Thinkings, feelings and...doings ~ 2013

[SmilingLez]

Thinking - really wanted Christmas snow but all we are going to get is rain and clouds

Feeling - slightly tipsy, warm, and cozy in my 2 pairs of soft socks

Doing - making my kick ass glaze/marinade that's also drinkable.

 

[Nina327]

Thinking: I have shit to do, I have shit to do...

 

[monique_minx]

T: I finally get to relax some tomorrow evening and I can't fucking wait, all my hard work will pay off.

F: Constantly horny and fidgety, probably because I lack the time to indulge myself at all lately

D: Lying in bed knowing i will have to muster and go upstairs shortly.

 

[Crystal_Dust]

T: I like her horny and fidgety
F: That she’d make a good toy like that
D: daydreaming and being fiendishly clever

 

[SmilingLez]

Thinking - V A C A T I O N till January 5,2026.

Feeling - happy, grateful, and blessed.

Doing - drinking coffee with cocoa. Cleaning our home and getting it ready for our traditional Christmas Eve dinner.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL!

 

[Crystal_Dust]

Thinking: it’s so very quiet in the world and I am loving it
Feeling: a little lonely, but it’s ok
Doing: reading and trying to get my brain going. It’s been a rough week in my head.

 

[Nina327]

Thinking: breath bitch. Let's go be slightly less pissy.

 

[Crystal_Dust]

Thinking: HOW CAN ALL MY TOYS BE UNCHARGED???

 

[Nina327]

Doing: hahahahahaha

Thinking: been there

 

[Crystal_Dust]

Doing: looking up spells to burn out people’s WiFi

 

[Nina327]

Transmutation.

The anger coming my way instead arouses you.

 

[Crystal_Dust]

LAUGH WHILE YOU CAN

 

[SmilingLez]

Thinking - Glad the meteorologist was wrong about the weather. It is comfortable at 51°. Since I drew the short straw, I have to come up with Christmas dinner using the leftover ham. I think I am going to do a teriyaki variation with jasmine rice.

If I was "taking care" of Ms. Dust none of her toys would be dead

Feeling - Exhausted but alive. Went for a 5 mile run with my brothers and nephews. Did not lose.

Doing - Doodling with my new Visconti Van Gogh pen That my brother Paul Gave to me on Christmas eve along with a leather journal to write my poetry.

 

[Crystal_Dust]

If I was "taking care" of Ms. Dust none of her toys would be dead

This. This is the right response

 

[Crystal_Dust]

T: one of the most insidious things about depression is how it can present as benign. Like you feel fine. Except you just don’t want to do anything.

 

[Stephie02]

Depression is hard and I hope you have supportive people around you who know and understand, someone to lean on when it gets too much.

 

[Niceandbrutal]

T: one of the most insidious things about depression is how it can present as benign. Like you feel fine. Except you just don’t want to do anything.

Fucking PREACH!

 

[Nina327]

T: one of the most insidious things about depression is how it can present as benign. Like you feel fine. Except you just don’t want to do anything.

Yepper. I don't have the grippy-sock-sads. I have the "what the fuck do you mean it's New Year's, and I never planted that garden. Thank fuck its not a requirement for survival' sads.
I love being outside, gardening.
I LOVE making kink tools.
Love creating aquascapes for my waterpuppies.
Love writing and reading.
Love playing with my dog and thank all the hells I trained him to flat out IGNORE me when I tell him to leave me alone and instead to stand on my face if I don't move all day.

The only thing Ive done this year is come back to writing.
That's a fucking HUGE accomplishment though. SO, I'm gonna celebrate that win, mother fucker, and maybe let those that care about me know I'm ready, and fucking lost. I'm still breathing after the last few years of batshit. I will keep breathing through the rest of the recovery and growth.

 

[Crystal_Dust]

I heart you so fucking much

 

[Nina327]

Feeling: Dizzy, sneezy, Icky, I should have beat the sub yesterday but was just starting to die... poutface

Doing: Eating soup and whining at myself to take care of me cuz I might have the ManFlu.

Thinking: The 40 effing degree change in temperature and the storm system that precedes it is gonna be SO MUCH FUN today!

 

[Niceandbrutal]

Feeling: Fed up.
Thinking: Ugh. Work again tomorrow.
Doing: Procrastinating, well, EVERYTHING.

 

[Nina327]

T: I know its my apothecary. I know I made this. I know it is perfectly blended to help exactly what it needs to, but I cannot make myself drink this shit. It smells like ethanol, licorish, and demonic ejections. I think I fucked up the alcohol content.

D: eating an astronaut brownie. When in doubt, take a hell of a nap.

 

[monique_minx]

T: Anxious to hear what he thinks, had to do a faux pas and double post cause Lit limits. Grrr. I'm too wordy for my own good for sure.

...now wondering what the fuck Nina made and what 'demonic ejections' smell like?!

F: Anxious and a little too excited for 3:30am

D: Lying on the couch lamenting over the fact that I should shower and go to bed cause responsibilities and shit.

 

[Nina327]

...now wondering what the fuck Nina made and what 'demonic ejections' smell like?!

its a cold remedy... immune support tincher.
Smells like moonshine, horse liniment, and way too strongly of cloves. Though smelling it did make me aware of parts of my sinuses I did not realise existed in a human. The demonic part is the clove; it developed a lot stronger than it has in the past.

 

[monique_minx]

its a cold remedy... immune support tincher.
Smells like moonshine, horse liniment, and way too strongly of cloves. Though smelling it did make me aware of parts of my sinuses I did not realise existed in a human. The demonic part is the clove; it developed a lot stronger than it has in the past.

Oh not the fucking cloves! I hate them! They're nasty and bitter and so strong!

Used a fair bit of clove oil in the past for toothaches. Great for numbing...pity it doesn't work on tastebuds