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“What is pleasure?” Arthur repeated. “That’s simple. Even the dictionary is clear on that. Pleasure is happy satisfaction, enjoyment.”
“Now,” he continued, “What is anyone’s pleasure? What is my pleasure? What is your pleasure? That’s where things become complicated. The are things that may be expected to give pleasure to many people, but never to all. There are some things more common than others, but in the end, it’s very much an individual thing.”
He sipped his coffee.
“It was probably impolite of me to ask you about your pleasures - or hoped-for pleasures - without telling you anything about what gives me pleasure. Well, there are many things that gave me pleasure. Reading and writing, music, art, food and drink, conversation, travel, sex. There was much. My greatest pleasure, though, was sharing these things, sharing them with my wife.”
“Most of my pleasures gradually disappeared in the years after she died, though I do get some pleasure from things still. You’ve mentioned sex, and that was one of my - our - highest pleasures. Rough or gentle, light or dark, we both enjoyed it, even the sexual arousal that could come from pain. But I couldn’t enjoy any of it if Emily hadn’t found pleasure in it too. It sounds to me that Brad had his pleasure with no regard for how you felt. That’s the mark of sociopaths and psychopaths.”
“I did enjoy sex with other women after I lost Emily, but it was never quite the same, the conjunction of spirits just wasn’t there. I gave up on it about two years ago, but I still miss it. I know what I would have wanted these past years; I guess that’s why I asked you about what pleasures you wished for.”
As he sat back and drank his coffee, he wondered again why it was so easy to talk to this woman he had just met, and wondered also if she wondered the same about talking to him. Did fate bring their fortunes together? Were the coincidences signs that they were destined to meet?
“Now,” he continued, “What is anyone’s pleasure? What is my pleasure? What is your pleasure? That’s where things become complicated. The are things that may be expected to give pleasure to many people, but never to all. There are some things more common than others, but in the end, it’s very much an individual thing.”
He sipped his coffee.
“It was probably impolite of me to ask you about your pleasures - or hoped-for pleasures - without telling you anything about what gives me pleasure. Well, there are many things that gave me pleasure. Reading and writing, music, art, food and drink, conversation, travel, sex. There was much. My greatest pleasure, though, was sharing these things, sharing them with my wife.”
“Most of my pleasures gradually disappeared in the years after she died, though I do get some pleasure from things still. You’ve mentioned sex, and that was one of my - our - highest pleasures. Rough or gentle, light or dark, we both enjoyed it, even the sexual arousal that could come from pain. But I couldn’t enjoy any of it if Emily hadn’t found pleasure in it too. It sounds to me that Brad had his pleasure with no regard for how you felt. That’s the mark of sociopaths and psychopaths.”
“I did enjoy sex with other women after I lost Emily, but it was never quite the same, the conjunction of spirits just wasn’t there. I gave up on it about two years ago, but I still miss it. I know what I would have wanted these past years; I guess that’s why I asked you about what pleasures you wished for.”
As he sat back and drank his coffee, he wondered again why it was so easy to talk to this woman he had just met, and wondered also if she wondered the same about talking to him. Did fate bring their fortunes together? Were the coincidences signs that they were destined to meet?