The Outlook

[Apollion]

Gives Ausus a gentle hug before tapping his chin in thought.

Since I'm here, what to do...?

 

[Ausus_girl13]

A title of respect, I assure you. Do you mind it? Do you mind me calling you that, or that I've been getting so friendly with the others?

It's an SRP forum, getting friendly is what we do here, I've no claims on any here, save maybe two or three and they all can speak for themselves. I would never presume anything.

I do wonder why you want to call me Mistress, however. And what it does for you.

Gives Ausus a gentle hug before tapping his chin in thought.

Since I'm here, what to do...?

Get nekkid and run down the beach. Or say hello to Thryi.. that could also help. Unless you two already know each other.

 

[Apollion]

Looks at Thyri and smirks happily We're becoming accquianted..


stands then removes his clothing before leaping into the pool.

 

[Annisthyrienne]

It's an SRP forum, getting friendly is what we do here, I've no claims on any here, save maybe two or three and they all can speak for themselves. I would never presume anything.

I do wonder why you want to call me Mistress, however. And what it does for you.

Would you prefer to call me Mistress? I can try that, though you're probably used to tougher dommes than me.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Would you prefer to call me Mistress? I can try that, though you're probably used to tougher dommes than me.

laughs pauses and laughs again

Oh that's cute darling girl. It really is. I'd call you mistress and slam you into the wall and watch you melt under my fingers. All in all a fun diversion yes, but we both know that isn't what you want.

Is it?

 

[Apollion]

surfaces from the water and rests against the edge

Ladies, if I may, I vote on you two testing each other out and see who submits first.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

surfaces from the water and rests against the edge

Ladies, if I may, I vote on you two testing each other out and see who submits first.

Licks my lips

Apollo, there really isn't a question of who would. My dear Thryi is very strong and incredibly sweet, and when she's ready she'll kneel, but not a moment before then. I am content to wait.

 

[Annisthyrienne]

laughs pauses and laughs again

Oh that's cute darling girl. It really is. I'd call you mistress and slam you into the wall and watch you melt under my fingers. All in all a fun diversion yes, but we both know that isn't what you want.

Is it?

Sometimes it is, with certain people. You're right in that I don't tend to think of you as one of those people, but I did have a dream once about cutting off your breath in a biting form of breath play. My mouth was clamped over your larynx, and my teeth were clamping down on your windpipe. I could feel your pulse under my lips, and tell when you were passing out. Then I would open just enough to let you catch a breath, not enough to recover, but just enough to prolong the experience. It was a very vivid dream.

 

[Apollion]

Licks my lips

Apollo, there really isn't a question of who would. My dear Thryi is very strong and incredibly sweet, and when she's ready she'll kneel, but not a moment before then. I am content to wait.

Grins.

I think I'll join you on that one. I want to see this goddess of nature tremble at our every word. Won't that be fun?

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Sometimes it is, with certain people. You're right in that I don't tend to think of you as one of those people, but I did have a dream once about cutting off your breath in a biting form of breath play. My mouth was clamped over your larynx, and my teeth were clamping down on your windpipe. I could feel your pulse under my lips, and tell when you were passing out. Then I would open just enough to let you catch a breath, not enough to recover, but to just enough to prolong the experience. It was a very vivid dream.

It sounds incredibly vivid, however I've been told and often experience people in my own dreams are facets of ourselves.

Which then turns your dream on it's head. Which part of me- reminds you of you?

Breath play hmmm? I shall have to remember that.

Grins.

I think I'll join you on that one. I want to see this goddess of nature tremble at our every word. Won't that be fun?

Our every word? giggles softly oh my sweet apollion, can you not see she isn't ripe for the picking? The time will come for her, when she craves to see where she and I can go. But that moment is not yet, she is testing the waters right now...

You have much to learn Apollo, there is so much fun to be had in the game of cat and mouse.

 

[Apollion]

Our every word? giggles softly oh my sweet apollion, can you not see she isn't ripe for the picking? The time will come for her, when she craves to see where she and I can go. But that moment is not yet, she is testing the waters right now...

You have much to learn Apollo, there is so much fun to be had in the game of cat and mouse.

Ah, but words can touch places in a person where fingers cannot. Which I already have begun to do with Thyri not too long ago...

Rises from the pool and takes a nearby towel, drying off his tanned skin. Trust me; I have learned quite a bit while I was gone, Lady Ausus. Winks.

 

[Annisthyrienne]

It sounds incredibly vivid, however I've been told and often experience people in my own dreams are facets of ourselves.

Which then turns your dream on it's head. Which part of me- reminds you of you?

Breath play hmmm? I shall have to remember that.




Our every word? giggles softly oh my sweet apollion, can you not see she isn't ripe for the picking? The time will come for her, when she craves to see where she and I can go. But that moment is not yet, she is testing the waters right now...

You have much to learn Apollo, there is so much fun to be had in the game of cat and mouse.

I'm not sure I agree with that statement, and so I don't know that there is any particular thing about you that reminds me of me.

Your appeal to me is that you are intelligent and witty. Your particular kinks are not necessarily what I'm interested in, but I find it intriguing that you like them so much. I think I've figured out since I've been thinking it over that I don't care for the SM part of BDSM. I'm not into pain, at all. It isn't sexy to me. It isn't something that does anything for me.

Now bondage, or domination/submission, that might be different.
That can be fun, under the right circumstances. The thing is, I do get a certain rebellious anger that builds up when I get pushed too far. So I'm not sure how that would work.

As for the breath play dream, I should mention that in my dream, I was a shape changer who could assume the form of a black panther, and my actions were more animal than human. But you know how dreams are.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Ah, but words can touch places in a person where fingers cannot. Which I already have begun to do with Thyri not too long ago...

Rises from the pool and takes a nearby towel, drying off his tanned skin. Trust me; I have learned quite a bit while I was gone, Lady Ausus. Winks.

I am glad to hear it. All of it, Apollion. Smiles at him as I listen to Thryi

I'm not sure I agree with that statement, and so I don't know that there is any particular thing about you that reminds me of me.

Your appeal to me is that you are intelligent and witty. Your particular kinks are not necessarily what I'm interested in, but I find it intriguing that you like them so much. I think I've figured out since I've been thinking it over that I don't care for the SM part of BDSM. I'm not into pain, at all. It isn't sexy to me. It isn't something that does anything for me.

Now bondage, or domination/submission, that might be different.
That can be fun, under the right circumstances. The thing is, I do get a certain rebellious anger that builds up when I get pushed too far. So I'm not sure how that would work.

As for the breath play dream, I should mention that in my dream, I was a shape changer who cold assume the form of a black panther, and my actions were more animal than human. But you know how dreams are.

Nods slowly as I take this all in, listening intently, smiling as she finishes

You are right, and dreams are a very subjective thing.

You know, I find that the whole BDSM-thing is sort of a misnomer... and defining my kinks.. well.. it's sort of silly. Mostly because.. my biggest kink.. if you will.. is a power game.

What you see with me and anyone I play with is a power game. Who has it, who is taking it, how they wield it. How I wield it. The details, the pain, the play even the sex, is all a by product of that one game.

This, my sweet girl, is a power game. It's all up in the air, can you give enough for me to be suitably impressed that you are ready to surrender? Do you even want that? Trust me, it's all rhetorical now. There isn't truly anything at stake. But someday there might be.

BDSM or at least the descriptor bondage, dominance, submission/sadomasochism... it's all just labels, and some people define themselves by those labels. I do not. It's one big amalgamation of fun. Being stripped of my own power, or stripping someone of theirs is amazing, and it's accomplished mentally and physically.

You called me Mistress earlier, and I think it was a thrill for you, because it meant surrendering some of your power. Even telling me your dream to some degree meant being vulnerable.

I like this about you. smiles sweetly at her

 

[Annisthyrienne]

I am glad to hear it. All of it, Apollion. Smiles at him as I listen to Thryi



Nods slowly as I take this all in, listening intently, smiling as she finishes

You are right, and dreams are a very subjective thing.

You know, I find that the whole BDSM-thing is sort of a misnomer... and defining my kinks.. well.. it's sort of silly. Mostly because.. my biggest kink.. if you will.. is a power game.

What you see with me and anyone I play with is a power game. Who has it, who is taking it, how they wield it. How I wield it. The details, the pain, the play even the sex, is all a by product of that one game.

This, my sweet girl, is a power game. It's all up in the air, can you give enough for me to be suitably impressed that you are ready to surrender? Do you even want that? Trust me, it's all rhetorical now. There isn't truly anything at stake. But someday there might be.

BDSM or at least the descriptor bondage, dominance, submission/sadomasochism... it's all just labels, and some people define themselves by those labels. I do not. It's one big amalgamation of fun. Being stripped of my own power, or stripping someone of theirs is amazing, and it's accomplished mentally and physically.

You called me Mistress earlier, and I think it was a thrill for you, because it meant surrendering some of your power. Even telling me your dream to some degree meant being vulnerable.

I like this about you. smiles sweetly at her

Well, I just have had this feeling that there is sort of a misunderstanding between us, and I don't think we can move forward until I figured it out and cleared it up. You are right, there was a certain thrill to calling you that, and all that it could mean. There is some appeal to the notion of surrendering and obeying. But I also have this willful side, that likes to do what I want. Maybe we just need to figure out exactly what it is that I want. When the time is right, we can explore that.

For now, I've enjoyed this conversation, and maybe we both understand where each one is coming from a little better. I have to sign off now; it's 3:30 am here, and I need to sleep. Maybe I'll dream about you tonight.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Waves

Night Thryi! Sleep well.

 

[Apollion]

Bye, Thyri!


Sits with Ausus again. So, what are you doing?

 

[dragonrazor]

*looks in quietly* Boy did I miss a lot last night.

 

[Annisthyrienne]

I drift back up to the surface of my consciousness, returning my awareness to a new day. Last night's conversation and shared thoughts are weighing on my mind still, but I feel it was a useful exchange. Slipping into a light cloak to ward off the chill, I stroll down to the beach for a walk. It will be the perfect opportunity to focus my thoughts.

 

[dragonrazor]

*sitting in a hammock, eyes closed*

 

[Annisthyrienne]

Returning from my walk on the beach, much refreshed, I climb the steps to the Outlook. I have some writing I can work on, some mocha I can sip on, and some friendly company I can wait on.

Curling into my favorite lounge chair overlooking the ocean, I begin, my only outlet for my thoughts, the written word. Sometimes it flows; at other times I'm speechless, and not always in a good way.

 

[dragonrazor]

*sets up his gamecube and a portable tv, and starts playing Metroid Prime*

 

[fr33ks33k]

*The sounds of laser fire and coffee brewing stir him from an impromptu nap. Padding softly into the lounge, he tips a nod to Thryi and settles down in a chair to watch Dragon play. A wave of his hand sends one of the staff to fetch him a drink*

 

[Apollion]

Returns to the Outlook from sleep, wandering over to Thyri and quietly taking a seat beside her, making sure not to distract her from thoughts.

 

[dragonrazor]

*looks up* Oh. Hi. Was about to switch game systems.

 

[fr33ks33k]

*Accepting his drink, his eyes alight on the gentleman seating himself next to Thryi. A slight nod in his direction in salutation is his only other motion before Dragon speaks and draws his attention*

What to, Dragon?