Thinkings, feelings and...doings ~ 2013

Thinking - tomorrow is Friday - yay
Feeling - calm and relaxed
Doing - listening to music (Nikki Idol)
 
Thinking: blah, %&#**&, bleck.
Feeling: frustrated. I live in the US and I broke a tooth.
Fixing that will break the bank.
Doing: bitching on the internet and wishing I could masturbate, but I cant because orgasms make the throbbing tooth, throb louder.

It cost me $1,425 to replace a broken crown.
 
Thinking: I am a fucking horrible judge of character, sometimes
Doing: not getting involved in that, and trying to get into a headspace for de-escalating a connection.
Feeling: just fucking tired of this bullshit.
 
Thinking - finally friday - yay
Doing - making things sparkle
Feeling - loved by my brothers and sil
 
Sad might be into that


Thinking: I do not date or fuck anyone that doesn't pass thecommitteey. I have proven that I use red flags like gift wrap and home decor.

Feeling: well-loved by those that matter.

Doing: I'm off tonight, so hopefully sort some of the hoarded goods and do some writing. I'd eat brownies, but I tend to clench my teeth, and that just might hurt more than my masochist side can handle.
 
I'll try:

Thinking: I'm spending one night on the Upper West Side and I think I'm just gonna stay in.

Feeling: quite hungry, slightly tired and horny

Doing: scrolling for inspirational take-away cuisine within a fifteen minute walk
you can get almost anything delivered.
 
Thinking: pizza? Yes, pizza.
Feeling: light, with zero responsibilitiea
Doing: nothing, and loving it. Now do me.
 
Thinking: About a lot of my stories and which routes to take, I have a burning need to make my co writers laugh, be shocked and aroused all at once... I want all the things.

Feeling: Relieved. I love my friends but them and the kids for almost a week nonstop was a lot and I am enjoying my peace

Doing: Watching rerun tv while scrolling my phone, drinking a choc smoothie before I head for a shower and bed.
 
Thinking - happy my bro crossed the bridge to get us a late lunch
Doing - eating a medium rare smash burger from Huda's
Feeling - taste buds and belly 'gasms
 
Thinking: It thrills me to my toes when I get a random PM from a bloke who claims to have read my posts and goes onto describe his miraculously large penis like he thinks he is having a 'gotcha' moment. Dude, if you actually read my posts then you know your dick isn't a winning come on to me. Don't be lazy, do better.

Feeling: Inspired by my co writers whom I actually enjoy chatting to - dick boy ain't one of them. Also very tired, was in immense pain for like an hour at 2am because when else does that sort of thing happen?!

Doing: Just finished a collab post, waiting on tenterhooks hoping she liked my ending. Also proud of the other one I finished today!
 
Thinking: I can't wait to be impressed as fuck cause she never ever disappoints me

Feeling: horny and pretty

Doing: A little light reading and happily tapping new fingernails on my phone keyboard, they're also very pretty!
 
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