The Official GLBT Isolated Blurt Thread

It's never good to be very sore in the morning you have to do another day of yardwork.
 
I used to show bewbage in my av but finally decided that I'd rather someone pm me for what I said rather than the cleavage. Not that I mind an occasional peek but there is more to me than boobs......sometimes.
 
I used to show bewbage in my av but finally decided that I'd rather someone pm me for what I said rather than the cleavage. Not that I mind an occasional peek but there is more to me than boobs......sometimes.

I decided to do that. I don't want to put people off. More than I already did, apparently.
 
I didn't get to meet RA Salvator even though he was in town today!

I didn't know until it was to late.
And I have a Shadow Link costume that I could totally have gerri-rigged into a Dritz!
 
Within the past week, two friends who have been without a job for a long, long time, found work. This makes me so goddamn happy, I have to share. And, my cat came back this morning. What a day! Can an irritable old curmudgeon be forgiven a happy dance?
 
Some of my roots are WHITE!! I'm 20! Also,really vain about my (gorgeous, coal black, flowing, silky) hair.
 
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I've decided to turn my life around. No more trying to be like my mother. I can understand why she was abusive but just because she died, I can't turn myself into her to please my relatives.
And no more contemplating her or crying about her being dead either!
 
Huge blurt coming on. Ignore the following:

She dumped me after a year and a half of planning a future together. She had me convinced she was the one. Fair enough I am about to go away for 6 months for work. That isn't new. It was always the case. And then as soon as i return I have to move cities. I have to move to the city where her family lives. She was the one telling me we would be fine. She was the one telling me that plenty of couples make the distance and we would to. Rather than give us a shot at the distance she decided to end it. Quit because it is too hard. These 6 months away are going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do and she decides to quit. So the support I thought I had from a loving girlfriend is now nothing. She didnt like feeling bad about going out binge drinking 3 times a week when I stayed at home because I don't like it. Rather than put in an effort to spend time with me before I go away, she cuts me away so she doesn't have to deal with the guilt.
I hope she wakes up and realises that binge drinking isn't going to make her happy forever.
I hope she realises that I was giving her my all and would have continued to do so for the rest of our lives if she would have let me.
I hope she grows up one day and finds herself ready to stop running away from hard situations.
I hope she wakes up with her hangover and realise how alone she is. And that drinking until you cant remember every weekend is no way to live life.

I hope one day she figures out that the best things in life are the things you fight for, the things that you have
to work hard for.

She has broken my heart by not caring to put in the effort for me. Surely I am worth it.

I hope I can get over this heartbreak. I don't want to be bitter and twisted. I want to meet the girl of my dreams.

Too bad I was sure it was her.. If she'd only put in the effort instead of running away when things get hard.

I hope one day she can't ignore the guilt she feels about this. I do not deserve the heartbreak. She keeps telling herself she has done the right thing by me. I hope she finds a time when she can't lie to herself anymore.

End blurt.
 
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