bed, while she picked at dinner or watched a movie. Since their last explosive coupling on the couch, there had been no further attempt at physical intimacy, the two regaining their typical steps, her wounded pride biting more and more painful.
Since the picnic, Ava had been surprised that she had been firmly drawn into the bosom of the neighborhood, Freya acting as her guide and her protector. And now, she felt herself ensnared in obligations and promises and duties that were faintly overwhelming, and though she had to steel herself for them, blunted the edges of her sharp personality and brought her into a warm that she was quite unprepared for. Now she could say that she had…friends, though nothing as close as a “best friend” - but people who seemed to honestly care for her and look out for her, to ask about Marlow and wink and nudge and bring her into their circle. Exchanges of recipes, carefree discussions of magic and gardening, the changes in the weather; all were privy to her, and though she could feel the curiosity about her own skill, she said nothing of it, and for now, all were content, seemingly, to leave it be.
I don’t like that he’s around the children.
Another refrain that started whisper quiet, a tugging of that warning sense deep within her, that became a scream every time she saw Marlow with them, when Helen would mention how much they’d taken to him, Ellie especially, and how he’d been such a love and baby-sat when they were suddenly called away. The children had been in her home once or twice - Helen and her magic being powerful enough that she bludgeoned her way into everyone’s personal space with an alacrity and fondness that wasn’t intrusion as so much as a welcome, meddling sister who clearly meant well - but there still lingered that feeling, that unspoken desire, that Ava was meant to have her own dark corners and privacy, a Sphinx entitled to all of her secrets. It had been minor incursions into her home, under the pretext of seeing her garden and her vibrant flowers, or that they were thirsty, could they have some water, and these things, even under Marlow’s shepherding, she had allowed, but made sure that her books were undisturbed, that her bedroom remained off limits.
I don’t like that he’s ignoring me.
If she were to be honest, this bothered her slightly less than his involvement with the children. That was the most troubling, she reminded herself, keeping her priorities straight, but he hadn’t so much as watched with any kind of interest as she undressed, bathed, noted what she wore. It was yet another bitter pill - from the loss of friendlover, best bedfriend, cradler of her heart, to this creature who she had to pounce upon to get any sexual release from, and now - he had less time for her than anyone else.
It came to a head when her brain made the connection - he’s focusing more on Ellie than me - and the connective spark sent ripples of rage and fear into her, and then, she was dialing the number she’d convinced herself that she had forgotten, that she swore she’d never reach out to. And the voice that answered, old honey and dry brittle bones, to its credit, sounded genuinely pleased to hear from her, called her darling, cosseted her with kind words, reached into the depth of her wounded ego and laughed it off, not unkindly, but reminding her that she was a beautiful, desirable woman in her own right, as all women truly were when the lights were out and when there was no one there to judge, no pointing and laughing and questioning of morals or standards, but it sounds like the demon that she summoned was an ill match, perhaps even defective, since such things were possible, and no, it wasn’t her skill that was in question, but rather his - was he who he said to be, after all, he’d given no name, and Ava’s skill was that beyond the confines of mere grimoires, it was possible that she could have summoned someone, something beyond all of that, and as such, there were no rules for him, and though Ava knew it was a ploy, she allowed herself to be drawn in, because flattery sometimes contained a kernel of truth.
I’m doing the right thing.
Soothed her as she lulled to sleep under the great mock universe of her bedroom, her senses dulled, thankfully. Through the interactions of the day, the smiles with Freya, that small, but growing tugging that she should confess to someone, anyone, here in the neighborhood, then the ultimate swallowing of it all back. It made no difference, she had made the mess, and now she was going to clean it up, and no one would ever the wiser, and then she could start again with a fresh slate, isn’t that what everyone wanted -
There wasn’t a long wait. After months of inaction, weeks of quiet since that explosion in the living room, the couch mended, there was a knock on the door, a rapping that tested the wards that Marlow had carefully lain, and with soft laughter, blew them away as if they were little more than spiderwebs. It was delicious power on the other side of that portal, power from individuals molding together as a great, physical thing, making the air grow heavy, nature shrink back in horrified disgust -
Another knock, and it would be Ava, fresh from her routine, to answer the door. Behind it were three, pleasant looking old women. They could have been traveling grandmothers, a thought that made Ava smile despite the power she could feel emanating from them, a power that shook her bones and threatened to turn them to jelly, but oh, so familiar, so warming, the power in them that spoke to her, a future looking at its past with some fondness.
“Why, Ava, dear, you’ve grown up beautifully,” rasped one woman, her skin dark as rich earth, making her stark white hair all the more contrasting. Said hair was bundled into a heavy braided bun that sat at the back of her head, nearly weighing it down. She was a raisin of a woman, the youth sucked completely from her, leaving her a collection of deceptively soft skin and angular bones and the memory of beauty.
“I would agree,” chimed in the Second, her skin as pale as clouds, but her hair youthfully dark, so dark to be unnatural in its utter blackness, lending itself to a strange blue sheen. She held up thin hands, weighed down with silver rings and bloodied stones, and took Ava’s hands in hers. Her flesh was cool, dry as old leaves.
“Beauty is a passing curse,” finalized the Third. Unlike her compatriots, she seemed a bit younger - age whispering past her, scared to dwell too long on her face, to carve too deeply into her skin. Still, she had not gone untouched - lines traced on her forehead, at the corners of her eyes and what was once a full, seductive mouth, reminded her, every time that she looked into the mirror, that youth was steadily slipping from her. Her hair was girlish - two long black braids that sat on either side of her face, trailing down to her waist, drawing attention to the fact that it still clenched in with a firmness that others would envy.
“I welcome you, Angelmakers,” Ava breathed, the words feeling stiff, but powerful in their own right, a welcome and a sealing of an unspoken pact.
“And we are gladly welcomed,” spoke the Three in unison, the air fairly shuddering around them.
“I am eager to see him,” spoke the First, her obsidian irises floating on a sea of yellowing marbles.
“As I am,” spoke the Second, clasping her hands together, coquettish excitement.
“He is here, is he not?” Spoke the First, less of a question, more of a statement, but she would not lower herself to looking curiously into the home.
“He is. Marlow?” Ava did not turn away from the three women, held in place by the mere suggestion of their strength, feeling a bit of the old awe snake round her stomach, hook into her heart.