The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[the captians wench]

I just got word that my brother is on the standy list for deployment. His entire company will be in Iraq by wednesday the 12th, but at any moment they could call him and tell him to have his ass at the base and ready to ship with in an hour.

I've known that this has been coming for a while. But it's just hitting me that my baby brother is going into a war zone and I may never see him again. He actually hugged me when he was up here, he never hugs anyone but his baby girl, I've barely seen him touch his wife, but he hugged me before he left and held me for a min, both of us not saying anything. And now he's leaving, he's really leaving.

I guess part of me thought that this was all some sort of dream and he wouldn't really go to Iraq, something some where would stop that from happening. I mean my brother's military career hasn't exactly been a typical one. He was in AIT for a year because he snaped a tendon in his leg. He has some sort of back problem that they're not sure about that got him on the do not deploy list, but he got yanked off of that with in 24 hours, they said they'll fix him there. He's been on a delay for a week now because his baby is due on the 20th, but now it's sure, it's offical, they're packing up his stuff and the house so he can go at a moment's notice.

my baby brother is really leaving this time.

 

[midwestyankee]

Wenchie, I'm sorry to hear that your brother is going to be deployed. It's a terrible shame that anyone has to go there.

I wish him a safe time in Iraq.

 

[Velvet Bubbles]

I'll stick your brother in my prayers, hon.

 

[the captians wench]

thanks guys. I know he was looking forward to this 9 months ago, but now he has a baby due 8 days after he will for sure be deployed and the back problems, so he's pretty shook up now, which has me worried.

And there is deffinitly rain on the way. I have a misserable headache and horny as all get out. And still have work to do. *sigh* least it's all cut out now.

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

So sorry to hear that your brother has to ship out Wenchie! Lots of *HUGS* come your way from me! Prayers go out too!

 

[HB1965]

Aww Wenchie, I'm sorry to hear that. I'll send some good vibrations his way

 

[callinectes]

Your brother and family will be in my thoughts Wenchie.

 

[callinectes]

Dang, Bunny and CutieMouse are MIA. I will miss them both a great deal.

 

[graceanne]

*hugs* for wenchie.

 

[Sprinkles22]

After days of consideration, I have decided to terminate my association as a submissive. I'm not terminating my relationship with my lover, but I am no longer considering myself a sub. Let's face it, people, I suck at being a sub.

To be more clear, I am a failure as a submissive. It have sub traits and a sweet, loving heart, but I am and always will be independent. I like things to go 'my way', and I fight being submissive more than I am submissive. I wanted to be a sub; I have tried to be a sub, but I have failed. My fantasies were so much easier than real life has been.

I've made my Lover and myself miserable with the pressure of being D/s. I'm pretty sure it's time to let it go.

 

[Velvet Bubbles]

Good luck, Sprinkles. May you find happiness in whatever form works for you.

 

[graceanne]

After days of consideration, I have decided to terminate my association as a submissive. I'm not terminating my relationship with my lover, but I am no longer considering myself a sub. Let's face it, people, I suck at being a sub.

To be more clear, I am a failure as a submissive. It have sub traits and a sweet, loving heart, but I am and always will be independent. I like things to go 'my way', and I fight being submissive more than I am submissive. I wanted to be a sub; I have tried to be a sub, but I have failed. My fantasies were so much easier than real life has been.

I've made my Lover and myself miserable with the pressure of being D/s. I'm pretty sure it's time to let it go.

Well, the point is making yourself happy. If changing your label makes you happy then go for it. Either way, you're a wonderful person with a giving heart.

 

[Netzach]

After days of consideration, I have decided to terminate my association as a submissive. I'm not terminating my relationship with my lover, but I am no longer considering myself a sub. Let's face it, people, I suck at being a sub.

To be more clear, I am a failure as a submissive. It have sub traits and a sweet, loving heart, but I am and always will be independent. I like things to go 'my way', and I fight being submissive more than I am submissive. I wanted to be a sub; I have tried to be a sub, but I have failed. My fantasies were so much easier than real life has been.

I've made my Lover and myself miserable with the pressure of being D/s. I'm pretty sure it's time to let it go.

I'm crap ass at "being a sub" and I'm good at making my switch lover happy. Sometimes I think we overcomplicate just paying really close attention to someone and making them pleased.

 

[HoHoBomb]

I am really in love with an eventer. There are going to be some new horses for me to try at the show this week. E V E R Y T H I N G is going for me

 

[FurryFury]

After days of consideration, I have decided to terminate my association as a submissive. I'm not terminating my relationship with my lover, but I am no longer considering myself a sub. Let's face it, people, I suck at being a sub.

To be more clear, I am a failure as a submissive. It have sub traits and a sweet, loving heart, but I am and always will be independent. I like things to go 'my way', and I fight being submissive more than I am submissive. I wanted to be a sub; I have tried to be a sub, but I have failed. My fantasies were so much easier than real life has been.

I've made my Lover and myself miserable with the pressure of being D/s. I'm pretty sure it's time to let it go.

*HUGS*

I know how it feels to believe you have failed as a submissive. Most of the time, I believe this feeling comes from being far too hard on yourself.

BTW, I believe you can be independent and be a submissive as well. In fact, I truly believe few Doms would be interested in a submissive that wasn't independent in some ways. I could be wrong but that so rarely happens, I kinda doubt it.

 

[LadyAria]

Fucking people annoy me.

 

[graceanne]

Fucking people annoy me.

Tell them to find a room.

 

[A Desert Rose]

*HUGS*

I know how it feels to believe you have failed as a submissive. Most of the time, I believe this feeling comes from being far too hard on yourself.

BTW, I believe you can be independent and be a submissive as well. In fact, I truly believe few Doms would be interested in a submissive that wasn't independent in some ways. I could be wrong but that so rarely happens, I kinda doubt it.

Yes to this. And you're right again, you are rarely wrong.

 

[the captians wench]

*HUGS*

I know how it feels to believe you have failed as a submissive. Most of the time, I believe this feeling comes from being far too hard on yourself.

BTW, I believe you can be independent and be a submissive as well. In fact, I truly believe few Doms would be interested in a submissive that wasn't independent in some ways. I could be wrong but that so rarely happens, I kinda doubt it.

I think the dominates in my life have worked on making me more independant over the past 2 years. Yes each of them had certian things they wanted me to seek their council on first, but for the most part they each pushed me to live life on my own two feet. I am a lot more independant and selfsefishant than I was 2 years ago. Now whether that's because of bdsm or just natural maturing I couldn't tell you. Infact for all I know this has just been apart of me "growing up" *shrug*

I do know that while I still do tend to be clingy at times, I'm a lot less so now and that's made every one involved with me happier.

 

[catalina_francisco]

After days of consideration, I have decided to terminate my association as a submissive. I'm not terminating my relationship with my lover, but I am no longer considering myself a sub. Let's face it, people, I suck at being a sub.

To be more clear, I am a failure as a submissive. It have sub traits and a sweet, loving heart, but I am and always will be independent. I like things to go 'my way', and I fight being submissive more than I am submissive. I wanted to be a sub; I have tried to be a sub, but I have failed. My fantasies were so much easier than real life has been.

I've made my Lover and myself miserable with the pressure of being D/s. I'm pretty sure it's time to let it go.

Are you sure you have made them miserable, or they think you are a failure at being a submissive? Sometimes we take it into our head we have failed when in fact we haven't....sometimes a PYL may keep pushing or not get the message across well they are pleased simply because they are tired, or they think it will help you in some way, or simply because they are human and don't realise what is going on inside your head. If you haven't already, talk to them before giving up on yourself and your dream and try not to beat up on yourself. Hope whichever way it goes you find your bliss.

Catalina

 

[Chris_Xavier]

My thoughts exactly...

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[HoHoBomb]

I am really into this eventer. he is really good, so smart, He likes to be fed.
Loves to be groomed.
He is arrogant. Lots of interest in him
I hope a local family buys him.

 

[FurryFury]

Yes to this. And you're right again, you are rarely wrong.

Woo hoo!

Thanks!

*does a happy dance*

 

[FurryFury]

I am really into this eventer. he is really good, so smart, He likes to be fed.
Loves to be groomed.
He is arrogant. Lots of interest in him
I hope a local family buys him.

What's an eventer?

I'm lost.

Some animal? A horse? A dog?

 

[HottieMama]

Fucking shoot me...

Or fucking make it be 10' o clock already...