Thinkings, feelings and...doings ~ 2013

Doing: Fighting through insurance renewal paperwork for… ALL of the insurances

Feeling: Crampy Grumpy and Mentally exhausted

Thinking: Normally my libido spikes around now. And it’s shocking how fast that part of my brain noped out of here after all the forms and phone calls I’ve had to wrangle…
 
Doing: reading, but being distracted by browsing
Thinking: it’s a good thing I took an imitrex
Feeling: need for pretty, desperate things
 
Thinking: I had no idea they could or would do that.
That's fuckin awesome.

Feeling: in awe. and a little antsy.

Doing: wondering who the hell the caramel-flavored goddess was in my dream.
 
Thinking: I need to tell the man to destroy me more often because I can't feel my legs and I'm pretty sure my ass is so beat that i've created a new shade of bruise

Feeling: sore, swollen, jelly-like

Doing: Lying in bed beneath a warm blanket in complete awe of the fact that I maintained consciousness
 
Thinking: Do I need to write an Alanna backstory?
Feeling: Like I might need to send a very unwise text because NEED is high
Doing: Enjoying the spring-like breeze coming through the window, like a cool breath along my skin
 
Thinking: Do I need to write an Alanna backstory?
Feeling: Like I might need to send a very unwise text because NEED is high
Doing: Enjoying the spring-like breeze coming through the window, like a cool breath along my skin

Thinking - FWIW, I would love to read her backstory
Feeling - Caffeinated
Doing.- Laundry
 
Thinking: DO EEEEET! your brain is bery lickable.
I have so many back story and side story and other character parts for lily. I might have to put together an outline (gasp) for all the parts.

Feeling: a bit warm and fuzzy.

Doing: ranting with friends on the internets and being amazed that I have friends to rant with. (therapy is fucking awesome).
I am also wishing to write something but I'm not in a space to do so.
 
Thinking: DO EEEEET! your brain is bery lickable.
I have so many back story and side story and other character parts for lily. I might have to put together an outline (gasp) for all the parts.

Feeling: a bit warm and fuzzy.

Doing: ranting with friends on the internets and being amazed that I have friends to rant with. (therapy is fucking awesome).
I am also wishing to write something but I'm not in a space to do so.
Honest to god, it’s been so long since I wrote until coming back here and being seduced by @monique_minx . Now I want more
 
Thinking: well. At least now I know what scale of a dollhouse I'm absolutely not getting.
Feeling: yes, I'm feeling a lot of things. And the feelings need to shut up about it.
Doing: absolutely not looking at things I probably shouldn't look at, that I didn't know existed.
That thing can only be called an "apparatus." And I would love to operate it now that I have room!
 
That thing can only be called an "apparatus." And I would love to operate it now that I have room!
I want many apparatus's, apparatii, in thier full size glory.
yes, yes I do.
I need to find somewhere to have those things in.
I like flirting with my friends.
I love how it always feels like that moment before a first kiss.
It might get familiar, but it never gets old.
some of my friends. yes. so much yes. all of this.
Flirting with friends,
That moment before a kiss,
Familiar, yet new,
Love in every shared glance,
Never growing old, just warm.
and you just add to it.


fuck.

its a love story, stuck at the good point.

hovering on the good point?

grinding on the good point?

writhing on the good point?
 
I want many apparatus's, apparatii, in their full size glory.
yes, yes I do.
I need to find somewhere to have those things in.
I think what gives me the flush is that it's designed to be all that. I have some things that are useful in other aspects that I buy in say, a farm and tractor store or a pet store, but these are works of art dedicated to a craft. ( Obviously if they were full size.) Just looking at them gives me a floaty, heady feeling.
 
I think what gives me the flush is that it's designed to be all that. I have some things that are useful in other aspects that I buy in say, a farm and tractor store or a pet store, but these are works of art dedicated to a craft. ( Obviously if they were full size.) Just looking at them gives me a floaty, heady feeling.
yes. this. 100%

Even my toy bag is repurposed.

I want a space.
walk-in closets with selection.
furniture that makes you want to hump its leg in glee.
 
Thinking: Shit shit shit shit shit
Feeling: all the effects.

Doing: Freaking out because I cannot flirt with people on that OTHER site the same way I flirt on here. I almost commented my way into PM-hell. The edibles are working. enough that I was writing poetry. about friends.
 
Thinking: Shit shit shit shit shit
Feeling: all the effects.

Doing: Freaking out because I cannot flirt with people on that OTHER site the same way I flirt on here. I almost commented my way into PM-hell. The edibles are working. enough that I was writing poetry. about friends.

This is feeding into kink I didn’t know I had
 
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