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The Gay Urge

I gave up on trying to label my sexuality, like several of you I love my wife dearly and am very attracted to women. Having said that I also enjoy sex with men. An attractive cock is tough to pass up. And while I’m not as attracted to men romantically. I do enjoy being intimate with a guy including kissing if he is good at it. At this point in my life I have had sex with more men than women.
 
Rayminbaby said:
Wow I can’t believe how much I identify with your post. I wanted to post something like this and beg the question. What is my sexuality? I absolutely love cock and being manhandled I’ll even make out with a man if that’s what he wants me to submit to. I’ve been with lots of women and about 3 times more men. And I always only think back and remember the times with certain men I’ve had. I’m having the urge right now, that’s why I’ve made a new account here probably my 5th account in 7 years. Because after I scratch the itch feel guilty an delete everything.
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Sometimes all that is left, is to scratch that itch.
 
Windman1 said:
I gave up on trying to label my sexuality, like several of you I love my wife dearly and am very attracted to women. Having said that I also enjoy sex with men. An attractive cock is tough to pass up. And while I’m not as attracted to men romantically. I do enjoy being intimate with a guy including kissing if he is good at it. At this point in my life I have had sex with more men than women.
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Wow. I love your honesty. Hope you are doing well Windman. I still love your lovely stories. Very erotic and hot
 
I’m a straight man, but sexually I’m also a hedonist. I have never been attracted to men, and have politely turned down the advances of a number of handsome dudes over the years.

A couple years ago my wife told me she wanted to see me take a real cock because I have such a major anal pegging and toy fetish. At first it was a hard no. But over time the idea simmered and softened up considerably to the point of once trying to find a guy, but it didn’t work out.

To acclimate to the idea of taking a real cock I added gay and trans porn to my Reddit account devoted to porn and sex and started watching it. I’m not really attracted to dudes, I’m attracted to cock.

The gay porn I usually glance at and pass with no interest. But sometimes there is something that gets my attention that is very hot.

The trans porn has become my favorite to watch and fantasize about. It is easier on my ‘straight’ mind to take in. I mean, hot chicks with dicks fucking everyone is hot as fuck.

We don’t party anymore so the conversation on the subject fizzled with my wife. I don’t push the subject because I have a wonderful marriage not worth risking just because I have developed a lust for cock.

If my wife gave the word I would jump on the opportunity. I would prefer a three way with a hot hung trans girl, but a mmf with a hung dude is almost just as appealing.

Having to keep this shit to myself so I don’t push my wife in a direction she is not ready to go in has created a monster. The idea has quietly festered into a full blown fetish for large cocks.

I think about it all the time. I will prolly never find out what it’s like and I can’t say that’s a bad thing. But the cock hunger she planted inside me can get tiring especially knowing it won’t happen.

At least she lets me ride my toys any time I like. It’s how I like to unwind at night after work if my wife is not in the mood. That really helps.
 
Windman1 said:
I am well thank you! And thank you for the complements on my stories. Also thank you for your help with a few of them.
I hope you are well also.
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I still have those illustrations for what would have been "Trained to Love" great story! It's a shame that Literotica stopped publishing works with art. I think people would loved them. I just made a comment on the Mature Love forum that "Sister in law Surprise" is the best erotic story on Literotica. And I mean that. I love that story!
 
annabellebrito said:
I still have those illustrations for what would have been "Trained to Love" great story! It's a shame that Literotica stopped publishing works with art. I think people would loved them. I just made a comment on the Mature Love forum that "Sister in law Surprise" is the best erotic story on Literotica. And I mean that. I love that story!
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That is quite a compliment! Thank you for that, you made my day! I suppose I need to end my hiatus from writing. With the other things settling down that have been a barrier I have more time now.
 
Yes please write more! Like I said, Sister in Law Surprise is the best story on here. I love the start. They feel like a real marriage, the proposition which the husband doesn't feel comfortable to the acceptance which he ultimately grapples with and struggles a bit even if it's hinted at. My favorite line, "Let this happen." I love that story. I have read all kinds of stories on Literotica, but that story I always go back to re experience.
 
The urge for me started when I was 19 on a night out at uni, I came back to my room drunk and got taken advantage of by an older guy. That moment made me feel submissive since and I started exploring meeting dominant men and trans women.

After a while I met a girl and was with her for 4 years. It was really difficult suppressing my urge to be submissive and wanting to be fucked. I struggled being the ‘man’ in a relationship and after a while she started to know I was submissive. She would make fun of me for my small penis and I’m pretty certain she knew I was wearing her panties when she would go out.

The urge to be submissive is just too much for me sometimes and I struggle being in ‘normal’ relationships.
 
Leon26 said:
The urge for me started when I was 19 on a night out at uni, I came back to my room drunk and got taken advantage of by an older guy. That moment made me feel submissive since and I started exploring meeting dominant men and trans women.

After a while I met a girl and was with her for 4 years. It was really difficult suppressing my urge to be submissive and wanting to be fucked. I struggled being the ‘man’ in a relationship and after a while she started to know I was submissive. She would make fun of me for my small penis and I’m pretty certain she knew I was wearing her panties when she would go out.

The urge to be submissive is just too much for me sometimes and I struggle being in ‘normal’ relationships.
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It sounds like you are having a lot of good experiences. You should just be yourself without worrying about what is normal. I used to worry about it myself but I am a lot happier once I accepted that I am the woman in bed and my trans gf is the man.
 
BillyWalrus said:
It sounds like you are having a lot of good experiences. You should just be yourself without worrying about what is normal. I used to worry about it myself but I am a lot happier once I accepted that I am the woman in bed and my trans gf is the man.
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Thank you for your kind words. Yes I agree with you and not worry about trying to fit in. Your situation sounds brilliant, I would love a trans gf like yourself.
 
annabellebrito said:
Yes please write more! Like I said, Sister in Law Surprise is the best story on here. I love the start. They feel like a real marriage, the proposition which the husband doesn't feel comfortable to the acceptance which he ultimately grapples with and struggles a bit even if it's hinted at. My favorite line, "Let this happen." I love that story. I have read all kinds of stories on Literotica, but that story I always go back to re experience.
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In case anyone is bi curious into checking out Windman's stories. Trained to Love is a lovely short story about an older man having a bisexual experience with another straight man after the passing of his wife. The story hints of the permission to let go of traditional masculine taboos and permission to feel love from another man.
Trained to Love (a lovely bi curious short story)
https://www.literotica.com/s/trained-to-love
 
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