the idea of a mood and/or the attempt to capture me

[Anastasia1999]

It's been a sad week but there is always something about certain sounds that put me in a melancholy mood when I'm on the bus and train and that remind me that blue skies and better days are around the corner. I'll be here and there for a while

I hope you are ok sweet man

 

[pantyboidoe]

I hope you are ok sweet man

Thanks Anastasia, things are okay. it's just been a sad week and next week will be a bit of the same.

 

[talikat]

It's been a sad week but there is always something about certain sounds that put me in a melancholy mood when I'm on the bus and train and that remind me that blue skies and better days are around the corner. I'll be here and there for a while

Awww!! Big hugs to you!!

 

[pantyboidoe]

Awww!! Big hugs to you!!

Thanks Tali. It's been a sad week. We lost the Matriarch of the family so just getting everything sorted for funeral things this week.

 

[pantyboidoe]

the rain today was fitting. stood in it while waiting for the bus this morning and again while waiting for the bus home. took a little time to dry off in the toilets and despite my mood i couldn't help but get a little excited. maybe tomorrow will be even better?

 

[talikat]

the rain today was fitting. stood in it while waiting for the bus this morning and again while waiting for the bus home. took a little time to dry off in the toilets and despite my mood i couldn't help but get a little excited. maybe tomorrow will be even better?

You do have the best thighs, PB and I hope tomorrow is better!!

 

[pantyboidoe]

You do have the best thighs, PB and I hope tomorrow is better!!

Thank youuu, Tali! Today has been pretty okay

 

[pantyboidoe]

there are moments when the realization that we are all going to die some day is incredibly overwhelming and my partner and i have always butted heads on whether death is just the end or if there is something beyond. i've always found it very comforting to think of death as the end of any journey but that we live on in the memories and legacies (not necessairly children just the ideas or thoughts that we instill in others and the good or bad that we do in life) that we leave behind and the fact that when we're dead we're a part of the world; always present in the ground and the air and the clouds and the rain and the snow and that's something that i've found reassuring but maybe not

there's a man outside of our window limping across the street and traffic has stepped to let him cross and the other day the postman sorted through dropped off mail so that i could find an envelope, that i had left earlier that day, so that i could put a document in there that i had meant to include and sometimes these little things are nice reminders

 

[talikat]

there are moments when the realization that we are all going to die some day is incredibly overwhelming and my partner and i have always butted heads on whether death is just the end or if there is something beyond. i've always found it very comforting to think of death as the end of any journey but that we live on in the memories and legacies (not necessairly children just the ideas or thoughts that we instill in others and the good or bad that we do in life) that we leave behind and the fact that when we're dead we're a part of the world; always present in the ground and the air and the clouds and the rain and the snow and that's something that i've found reassuring but maybe not

there's a man outside of our window limping across the street and traffic has stepped to let him cross and the other day the postman sorted through dropped off mail so that i could find an envelope, that i had left earlier that day, so that i could put a document in there that i had meant to include and sometimes these little things are nice reminders

Mmm hmm, that's the big secret we'll never know is if there's something else beyond. I know some do believe it whole heartedly, but I'm in the 'not sure' category myself. What ever happens to us, I believe that if you live your best life while you're here, it matters!

I've always LOVED those undies!!

 

[pantyboidoe]

Mmm hmm, that's the big secret we'll never know is if there's something else beyond. I know some do believe it whole heartedly, but I'm in the 'not sure' category myself. What ever happens to us, I believe that if you live your best life while you're here, it matters!

I've always LOVED those undies!!

Thanks Tali! Wish I could shake that tushie with you!

 

[pantyboidoe]

the fever has dissipated but so much congestion and coughing still and still testing positive but apparently i can test positive for 3-4 months after the initial infection. it doesn't help that our building is still running the heat and that makes it really uncomfortable inside so that it's kind of impossible to tell when the fever really went down or if i'm just sticky with sweat because the heat is on but i have been feeling playful and excited the past couple of days and if that isn't a good feeling then i don't know what is.

the kitten turned 1 today and we're celebrating with a can of tuna just for her

 

[talikat]

the fever has dissipated but so much congestion and coughing still and still testing positive but apparently i can test positive for 3-4 months after the initial infection. it doesn't help that our building is still running the heat and that makes it really uncomfortable inside so that it's kind of impossible to tell when the fever really went down or if i'm just sticky with sweat because the heat is on but i have been feeling playful and excited the past couple of days and if that isn't a good feeling then i don't know what is.

the kitten turned 1 today and we're celebrating with a can of tuna just for her

Aww, I hope they turn the heat off soon! The important thing is being playful and excited and give the kitty a birthday hug from me!!

 

[pantyboidoe]

the weather has been playing with our moods and we're probably on the fourth bout with spring and winter but maybe the rain we've been getting is a better sign than the snow we got not too long ago and in the tub this afternoon my body let itself breath and i swear i could feel some of the toxins dripping down the drain as i washed away the sweat of my slow bike ride and then as i knelt to clean the bottom of the tub and then stood to clean the walls and it feels good to be home and to just exist in a state of nakedness and i wish i could share that more with others but that's probably not always acceptable

 

[Anastasia1999]

I hope you are doing well and feeling better you sexy man

 

[pantyboidoe]

I hope you are doing well and feeling better you sexy man

Thank You! Feeling a bit better. Still tired tired tired but feeling that I'm on the upswing

 

[talikat]

the weather has been playing with our moods and we're probably on the fourth bout with spring and winter but maybe the rain we've been getting is a better sign than the snow we got not too long ago and in the tub this afternoon my body let itself breath and i swear i could feel some of the toxins dripping down the drain as i washed away the sweat of my slow bike ride and then as i knelt to clean the bottom of the tub and then stood to clean the walls and it feels good to be home and to just exist in a state of nakedness and i wish i could share that more with others but that's probably not always acceptable

Baths are very soothing and I hope you're feeling better!! Love this shot!!

 

[pantyboidoe]

i can feel the sweat dripping down my back after a walk to the grocery store and know that as soon as i get these groceries put away i'll be getting naked for the rest of the day. a part of me wishes that i had neighbors or friends near to share this with, to be naked together with. But i am happy here on my own for now. i think i'll lay back down and tease myself this afternoon, maybe pull out some toys. It's just been one of those days; feel free to reach out if you're ever in such a mood and i'll always be eager to share!

 

[talikat]

i can feel the sweat dripping down my back after a walk to the grocery store and know that as soon as i get these groceries put away i'll be getting naked for the rest of the day. a part of me wishes that i had neighbors or friends near to share this with, to be naked together with. But i am happy here on my own for now. i think i'll lay back down and tease myself this afternoon, maybe pull out some toys. It's just been one of those days; feel free to reach out if you're ever in such a mood and i'll always be eager to share!

Lately the days have been good ones to go naked for sure........I hope you did get some play time in, it's good for what ails you.

 

[pantyboidoe]

Lately the days have been good ones to go naked for sure........I hope you did get some play time in, it's good for what ails you.

Aw, spending days naked is my favorite! I hope that you're getting to enjoy those moments too. And you're right Doc Tali - it is very good for what ails me! Slowly building but never very fast. We'll see what happens in the next hour or so.

 

[talikat]

That's a good way to do it, slow and steady!!

 

[pantyboidoe]

That's a good way to do it, slow and steady!!

Happy hump day, Tali!

 

[talikat]

Happy hump day, Tali!

Right back atcha, I hope it's wonderful!!

 

[pantyboidoe]

fuck the supreme court.

that's it for a while - in the middle of closing/packing/moving so will be here but not here

 

[pantyboidoe]

well, we're about halfway through purchasing a new roof (they tore off the south side of the roof and placed ice & water shield down). But as i stepped out of the shower this morning, before the roofers arrived, i thought about what fun it would be to give them a little show - i didn't but i was definitely bent over in a couple of instances where i'm sure that they caught a glimpse of my black satin.

but now it's time to get out on a walk because i've been cooped up all day!

 

[talikat]

well, we're about halfway through purchasing a new roof (they tore off the south side of the roof and placed ice & water shield down). But as i stepped out of the shower this morning, before the roofers arrived, i thought about what fun it would be to give them a little show - i didn't but i was definitely bent over in a couple of instances where i'm sure that they caught a glimpse of my black satin.

but now it's time to get out on a walk because i've been cooped up all day!

I'm sure they appreciated the black satin, I know I do!!