What Do You Long For?
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I long for a mutual surrender to passion, A lover reclined in a sheen of post orgasmic sweat, my cum glistening on her thighs...
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What do I long for?
That is a tough question, for me anyway. There are many things that I need, want and desire, but no one has ever asked me what do I long for? But, I think instead of what I long for, it's who I long for. Or more to the point, who it was that I long for.
In August of 2000, I met a gal who was about 20 years younger than I. At first, I never really thought that much about it , but after about couple months, I knew she was my soul mate.
We met at work and the first time I saw her, I knew we would be good friends. At that time, I didn't know how good. We chatted about anything and everything, and the conversations were real. After a few months later, I knew that she could reach me on such a deep level, that it was scarey. She could view my inner being and I knew then that we were soul mates.
We lay outside on the grass looking up into the stars and could hear each others hearts beating. Hearing each others breath as we inhale and exhale and just being together made our world. She would sing as we danced together, holding each other in a tight embrace. Our hearts beating as one, and being one with the universe. Her eyes, when I would look at them would take me to places that only fantasy could take you. Her smile was so bright, it was blinding. Her lips, red and moist and when she talked, quivered ever so slightly. The smell of her hair would drown a man dieing of thirst.
You ask what I long for, I long for my soul mate Kristen.
Kristen died on January 20, 2001. I was gone the night she died. While I was driving home that night, I felt a tightening in my chest and then saw what I now believe was her spirit. I try not to think about her, but there are times when my conscience seem to leave me, and she is all I can think about. And those times are painful.
We laugh and we cry, there is the past and now the present, but what can the future hold? For me, I try not to think about it, for my lose was too great. I know I will see Kristen again and we will hold each other in our tight embrace, dance, and be in our own world once again.
For Kristen, my sole mate and my life.
The Last Time I Saw Her, ©1968 by Gordon Lightfoot
The last time I saw her face
Her eyes were bathed in starlight
And her hair hung long
The last time she spoke to me
Her lips were like the scented flowers
Inside a rain-drenched forest
But that was so long ago that I can scarcely feel
The way I felt before
And if time could heal the wounds
I would tear the threads away
That I might bleed some more
The last time I walked with her
Her laughter was the steeple bells
That ring to greet the morning sun
A voice that called to everyone
To love the ground she walked upon
Those were good days
The last time I held her hand
Her touch was autumn, spring and summer
And winter too
The last time I let go of her
She walked a way into the night
I lost her in the misty streets
A thousand months, a thousand years
When other lips will kiss her eyes
A million miles beyond the moon
That's where she is
But that was so long ago that I can scarcely feel
The way I felt before
And if time could heal the wounds
I would tear the threads away
That I might bleed some more
The last time I saw her face
Her eyes were bathed in starlight
And she walked alone
The last time she kissed my cheek
Her lips were like the wilted leaves
Upon the autumn covered hills
Resting on the frozen ground
The seeds of love lie cold and still
Beneath a battered marking stone
It lies forgotten
That is a tough question, for me anyway. There are many things that I need, want and desire, but no one has ever asked me what do I long for? But, I think instead of what I long for, it's who I long for. Or more to the point, who it was that I long for.
In August of 2000, I met a gal who was about 20 years younger than I. At first, I never really thought that much about it , but after about couple months, I knew she was my soul mate.
We met at work and the first time I saw her, I knew we would be good friends. At that time, I didn't know how good. We chatted about anything and everything, and the conversations were real. After a few months later, I knew that she could reach me on such a deep level, that it was scarey. She could view my inner being and I knew then that we were soul mates.
We lay outside on the grass looking up into the stars and could hear each others hearts beating. Hearing each others breath as we inhale and exhale and just being together made our world. She would sing as we danced together, holding each other in a tight embrace. Our hearts beating as one, and being one with the universe. Her eyes, when I would look at them would take me to places that only fantasy could take you. Her smile was so bright, it was blinding. Her lips, red and moist and when she talked, quivered ever so slightly. The smell of her hair would drown a man dieing of thirst.
You ask what I long for, I long for my soul mate Kristen.
Kristen died on January 20, 2001. I was gone the night she died. While I was driving home that night, I felt a tightening in my chest and then saw what I now believe was her spirit. I try not to think about her, but there are times when my conscience seem to leave me, and she is all I can think about. And those times are painful.
We laugh and we cry, there is the past and now the present, but what can the future hold? For me, I try not to think about it, for my lose was too great. I know I will see Kristen again and we will hold each other in our tight embrace, dance, and be in our own world once again.
For Kristen, my sole mate and my life.
The Last Time I Saw Her, ©1968 by Gordon Lightfoot
The last time I saw her face
Her eyes were bathed in starlight
And her hair hung long
The last time she spoke to me
Her lips were like the scented flowers
Inside a rain-drenched forest
But that was so long ago that I can scarcely feel
The way I felt before
And if time could heal the wounds
I would tear the threads away
That I might bleed some more
The last time I walked with her
Her laughter was the steeple bells
That ring to greet the morning sun
A voice that called to everyone
To love the ground she walked upon
Those were good days
The last time I held her hand
Her touch was autumn, spring and summer
And winter too
The last time I let go of her
She walked a way into the night
I lost her in the misty streets
A thousand months, a thousand years
When other lips will kiss her eyes
A million miles beyond the moon
That's where she is
But that was so long ago that I can scarcely feel
The way I felt before
And if time could heal the wounds
I would tear the threads away
That I might bleed some more
The last time I saw her face
Her eyes were bathed in starlight
And she walked alone
The last time she kissed my cheek
Her lips were like the wilted leaves
Upon the autumn covered hills
Resting on the frozen ground
The seeds of love lie cold and still
Beneath a battered marking stone
It lies forgotten
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brinkeedinkee
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Wow, just wow. I want that.
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I long to take back the hurtful things I might have said. And to let her know that everything is really ok.
May not be what this thread was intended for, but that's what I long for right now.
May not be what this thread was intended for, but that's what I long for right now.
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I long for something real with the man I have loved my whole life and been in love with for nearly 15 years. I want him back in my life. I want him to love me again like he has so many times over the last 15 years. I need him with me always and forever.
I long for Tim, father of Tasha, Shelby, Katie, Chris and Sidney.
I love you and always will Tim!
I long for Tim, father of Tasha, Shelby, Katie, Chris and Sidney.
I love you and always will Tim!
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Re: What do I long for?
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Sioux City Male said:
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I long for the loving embrace of my Icey*Fire
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I long to get a plane ticket, so that cuddling and closeness can occur!
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I long for...
Hours of sweet and tender, frenetic and exhausting, cool and sweaty lovemaking,
Nights of laughter, great talk, and fine music,
Days filled with doing what I love: helping people,
Weeks of knowing my passion will be returned on the weekend,
Months of joy that the world is turning still and so am I,
Years of grace, compassion, a special smile returning mine,
The knowledge that in my life I helped others grow.
I long to know there's a chance I might someday say I longed for these things and they were granted to me.
Hours of sweet and tender, frenetic and exhausting, cool and sweaty lovemaking,
Nights of laughter, great talk, and fine music,
Days filled with doing what I love: helping people,
Weeks of knowing my passion will be returned on the weekend,
Months of joy that the world is turning still and so am I,
Years of grace, compassion, a special smile returning mine,
The knowledge that in my life I helped others grow.
I long to know there's a chance I might someday say I longed for these things and they were granted to me.
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midwestyankee said:
Very good post, Yankee.....I long for alot of the same things...
I care deeply and trust too easily...and sometimes I pay dearly for it....not sure why we open ourselves up so soon. I keep thinking that has been a problem of mine all my life....and I've been hurt many times over because of it. I'm sure this won't be the last time, unless I change.
I long for a day when hearts don't feel pain...only tenderness and love....(what a dreamer I can be)
whspr
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Whspr...just a chorus/other lyrics from Carly Simon's "Coming Around Again"...alot of us get burned!whspr said:Very good post, Yankee.....I long for alot of the same things...
I care deeply and trust too easily...and sometimes I pay dearly for it....not sure why we open ourselves up so soon. I keep thinking that has been a problem of mine all my life....and I've been hurt many times over because of it. I'm sure this won't be the last time, unless I change.
I long for a day when hearts don't feel pain...only tenderness and love....(what a dreamer I can be)
whspr
I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again
So don't mind if I fall apart
There's more room in a broken heart...
And I believe in love
But what else can I do
I'm so in love with you.
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I long for ...
things that cannot be ...
for so many things ...
so many people ...
for the abatement of so much pain ...
I long for the maturity of man ...
and the great things that await if only we can reach forth our hand to grasp them ...
I long ...
*head bowed*
things that cannot be ...
for so many things ...
so many people ...
for the abatement of so much pain ...
I long for the maturity of man ...
and the great things that await if only we can reach forth our hand to grasp them ...
I long ...
*head bowed*
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Curious_Fem said:I long to take back the hurtful things I might have said. And to let her know that everything is really ok.
May not be what this thread was intended for, but that's what I long for right now.
I am sure she knows it and that she knows things are ok!
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Sweetevil said:
And for this, I'm thankful.
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I long for...
a day with no bullcrap, a night with "the" one, and an extra dressing in my salads from Pizza Joes.
Brinky
a day with no bullcrap, a night with "the" one, and an extra dressing in my salads from Pizza Joes.
Brinky
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