Thinkings, feelings and...doings ~ 2013

[Crystal_Dust]

what a good girl

Now go read it!

 

[Nina327]

Now go read it!

I am enjoying following along.

 

[Crystal_Dust]

I am enjoying following along.

You know how much I thrive on praise

 

[Nina327]

You know how much I thrive on praise

mhmmm

 

[Crystal_Dust]

mhmmm

You are so good to me

 

[VampiricTouch]

Thinking: It’s that time of year where stores are selling these wooden or plastic trees and all I think of when I see em is “butt plug?”

Feelings: Girls night out coming up and I’m excited - in that, never been cool enough to run around with more than 2 people and wow they included me? Squeee feel.

Doing: Pretending to work

 

[Crystal_Dust]

Thinkings: do we write SRPs for the praise? Maybe?
Feeling: Hungry but ambivalent on food
Doing: counting down the minutes to Outer Worlds 2 advanced access

 

[monique_minx]

Thinking: Writing the story is a double edged sword, my primitive brain screams 'just get to the fucking!' and my intelligent brain goes 'this will be so worth it in the end when you’re a far larger puddle'

Feeling: My intelligent brain is tired but also fucking right...fucking bitch - that may have been my primitive brain...not sure

Doing: Lying in bed trying to wind down while trying to stop my primitive brain from winding me up...

 

[Crystal_Dust]

Thinking: Writing the story is a double edged sword, my primitive brain screams 'just get to the fucking!' and my intelligent brain goes 'this will be so worth it in the end when you’re a far larger puddle'

Feeling: My intelligent brain is tired but also fucking right...fucking bitch - that may have been my primitive brain...not sure

Doing: Lying in bed trying to wind down while trying to stop my primitive brain from winding me up...

Question: would you like your primitive brain teased more? I’m just saying, that’s a service I can provide.

 

[monique_minx]

Question: would you like your primitive brain teased more? I’m just saying, that’s a service I can provide.

My primitive brain just fucking screamed, "yes!" So goddamn loud...is it possible to go deaf from an INNER voice?

 

[Crystal_Dust]

My primitive brain just fucking screamed, "yes!" So goddamn loud...is it possible to go deaf from an INNER voice?

Hmmmm…would you like to watch me get dressed? If you are a very good girl, I’d even let you pick some things.
But you have to stay on the bed.

 

[monique_minx]

Hmmmm…would you like to watch me get dressed? If you are a very good girl, I’d even let you pick some things.
But you have to stay on the bed.

...but...but...what if i can't?

 

[Crystal_Dust]

...but...but...what if i can't?

I can get out the chains and cuffs if I must

 

[Crystal_Dust]

(Note: I wanted to say “then I’ll just lock you in the room alone” but that would be too cruel to us both right this moment)

 

[monique_minx]

I can get out the chains and cuffs if I must

...i'm definitely getting off the bed

 

[Crystal_Dust]

I should have seen that coming.
I do truly love the image of your ankle cuffed to the frame

 

[monique_minx]

I should have seen that coming.
I do truly love the image of your ankle cuffed to the frame

Mmm that makes me feel so loved and warm and safe

 

[Crystal_Dust]

Mmm that makes me feel so loved and warm and safe

And vulnerable.
Don't forget vulnerable.

 

[monique_minx]

And vulnerable.
Don't forget vulnerable.

Never. All the fear would make me soak the bedspread...

 

[Crystal_Dust]

Never. All the fear would make me soak the bedspread...

Would you ask me to hurt you?

 

[monique_minx]

Would you ask me to hurt you?

In every. Fucking. Way.

 

[Crystal_Dust]

In every. Fucking. Way.

"Please, My Girl, hurt me. Please."

 

[monique_minx]

"Please, My Girl, hurt me. Please."

"I'll do anything...anything you ask."

 

[Crystal_Dust]

"I'll do anything...anything you ask."

What could you offer than I can’t force from you?


Ok, might have gotten myself worked up on that line.

 

[Crystal_Dust]

Thinking: ok, I direly need treats
Doing: dealing with anxiety through an edible and The Expanse
Feeling: low-key AHHHHHH but less and less