the idea of a mood and/or the attempt to capture me

[pantyboidoe]

Love the B&W full frontal!!

Thank You, Tali!

 

[pantyboidoe]

i can feel my head pounding and the endorphins of sweating it all out wore off a couple of hours ago but it isn't too cold yet so i think i'll get another walk in this afternoon, probably to the autoshop to pick up the automobile - the routines of sunday are so nice with the cats curling up on my lap and the book open on my chest and the tea or hot chocolate steaming from the mug and the quiet of knowing it all starts over again tomorrow and sometimes the tension of a relaxing day just needs a moment or two for release

 

[talikat]

i can feel my head pounding and the endorphins of sweating it all out wore off a couple of hours ago but it isn't too cold yet so i think i'll get another walk in this afternoon, probably to the autoshop to pick up the automobile - the routines of sunday are so nice with the cats curling up on my lap and the book open on my chest and the tea or hot chocolate steaming from the mug and the quiet of knowing it all starts over again tomorrow and sometimes the tension of a relaxing day just needs a moment or two for release

This is such a sexy picture, PB!!

 

[pantyboidoe]

This is such a sexy picture, PB!!

Thank You, Tali. Aching aching aching

 

[pantyboidoe]

oops, life caught up with me and it has been a whirlwind of emotions and a lot of tiredness slowly picking up the pieces and pulling them back together has been a mood and we will see where we go from here.

 

[talikat]

oops, life caught up with me and it has been a whirlwind of emotions and a lot of tiredness slowly picking up the pieces and pulling them back together has been a mood and we will see where we go from here.

Good to know that you're okay!

 

[pantyboidoe]

Good to know that you're okay!

<3 Thanks Tali -- work has just been super busy this (start) of the year. It has been overwhelming. Hoping to be back around as things take a little bit of a deep breath.

 

[pantyboidoe]

i'm not very self conscious but i do like the curls that form atop my head and i've been noticing that i've been going grayer each year - it really started with my beard which is living a fully multicolored adventure of its own accord - but that's besides the point. Anyways, i was sitting at the salon the other day and i asked the stylist that i see what she thought of my hair and whether it was thinning or if i was going bald and she sort of batted around the question and played polite before telling me to go home and take a photo of the top of my head and then do the same after the next haircut i get and so i did that and i mean it's pretty obvious that something is happening up there and i'm not going to do anything about it but i'd just like to know, you know?

so now i'm sitting here contemplating whether or not i should just shave my head and be done with it.

anyways here's me and that beard

 

[AmazingLost]

i'm not very self conscious but i do like the curls that form atop my head and i've been noticing that i've been going grayer each year - it really started with my beard which is living a fully multicolored adventure of its own accord - but that's besides the point. Anyways, i was sitting at the salon the other day and i asked the stylist that i see what she thought of my hair and whether it was thinning or if i was going bald and she sort of batted around the question and played polite before telling me to go home and take a photo of the top of my head and then do the same after the next haircut i get and so i did that and i mean it's pretty obvious that something is happening up there and i'm not going to do anything about it but i'd just like to know, you know?

so now i'm sitting here contemplating whether or not i should just shave my head and be done with it.

anyways here's me and that beard

You should do what makes you happy. If you like your curls, keep them! If you're getting a little thin up top, that just means take the time now to enjoy them more.

I love the pic with the beard. Salt & Pepper beards are very sexy.

 

[pantyboidoe]

You should do what makes you happy. If you like your curls, keep them! If you're getting a little thin up top, that just means take the time now to enjoy them more.

I love the pic with the beard. Salt & Pepper beards are very sexy.

Thank you! I'm holding onto the curls for as long as I can; just need to remember to keep my hair cuts regularly so that they don't over grown and get patchy in places!

 

[talikat]

i'm not very self conscious but i do like the curls that form atop my head and i've been noticing that i've been going grayer each year - it really started with my beard which is living a fully multicolored adventure of its own accord - but that's besides the point. Anyways, i was sitting at the salon the other day and i asked the stylist that i see what she thought of my hair and whether it was thinning or if i was going bald and she sort of batted around the question and played polite before telling me to go home and take a photo of the top of my head and then do the same after the next haircut i get and so i did that and i mean it's pretty obvious that something is happening up there and i'm not going to do anything about it but i'd just like to know, you know?

so now i'm sitting here contemplating whether or not i should just shave my head and be done with it.

anyways here's me and that beard

Yes, do what makes you happy, PB.........love the salt n pepper look on men!!

 

[pantyboidoe]

Yes, do what makes you happy, PB.........love the salt n pepper look on men!!

Thanks Tali! i was just sitting in the salon and was like "Hey! You can see the top of my head better than I, plus you see hair all day!" Curiosity got the best of me.

 

[pantyboidoe]

i think one of my favorite ways to get aroused is to listen to audio clips of others sharing their sexy stories be they funny, hot or just weird. it doesn't mean that i have to pull my cock out and play with myself every time that i hear story but listening to a real person describe something they've experienced is so exciting and it feels so intimate. i came across a clip the other day of a woman playing and teasing herself while she shared a couple of different stories. i didn't watch outside of the first couple seconds of the clip but just sat and listened while i took care of some things that i had to finish. the natural conversation, the ease of the storyteller the visuals inspired by the stories and hearing her catch her breath as she teased herself just made my toes curl.

but anyways - before i get hot thinking about the stories - feeling a little festive after a sweaty workout

 

[talikat]

i think one of my favorite ways to get aroused is to listen to audio clips of others sharing their sexy stories be they funny, hot or just weird. it doesn't mean that i have to pull my cock out and play with myself every time that i hear story but listening to a real person describe something they've experienced is so exciting and it feels so intimate. i came across a clip the other day of a woman playing and teasing herself while she shared a couple of different stories. i didn't watch outside of the first couple seconds of the clip but just sat and listened while i took care of some things that i had to finish. the natural conversation, the ease of the storyteller the visuals inspired by the stories and hearing her catch her breath as she teased herself just made my toes curl.

but anyways - before i get hot thinking about the stories - feeling a little festive after a sweaty workout

Mmm hmm, some people have really sexy voices too......those are some great undies!!

 

[pantyboidoe]

Mmm hmm, some people have really sexy voices too......those are some great undies!!

hehe, i don't think my stem would've been too thorny.

 

[pantyboidoe]

dancer, the idea, not the being
feel the crowd, alone in the leaves
examining the quality lines in the bath
these vivid treasures knew this dizziness
she moved away

 

[pantyboidoe]

it has been a good week for sweating and for getting outside and walking but the train has been filthy and i look forward to when i can stare out a clean window on the way into the office and can watch the skyline twinkle like those stars in the faraway sky and wonder how many people are standing nude in front of their windows and when temperatures aren't too much warmer than they are now because it's nice to sometimes wake up to the birds chirping at 4am and the kitten trying to claw her way out of the window to get to them and then move to the couch and watch the sunrise because all i can do is toss and turn because my shoulder has been bothering me and i don't really want to go back to pre-pandemic because that means more rat races and stupid shit because while life and work have been stressful it seems so much more manageable in light of the world, sometimes

 

[talikat]

it has been a good week for sweating and for getting outside and walking but the train has been filthy and i look forward to when i can stare out a clean window on the way into the office and can watch the skyline twinkle like those stars in the faraway sky and wonder how many people are standing nude in front of their windows and when temperatures aren't too much warmer than they are now because it's nice to sometimes wake up to the birds chirping at 4am and the kitten trying to claw her way out of the window to get to them and then move to the couch and watch the sunrise because all i can do is toss and turn because my shoulder has been bothering me and i don't really want to go back to pre-pandemic because that means more rat races and stupid shit because while life and work have been stressful it seems so much more manageable in light of the world, sometimes

Great picture, PB, you look awesome!

 

[pantyboidoe]

Great picture, PB, you look awesome!

Thank you, Tali!

 

[pantyboidoe]

i have always loved standing in front of my camera and taking pictures. sometime i'll dress up other times i'll dress down but the thrill is always the same. i've modeled on occasion for others but the opportunities have always been few and far between. but the idea of having that effect, of turning someone on, has always been such a pleasing thought and a desired ideal. i wonder how far i would go in support of that desired feeling and the thrill of knowing that it is me that causes said reaction. but for now i'm happy with this small space where i can share and write my thoughts and imagine what others think. i may not get many eyes here but i have always enjoyed this space.

 

[talikat]

i have always loved standing in front of my camera and taking pictures. sometime i'll dress up other times i'll dress down but the thrill is always the same. i've modeled on occasion for others but the opportunities have always been few and far between. but the idea of having that effect, of turning someone on, has always been such a pleasing thought and a desired ideal. i wonder how far i would go in support of that desired feeling and the thrill of knowing that it is me that causes said reaction. but for now i'm happy with this small space where i can share and write my thoughts and imagine what others think. i may not get many eyes here but i have always enjoyed this space.

It is a lot of fun and I'm glad you're here enjoying yourself, PB and as always, you look great!

 

[pantyboidoe]

It is a lot of fun and I'm glad you're here enjoying yourself, PB and as always, you look great!

Thanks Tali! I feel like I strike a lot of the same poses and am in the same locations but so it goes in a two bedroom condo!

 

[pantyboidoe]

30 minutes sweating on the bike, a scrambled eggs, red + yellow pepper, and black bean concoction for lunch. a date night tonight out to dinner and a drag show sometimes life is good and busy and i think i'll take a nap this afternoon with the cats since they're both lying on the couch and completely zonked at the moment. happy saturday!

 

[pantyboidoe]

it'd be good to find that time during the day to stretch my mind and my body and to bend in ways that i haven't before and to stretch parts that feel good when stretched and maybe it's time to stretch the parts that don't feel good and i've done mental gymnastics for so long that i'd like to take the time and focus on me and just center myself but what i'd really like to feel is your breath hot on my neck and to hear the moan escape from the back of your throat and to taste you on my fingers

 

[Mustang Sally]

Cute underoos! I'm digging your stream-of-consciousness writing style too!