The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

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Not enough pot brownies in the world can take the edge off.

But I am willing to test that theory.
 
If he would have bit down any harder he would have removed that whole chunk of flesh. It is painfully on fire and I just love looking at the way his mouth fits so perfectly in that oh so hot spot on my shoulder.
 
Suffering through a major depression right now. Lost my sister 2 months ago, fiance broke up with me over the phone without reason two weeks ago. I am tired of people not caring. I always put on a smile like everything is fine so I don't dump my problems onto other people, but, I'm getting tired of feeling like a puppet. People using me and forming me as they wish. Never realized I allowed it to happen, but I did, and now the reprocussions (however you spell it) are forming.

I guess part of it is my own fault but most of it is out of my control. Sorry if I don't make sense, not in that much of a good state of mind to make anything sound a least bit intelligent.

Meh.....getting tired of the word sympathy, my heart demands empathy.

I am sorry that you have found yourself here in this dark place. Sometimes bad things happen ...please give yourself permission to be sad when sad things happen as it is resisting the sadness that makes the suffering so much more intense. Finding your truth and operating from there will give you a much stronger foundation to spring from when you are ready. You will find your way...and in the mean time please be gentle with you during this strained time. Sleep, eat, drink, cry, laugh, and dance whenever you need it. Life comes at us fast sometimes, and for all the things that you are not in control of, you are in complete control of your reactions and actions in response to whatever is happening to you... find your power in that...it will help.

I love that John Mayer song, "Heart of Life" and the line "bad news never has good timing". It's never easy to walk these parts of our lives, but remember that it will change...it always does. Never forget the immense power of a good friends shoulder, an indulgent pedicure, a long hot soak, and/or chocolate.... and sometimes all you can do is keep breathing. If you find that place decide to breathe deeply and completely and the momentum to reclaim yourself will start from there. I have definitely found myself in that moment over my life more than once and remembering to breathe always helped me for sure.

Best wishes for blankets of comfort during this hard time... HUG!!!
 
I think I sprained my foot just a little :[ And no bandages to be found XD *ghetto wraps with long socks*
 
I found a corgeous purse and two pairs of pretty shoes. How am I supposed to decide what to buy? :eek:
 
Party. So much grog.
Crazy hyper me. Late.
What did I do?
Post, PM or email?
God, I hope not.

Coffee. Need. Now.
 
I found a corgeous purse and two pairs of pretty shoes. How am I supposed to decide what to buy? :eek:

The one that if you don't buy now, you might never run into again and will regret forever.

... or the two pair of shoes! :D

(I'm not yet that into purses ... thanks goodness! :eek:)
 
Edgy and teeth clenching nervous today. New kinda sub drop? Or terrified of what that holter is going to reveal in the next 48 hrs?
 
Organic milk? ;)

Not just organic. Hand-milked from cows that are regularly rolfed, tended to by certified kinesiologists, and facilitated by the entire staff at the Bovine Center for Life Change and Empowerment Integrations.

I'm back on with the weightloss, just need to stay focused!

While you look great, I will say go for what you want, Mol.
 
Back to doing what I do best - pushing people away. I can't try to do better anymore. Alone is best. I just don't know how to push one person away. I just want to be alone. It's certainly the only thing I really know how to handle.
 
You would think that after this many years, I'd be used to the boorish, mundane postings that show up every.freaking.June. when high school/college lets out.

Yeeeeaaaaahhhh....no.

:rolleyes:
 
I signed myself up for a lapdance/burlesque class last night.

OMG.

I'm shit scared, but I totally wanna learn how to get my sexy on.
 
The one that if you don't buy now, you might never run into again and will regret forever.

... or the two pair of shoes! :D

(I'm not yet that into purses ... thanks goodness! :eek:)

Yeeeeah.. It ended up being two pairs of shoes and I'm still trying to decide on the purse. :eek:

And as I'm dead scared (and thus hate them, too) of dogs, a Corgious purse wouldn't really do it for me, even if it was from Corgis fed with organic milk, or fairy dust, for that matter. :)

But you guys did make me smile a lot-ish. :)
 
I signed myself up for a lapdance/burlesque class last night.

OMG.

I'm shit scared, but I totally wanna learn how to get my sexy on.

I wish I'd have it in me to do something like that. I'm such a spazzy dancer, that I'd need some classes, because I'd love to learn to dance and I guess some sexy dance would be nice to learn, as well. But I'm so spazzy, that I can't even bring myself to sign up for a class, because that'd mean being spazzy in public with other people.

So, Go Lizzie! :)
 
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