Trying Hypnosis (closed for Hypnoticvoice)

[funinsun0]

I've finally agreed to let Hypnoticvoice hypnotize me. I have never been hypnotized before so I had a lot of questions.

I think I'll be good at being hypnotized. By nature I'm more of a submissive. My one hypnosis experience was a show I saw. The hypnotist told us we could follow along and I did start to feel like I was zoning out before my (jealous) boyfriend made me snap out of it. He didn't even want to be there in the first place, I think the idea of being hypnotized freaked him out.

In some of the calls we had beforehand, hypnoticvoice described what hypnosis is and isn't. He said that swinging a watch or pendulum and telling me to relax is not just something in the movies and does work. Even him describing it kind of made me zone out.

I agreed to try it once. I've been curious my whole life. He told me we'll do an induction and go from there and there's no much for me to do. Basically, I just have to let go and he takes the lead. I am nervous, to be honest! And excited!

 

[funinsun0]

We weren't able to this weekend. We're going to try this week. I've been reading about hypnosis. Most sources say that you cannot be controlled by the hypnotist. A few said that you can in subtle ways. I asked Hypnoticvoice. He says it's very hard for someone to force you into hypnosis against your will. Once you're in that state, you are susceptible to being heavily influenced and you have given up some control.

Once I go under, all bets are off! This thrills and scares me. I already am submissive so being told what to do is something I prefer.

 

[funinsun0]

I'm gonna get hypnotized tonight! Nervous and excited.

 

[funinsun0]

From the beginning I was very receptive to being hypnotized and I think that helped. I felt submissive and obedient even before Hypnoticvoice told me that I could allow the metronome to tick, settle into place and just focus my eyes on it going back and forth. His words followed the rhythm of the metronome and I'm not sure when officially he began hypnotizing me.

He told me that it was ok to have thoughts and that the more I had them the easier they flushed away and the easier it became to focus on his voice. He said my eyes should focus on the metronome and that each tick relaxed me more and more.

It was very relaxing, because of his tone of voice, because I was in bed with the metronome on a nightstand and because the ticking was lulling. Everything around me did get kind of blurry and I felt very absorbed in watching the metronome.

Beyond that I don't remember very much. He had my arm float up and I just remember feeling pleasant overall. His voice was soft and gentle and when he woke me up my first thought was that I wanted to be hypnotized again. He did by speaking to me and I feel like I fell asleep and then awoke again. I really want to be hypnotized again by him. Hypnosis feels good. I feel deeply relaxed and content today.

 

[funinsun0]

Reading Hypnoticvoice's description triggers my memory. Every time he described hypnosis in our calls before we had the first hypnosis session, his voice became smooth and easy to float away on. I'd listen and kind of lose track of everything he was saying. By the time I he asked me "Are you ready to be hypnotized?" I was already trying to hypnotize myself by watching the metronome and drifting away while he was talking.

 

[funinsun0]

Just watching the metronome made my eyes want to close after a while. It was difficult to focus on it and my eyes were blinking a lot. Sometimes they'd close and then I'd reopen them just barely. The rhythmic ticking and his voice made me want to sleep.

My mind was running all over the place during this time. Am I going to be hypnotized? Am I doing everything right? Can I move (my leg felt uncomfortable)? Yet, despite my mind being all over the place, my eyes were very heavy and I was getting tired.

 

[funinsun0]

I remember being profoundly relaxed and wanting to stay that way. Thinking of being hypnotized is relaxing for me.

 

[funinsun0]

I don't remember most of that. I remember him talking to me and my nails being beautiful (they are, now that I don't bite them lol.) Not really much else. I want to get hypnotized again and try to remember more. Now only if Hypnoticvoice could find some time for me...

 

[funinsun0]

I wondered will it work? Will I be hypnotized if he says "deep hypnosis"? When you're hypnotized, I find you're so relaxed you don't keep a thought for long.

 

[funinsun0]

I'm not able to remember any of this...

 

[sweetie54m]

interest

would love to explore this

 

[funinsun0]

"Relaxed, very relaxed." I felt myself grinning widely. I didn't know why. "I love being hypnotized."

 

[funinsun0]

The first thing I notice is that my mouth is open. My jaw is hanging slack and I know my eyes are open and, yet, I'm not seeing anything. I blink. I almost feeling like I'm snapping myself out of it. I feel so close to him. I want to go back under. It feels intimate.

 

[funinsun0]

How do I feel? I ask myself. How. Do. I. Feel. I could almost snap out of it if I pushed myself. I'm very, very relaxed, though and I want to stay that way so I say, "Relaxed."